Existential Meanderings

Originally Posted by Verumi

I read that MK Ultra involved psychiatry and the splitting of personalities.

My question is: If a person is diagnosed with dissociative identity disorder, do they become a person of interest to the government?

The program was supposedly shut down, but I doubt that would make the government lose interest in people with multiples.

What are your thoughts about this?

Enjoy.

There is a lot of misinformation about therianthropy online, but this video describes mental and phantom shifting pretty well. It applies to otherkin and starseeds too. The only thing she didn't mention is how the senses become more like the alter-self /animal.

Also, physical shifting is denied by therians. There are some who can, but it's rare to discuss or witness.

Without going into too many details about my past: parents are addicts, divorced when I was a baby. Grandparents and god parents never stepped in to help when I needed help. As an adult, I was basically abandoned--went into the system because my mom screwed up as a parent and I was already in the system as a teen.

So I decided to better myself. My family would tell me I should only get a certificate or get an associates degree, that I should forget about what I want to do and do ...

Sometimes I get lost in this amusement park called earth and perception.

Sometimes it is like a roller coaster, with ups and downs, anticipation, fear, joy.

Other times, it's whirly and I feel like I've had enough.

The colors, the sounds, the people, it all feels so real that I just keep going back on the ride.

I want to let go, even if that means falling off the ride.

I'm tired of always moving but going no where. ...