Haha You have a way of saying what I feel. I have a past riddled with dark spirits as well. I hesitate to say evil because I don't believe in it, but I know what you mean, dark is not neccesarly bad. This is precisley why I am not afraid of her like everyone else was in fact me internal feeling was I wanted to go hold her hand or something. I wanted to connect with the human in there, instead I just made eye contact and stood closer to her than anyone else around,so as to make a statement to her. I wanted her to know I can still communicate with that human even though you are pushing away people.