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It is very important that I find some form of income as soon as possible. I prefer hourly pay under the table, but I am willing to take taxed pay if really required. I have very important living expenses that need to be paid. Where can I work that pays decent? $15/hr. At least $10/hr. I need to make as much money as possible in the least amount of time as possible.

What is a defining moment?

When I think of identity, I realize there is none. When I try to put words to a person (myself or another), I draw a blank.

They say emptiness is form.

I can put words to myself, but if I did, their antynoms must also exist. Words are only words, we assign them meaning. There was meaning before we had words, and there is meaning without words.

Non-duality, just is. No good, no evil, no happiness, no ...

The genetic programs we inherit don't always express themselves immediately. Ancient memories that have been sleeping in our genes are triggered by the emotions and traumas we experience, causing illness (or some other kind of disruptive pattern) to come to the fore. Once we learn how to decode the core beliefs and emotions that activate or deactivate our genes, we can neutralize and then remove the old, limiting patterns.



This is how It works Now.....

STEP ...

My landlord called asking for rent, but it looks like I'm going to be 2 weeks late for it again. My income is so little, I can't afford bills. I am excellent at managing money. It's just making money that I have such a difficult time with. My bills are:

$400: Rent for one room and bathroom in a 2 bedroom apartment.
$75: Electric.
$50: Internet.
$50: Cellphone.
$150: Food

I'm probably pulling in about $620 per month right now finding odd jobs ...

So I'm going to talk like I know something about something when perhaps I don't, so bear with me.

All I know is my piece of the puzzle, but I want to throw it out there in case it resonates with someone else. I sense (and I've read) that I'm not the only one who is frustrated because I feel I'm supposed to be DOING SOMETHING, and doing it RIGHT NOW. I think this is because there are several types of indigo "system busters" out there and this is because there are several ...