lillies1978

I'm so excited, just checked my email and there it was, an email from my Cousin. I have not seen her, nor spoken to her in roughly five years; when I moved from Germany the contact info we exchanged did not stay current for very long, we both moved.
Anyways, she is very dear to me, very very dear...part of my soul family, my guiding light when I was little (she's 12years older than me). Hearing from her made my heart smile and jump in joy. Just a few days ago I wrote her a card, but I had ...

(Rated R) lol...I'm almost afraid to post this on IS, it contains such big IS-NoNo it seems. Figured the best I can do is post it on my blog. Anyways...

German tradition has it that we celebrate Christmas on Christmas Eve; we have a nice early dinner, play with the children, and open up presents once it gets dark outside. So far, so good.
Now today we did the same, we had "dinner" at 3.30pm; after we were done my hub took the kids to park so I could get everything ...

....it's funny, the phrase "I am that I am" i discovered here on is, a dear friend here on IS thought about getting it tattooed...and he did(i love it)...

For some reason, perhaps due to the language barrier (reading comprehension) or just the fact that i wasn't truly familiar with the concept....anyhow, i took me a while to truly understand the depth of meaning behind it! I am that I am, I am the person I am at any given point in time, I'm as 'ugly' and as 'beautiful', ...

....as awesome as all these new applications are, i can't find my way around this...it took me three days to figure out where one can blog...i still don't know how i was able to create a photo album, but no pics in it....you would think that there should be a little button to click on on the user cp, but there isn't! unless i'm blind (that wouldn't be a first either)....*sigh* friggin' new schnickschnack...lol