Silverhaze

Reasons why I shouldn’t love you

1) You do that stupid fake thing where you are nice to people you dislike or are mad at.
2) You don’t understand what it is like to be empathetic
3) You don’t really pay as much attention to my feelings as I do to yours.
4) You are stubborn.
5) You are overly sensitive.
6) You think of me as a sibling.
7) You are gay.
8) You like some girls but not me.
9) You won’t ever even consider that it could ...

Goodbye, for now. Hope you come back again, when you've grown. When you know how to handle yourself. When you can appreciate all we've done for you. When you can understand that kicking you out on your ass is actually out of love and not spite. That we are doing this to help you because it seems to be the only way we can.

You've stolen from us. You've created a veil of uncertainty. You've lied to our faces. You've screwed us over. Treated us like crap.

Still ...

Do you ever think the Queen feels bad for the pawns? Or perhaps the Queen feels like kicking the pawns off the table. Or even pushing the King right over?

Social politics are a natural subject for an empath. People are drawn to us and we to them. We are natural healers and we can be leaders if the need rises, but we are most often social glue.

We stick people together. Keep groups together and sort out the messes that social politics incur. We are peacekeepers, ...

Superficial
Artificial
Disgusting

I can't live in this
In this superficial world
Where we don't really feel
And we don't really speak

Where all your relationships are made up or based on mutual isolation.

I can't
I won't

You disgust me.
Both of you.

There is something to be said about ends of years. Arbitrary really... we could change anytime. But it makes it easier, I suppose. You've got to remember to change the year at the end of dates, might as well try to change other things as well.

It's a built in deadline system...

So let me reflect...

This year I walked a thousand miles. Drove a thousand more. Listened to so many songs. I have found a level of myself that I haven't seen before. I ...