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I always believed that if I wasn't hard on myself, I'd never become a better version of myself. My skills would never improve, I'd never attain the goals I'd set out to achieve. That kind of mindset worked for me when I was in school. I always went for the best grades and never accepted anything less.

But now, I wish I could stop being my own worst enemy. I want to learn to love myself, and accept myself for what I am. Only then, I think, will I be able to improve. But then, I wonder, ...

You say 'crush' like it has
no meaning.

Crush. Verb.
To press or squeeze with a force that destroys

or deforms.

Crush. Informal.
An intense but short-lived infatuation.

Children have crushes.

"do you like anybody?"

"yes."

and there's always that brief thought of

"is it me?"

It never is.
But still.
...

Well, that is until I get bored.
I just wanted to document this shit.

Hello again. I've read through my old blog entries, and I have realised only that I am a cunt.

I'd like to hang around this time...despite myself and some of the people here.

I keep coming back. I think I have an addictive personality.

WHY IS IT THAT SO MANY PEOPLE THINK THAT 'BRAINWASHING' IS A SUITABLE EXPLANATION FOR HUMAN ERROR? NOBODY'S BEEN FUCKING BRAINWASHED.

A LOT OF YOU SEEM BITTER BECAUSE PEOPLE HAVE SIMILAR VIEWS TO EACH OTHER AND DIFFERENT VIEWS TO YOU, AND YOU THINK YOU CAN GET UP ON YOUR HIGH HORSE AND SAY THAT THE MAJORITY HAVE BEEN 'BRAINWASHED'.

THEY FUCKING HAVEN'T. THEY'RE JUST DIFFERENT TO YOU.

GET IT OUT OF YOUR HEADS. YOU'RE THE BRAINWASHED ONE IF YOU THINK ...