To get it straight, I am perfectly happy on my own. I have come to the conclusion that not being in a relationship seems to be the best way for me to get along. I resorted to the fact that I have such strong stipulations that there ain't a person on this planet that can fill any position I have open. Being not in a relationship, I don't have to answer to anyone. I don't have to tell anyone anything and if I don't wanna talk or spend attention on a significant other, that there are no hard feelings. However, when I dream, I am reminded sometimes of being around a person and the feeling that goes through me. It's not sexual in any way, it's more... not sure if I can find the word, but it's there and only in my dreams. Like a feeling I have tossed away in my waking life. But is it loneliness? I wouldn't think so, but I am still busy unraveling the mystery of the mind during sleep - while not all dreams are special in the meaning of psychic or whatnot, and being a regular dream, I can discern between the two.