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Another holiday season rolling by, and me without you.

It's been 16 years since I watched you die. I don't know how to be without you.

I talk to you in my sleep still and wake missing the feel of you next to me.

Everything else in life moved on. I got married, built a house, raised a son, painted endless pictures and grew a thousand flowers. I made a hundred friends who have never seen your face. All this had moved on,forward, over.

All ...

I was an alcoholic in my youth. The deck was stacked against me with the family history, troubled marriage and OCD. It was easy to slip into the life of self medication. It dulled the pain.

One morning my toddler son asked me if I could play with him or if I was hung over. His simple question stabbed a knife right through my heart. I had sold out his precious childhood to stay drunk. I quit cold turkey that very day.

I don't recommend that. Get help and support. It ...

In an effort to expand my circle of friends and knowledge I subscribed to a Psychics forum.

They have a more controlled forum, more moderators and filters. There is usually only 6 people posting there at any time.

After cruising the site for a while trying to find information on healing and improving the gifts I realized that there were only two types of people on that site. Gurus and people just trying to get free psychic readings.

It shouldn't have ...