To get it straight, I am perfectly happy on my own. I have come to the conclusion that not being in a relationship seems to be the best way for me to get along. I resorted to the fact that I have such strong stipulations that there ain't a person on this planet that can fill any position I have open. Being not in a relationship, I don't have to answer to anyone. I don't have to tell anyone anything and if I don't wanna talk or spend attention on a significant other, that there are no hard feelings. However, when I dream, I am reminded sometimes of being around a person and the feeling that goes through me. It's not sexual in any way, it's more... not sure if I can find the word, but it's there and only in my dreams. Like a feeling I have tossed away in my waking life. But is it loneliness? I wouldn't think so, but I am still busy unraveling the mystery of the mind during sleep - while not all dreams are special in the meaning of psychic or whatnot, and being a regular dream, I can discern between the two.
yeaaa your on that level of understanding, now you just need to come to terms within yourself to accept and believe if its real or not, this post was made 3 weeks ago so you probley already made peace with it all.