LoveIsOurWeapon

when I was diagnosed with "ADD" I felt a great loss. I could get over depression, I was getting over anxiety but I couldn't "cure" myself of "ADD". It ended up making me very insecure, especially in school. The strange thing is, I see my absent-mindedness as a gift now. Through meditation I've learned how to harness it and now it's very easy for me to fall into a trance. I see trances as a very spiritual experience, it changes my state of mind so much. I haven't even ...

Ever since I discovered that strange but beautiful state of mind I've felt so much better. Perhaps it was the consciousness shift or maybe I achieved this state all on my own but I've never felt this much peace before. I've never felt so connected to the spiritual consciousness before. I think I've discovered my path to enlightenment. My anxiety has greatly decreased in such a short amount of time. I've grown to be almost completely accepting of myself and the situation around me. I've forgiven ...

I feel so amazing right now. I found this book in my room called The Fiesta of Happiness. I was flipping through pages of inspirational text when I came across one that was titled "Clear out the inner clutter" and for some reason I really connected with the idea. As I read the page a rush came in through me. It seemed a good enough reason to give it a go. At first I didn't get the point of the exercise, I thought I would just lay on my bed and write down all the problems I had. That wasn't ...

I really want my life to be full. I want to travel to so many different places. Australia, England, Japan, China, India. I also want to see more of the US. I want to help all walks of life. I want to clean the ocean, I want to raise tigers and elephants, I want to reduce humanity's impact on forest life. I want to feel my spirit awaken as I do these things. I want to reach a state of peace and happiness that never goes away. I very passionately want to go on adventures and experience so many different ...

I don't know what it is, but whenever I find someone talking to me about something involving emotions or I get to a point in a conversation where I'm on the brink of describing emotions, something in my brain just kind of..shuts off.
A part of me thinks that by not expressing myself and not letting others express themselves to me, I'm stronger. I guess that's where I get whatever confidence I have from.
I don't get it though, I can write posts like these and I can tweet emotional things ...