Dabbs

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I'm glad DF challenged us to do this!
There are days I'd like to forget and yesterday is just one of those days that I probably will forget.

I'm not saying that nothing happened, I'm just saying that it was an ordinary day. Beatle, my ex-sister-in-law stopped in twice. I'm just thankful it wasn't snowing like the day before when she got a wild hair up her butt and wanted to go for a walk in the snow.

Alas, it was an ordinary day. Beatle came for coffee ...

Today is a transition day. I feel it deep within me. Something needs to and will change today. The possibilities of what it may be scares me. I like my life but, I've been stagnant for a while. Nothing has changed and when my soul cries out for constant change to keep my brain ping-ponging as it's done all of my life, the possibilities are endless.

It could be I finally snap and they have to institutionalize me....
It could be I have another heart attack...
It could ...

My life is good. I have all the kids anyone could ever want. I have a cute husband who has a brain. My mom and I talk on the phone two or three times a week, I have friends who I talk with daily.... But, I wonder, is there more out there that I'm missing out on? Is there more to what I'm supposed to be doing, experiencing... living?

I worked out in the yard today. I ripped into the grape vines which have been neglected for about 15 years. I cut down raspberry vines, small trees, ...

Since 1980, we've lived in Ohio. I actually grew up in Georgia. I was born in a little town called Warm Springs... there's a natural hot spring there that president Franklin D. Roosevelt built his second home called The Little White House.

I grew up making regular trips there, we lived a few miles away until Dad was discovered by people who kept finding him better jobs with more pay or better benefits.

I took swimming lessons at Callaway Gardens.. also close by. ...

I have always been fascinated with mental illness. For those of you who haven't been here a while, I started a thread on serial killers. It has always fascinated me, the events that lead to a person snapping and deciding to kill another human... etc.

Out of my three years of college classes, every semester, I'd have a psychology class. At the time, my focus was on trying to figure out my ex-husband. He's nuts. I needed to know why and what happened, and how the heck he can be the ...