Lavella...i am darksearch...not because i am dark in nature...but because it is through dark that one see's light....as ZZ23 was getting at...the feelings we all have been having lately..negative thoughts and feelings...thoughts and feeling about being pyshically attacked are all growing pains...but as i hinted at above through the dark we all see light...and believe me i am not into chaos magic....but perhaps a little chaos will be needed before the light can rise...or before we can...De