Hellooooo Indigo Society!

I don't know about the rest of you - but the last few weeks have been so intense emotionally, that I am in serious need of a boost, so I thought


Seriously though, use this as a dumping ground - have the last few weeks (months) been physically or emotionally tense for you? What is your issue(s)?

And if you don't know, don't be shy, just write I DON'T KNOW and join the fun anyway

So come, join the party, leave your issues at the door and grab hold...who knows where this Conga Line could lead....

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Mojitos for all before getting in line!
(some without alcohol - its just fun to hold an exotic drink in hand and suck a lime)

The last weeks have been intense for me for a number of reasons, besides having to nurse my mother who was injured in a serious accident, I've been getting some seriously intense dreams that are not a little disturbing. I've had one of my daughter's develop Strepp, job issues (I've turned in my resignation) and to top everything off I've been riding an emotional roller coaster as I watch friends on either side of either ocean (four sets all together) find each other.

CONGA!

Child health, money, family problems and of course the assorted group of idiots who prey on vulnerability and otherwise tell me what is all my fault.

You sounded pretty unhappy in your job Sshenry- hope you find something that better suites your many talents!

I wanted to start a similiar thread Sshenry! Okay, for me, I think Im feeling some mood swings because of the weather changes here. The humidity gets so bad right before it rains and it gives me anxiety. My dad has been moody and my grandmother in law who I stayed with last night, fell down and broke her cheek bone, she looks like she has been in a car wreck because her face and neck are swollen, bruised and her eye is bloodshot. I didnt get any sleep last night. Everybody around me seems to be experiencing something.

Yesterday was rather intense for me, there's a Buddhist retreat in the hotel I work at. They weren't allowed to speak all day and there was some "big deal" spiritual secret they were going to receive in the evening. I have very strong empathy and could feel all the stress and tension building up inside of the participants. It got worse throughout the day to the point that I had to keep clearing the energy, grounding and centering myself. Around 8 pm I'm not sure what happened with them but the dam finally broke and all the stress started to lift.

I guess I can't complain too much, I used to work for a major corporation in a huge city where this level of stress was the status quo. In fact, the boss encouraged it.

hehe - I definitely feel you
The weight that lifted when I handed in that piece of paper - you have no idea...or maybe you do

Alrighty the past week (7 days exactly) i have been sick at home with Mono... I'm stuck at home not able to go or do anything. I HATE being sick I've missed work and I only have 4 sick days and now im cutting into personal day and vacation time. I'm sick im alone im not getting better and i feel bad because I cant work and its a two person office. Just me and my boss so he needs me around. I can barely swallow today and I feel like I'm going to DIE!!!! I'm going crazy sitting at home watching Judge Judy and Jerry Springer and my personal favourite the Maury Show and I'd rather be AT work! My eyes hurt, they are swollen and I look like an Asian, my throat and lymph nodes are swollen so i feel disgusting because I dont LOOK good and when i feel gross i like to put on make up and feel Fabulous, but NO i cant because my eyes are all swollen up and my throat is all swollen up and i look awful... like i dont care if i feel like crap just odnt make me look like crap. I"m trying to figure out the karma behind this and it's either a. me complaining about not taking a vacation in a year... so now im sick for 2 weeks grrr or b. because the guy i started going out with is so amazing i have to have some bad things happen to balance the amazingness that has happened to me. I'm alone and have no friends or family out here (except my boyfriend and a ocuple friends i just met) so they are more acquaintances and I can't guilt them into coming to see me... well my bf i've guilted into coming over once but he's a sports pro and he cant get mono because you can damage your liver or spleen when you have mono... so hes been staying away and I miss him and i just want to hug and kiss him and sleep over at his house and go to movies and play video games with him and talk to him and just hang out with him. He's amazing and now i'm sick and I'm going crazy.... maybe i'm sick so we don't move things too fast because we are both very against moving too fast... which is amazing and good and aaaaaaaack.

CONGA!!!!

Not sure I can explain my issues. It's like they are taking place in more than one reality. I'll find something int he physical I strongly oppose or that creates conflict in me and at first I'll try to oppose it in the physical then I start to go inward and solve it there...it's great but when I solve these issues internally the external part remains it just doesn't bother me anymore, in fact I reach a state of indifference to it...and yet it still is manifested in the physical effecting many other peoples lives and I know there's nothing I can do for them...and I think this is another thing I need to solve...but everytime I think of it my solar plexus clenches, I don't want to become indifferent to other peoples problems, I want to help but there's nothing I can do anyway and it just causes me suffering and I know I need to let go...

but the more I let go the less I relate to others, there problems seem trivial to me and it hurts that I can't understand them anymore or that I seem indifferent to what causes them suffering. The world they live in is slowly dissolving to me, I see it, it's all around me but it doesn't feel as solid as it used to, I don't feel as bound by it's structure and rules, I feel so free the more I let go but at the same time I begin to feel isolated.

What a month!

I found my twin flame, but he's on the other side of the Irish Sea in Edinburgh and each day that passes without him by my side drains me a little more... it's been 17 days since I've seen him, and 9 more until I do. While the separation is good for us, I think it's getting to the point of detriment through the frustration of not being able to express ourselves fully.

I've come to a point where I really hate my job... I completely lack passion, and while there is what should be a great project to work on at the moment, expanding my skills and knowledge, I just don't give a *%!# anymore (well in principle I do, I just don't want to do the work myself). But I feel like I can't leave because, like raz, I'm in a 3 person office and they really need person power right now and it's very hard to recruit someone with our needed skill set. If I left, this project would fail and ruin the company's reputation and while I know that that ultimately is not my responsibility, I don't want to skip out at the company all the same. However this is looking more lucrative every moment I am here, especially because yesterday I realised what I really want to be doing with my life and I want to start moving towards that.

The third big thing is that I have developed chronic RSI in my right arm/wrist and I'm in constant pain, which can only be bad. I'm now worries I'm doing permanent damage to myself, for the sake of a job I hate - which is depressing unto itself.

So I'm now on this big yoyo of depression and bliss, desperate to get out of here, but shouldered with this sense of responsibility which I hate. It is not the indigo way.

CONGA!

Do-do-do. Come on and do the conga.
Do-do-do. It's conga night for sure.
It's conga It's conga night so join the party everyone. The night has just begun.
And we're all having fun tonight.
Dance that conga ‘till you drop. We're never gonna stop. You better hang on tight.
So everybody
Do do do. Come on and do the conga. Choo-choo-choo.
That train across the floor. You-you-you. Come on and join the conga.
Do-do-do. It's conga night for sure.

I am hoping there comes a day when I can do that same. At the moment I am content I guess. But man recently I have wanted to just clock out and go home and never come back. I wish I could concentrate on my music career again but things got difficult when I suddenly became a single father.

bounces and spins

conga on people

jigga jigga

*hands ReturnStar a Margarita*

Come on luv, lets CONGA!

So we'll give the maracas to someone else

hmmmm sneaks up behinds SSHenry and tickles her

walks off nonchalantly

who me ?

That's it, Pat gets the Maracas...and the frilled shirt

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b4A50EHwCjY

*shakes it*

come on shake your body baby do the conga

ROFL

oh no not the frilled shirt

oh yes! THE FRILLED SHIRT... (a-la Jim Carey in THE MASK).

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