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I grew up knowing that I was meant to save the world. I have always been compelled towards city design and philosophy. Not philosophy in the sense of historical philosophy. More in the sense of searching for truth/answers. Thought and problem solving. Working out epistemology, ontology, and ethics. These are things I have been involuntarily compelled to do.

Me, and perhaps others are here to change things for the better. Everybody is always asking for solutions to the world's problems. ...

Hmmm really not sure where this site is going at the moment. I understand the site is for those who use it and maybe people like it the way it is at the moment. The internet seems to be flamer city in general these days and I can see why people get a thrill out of it, whatever turns them on...

I just think that if that is what people like and thats what this place is all about. Basicly its really boring, whats here to stay for? I am thinking I will take a break from IS for a few ...

So... I think now it is quite obvious to see that Tesla is exactly what it is he has accused me of being.

I feel he targeted me for the exact opposite reasons that he conveyed.

I will never settle for his box, I am to wild and elusive to be caged in anyone else's rules and I think he can't stand it. He can't stand the fact that no matter how weak I may seem I am free.

That I love myself and I know, I feel and I am.
I feel sad for him. He is ...

• They come into the world with a feeling of royalty (and often act like it).
• They have a feeling of "deserving to be here," and are surprised when others don't share that.
• Self-worth is not a big issue. They often tell the parents "who they are."
• They have difficulty with absolute authority (authority without explanation or choice).
• They simply will not do certain things; for example, waiting in line is difficult for them.
• They ...

I've only spoken to my mother once since last January. Long story short, I could not be in the same room with her without feeling sick and upset, because of a series of events...

Anyway, I think I am at the point where no matter what she says or does, it won't affect me emotionally. So I called her tonight and made a date to meet her for lunch.

She wants me to see where she is living now and it will be good to see my cat again. He's a cow-spotted cat named Ozzy Osbourne. ...