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(is an astigmatic, deranged and artistic)

  1. part 1: not as high this time

    good grief, i can actually operate the computer without going into paroxisms of confusion and euphoric dementia, plus this time those three are not the sole source of abhorrent noise and bickering in an otherwise silent library.


    i've seen ialdabaoth in his eyes, heard the attitude drip like venom as he smiles wickedly and transgresses.

    the other two are as fluff in the wind most times, but otherwise also disobedient.

    today's vacation has been ...
    Personal , RAWR
  2. part 2: allergic to nephilim

    it has come to my attention, o almighty creator of only that which becomes fail, that my autoimmune response weakens from stress and that defiant, ill-mannered, parentally-admittedly poorly cultivated adolescents cause me, simply by the fact of their persistent continuance at the present state, rate and apparently, fate.

    in other words, i break out in hives each time they come homw from an extended excursion, but if not for that they would probably already be duct-taped into small boxes ...
    Spirituality , 'pataphor
  3. part 3: a letter to 'cue-ball vandyke'

    dear noncompliant biological parent of the children now in my care,

    things a good parent does not do:

    -refuse to buy necessities for the children to bring to their mother's house;
    -cancel at every possible juncture for selfish reasons (other plans, don't feel like it, etc.)
    -in canceling, fail to arrange child care for those times when cancellation is unavoidable.
    -make your own children choose between sleeping on air mattresses (while your girlfriend's ...

    Updated 08-11-2010 at 10:59 AM by existencebeyondexperience

    Personal , RAWR
  4. oops, almost forgot...

    She and I had a shared dream, confirmed by both of us. i've noted the environs, and will be seeking to recall the events.

    i told her about running up a river, something fairly common to my recollections recently when she told me that she remembered being in a john boat and something about me teaching her how to walk on the water as well. she was surprised to think maybe she'd had a dream of being peter, or moreso that i knew about her dream before she remembered it.

  5. numb in the library

    surreal, different, not quite stable. that is the now for me.

    p.s. - the kiosk et al will return shortly, as soon as i figure out who all is present in the remade cosm, not to mention what i feel like describing them having to do, and what implicit lessons should be evident.

    i 'need' a cigarette.
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