Dabbs, I don't think you are nuts. I've always had a "fascination" for serial killers and forensics. Yes, not the bloody side to it, but the psychological aspects. But I find as I am becoming more expansive in my spirituality, I tend to feel very ill just thinking about those kind of people. These days if I just watch any kind of movie that is full of blood or murder, I get really nauseaous and sick. But I still have a strong fascination.

Well, a few scientists have come up with an explanation as to why serial killers are what they are,

They are wired differently, their is a part of their brain that does not function the same, well, actually, that part of the brain shows up completely blank on scans, (hmm cant get name right now sorry) hence, they lack the human compassion totally, they are unemotional and feel no empathy towards anyone. Most serial killers under study, all have the same connections, ie. they had an unfortunate accident as a kid and were literally dropped on their head, (that isnt meant to sound funny), they have a strange relationship with their Mother, not a natural one, and are raised with warped ideas about women as well. Most have been abused in their childhood. Most are white males, most have been cruel, tortureous souls as kids.

I definately don't have any favourites, I just find them fascinating but do not wish to worship them like rock stars, which is what people tend to do because these killers are charming in a lot of ways. They are murderers, bottom line.

You see, now I am beginning to feel ill again, is that weird? lol