Hmmm. I used to be very ambitious, but being beaten down more than a few times in a short while kind of takes the drive out of a person.
Right now, I would just like to find myself and figure out what to do with my life. Even though I truly believe I want to go into Anthropology, I have no idea what direction that will take.
Other things I would like to do:
*get over being so shy;
*stop being indecisive and try not to second-guess myself all the time;
*open myself up to more positive thinking and also allow myself to hope;
*let go of the past;
*meet up with my soul-mate again (not in the romantic sense...he might have been a "romantic" soul-mate at one point, but our present lives have branched away from one another...I was lucky for the time we had in this life, and I hope we will meet again sometime soon.)
*become more patient
*learn to make time to meditate...for me, this is quite difficult, because I am never still for long enough. The only times I "see" anything are when I am sleeping, the moments just before sleep or when I begin to wake, and the few times I let my mind wander.