Innerworkings of Chaos...

Blarg, finally feeling back to normal after a pretty interesting week. And by normal I mean bipolar. And by bipolar I mean OMG RAGE DEPRESSED!

I'm not even sure what that means.

Brb, breakfast.

[Breakfast]

OWFUCKHOTHOTHOT!

[/Breakfast]

Not a smart idea to start munching on food right when you take it out of the microwave. Fuckin hot man...

So where was I? Oh yes, I'm still bored.



Bad dreams last night. Well they were good, but like everything else in me life they slowly crumbled into something horrifying. Started out with me visiting an exfriend in London or something for an odd reason that I've since forgotten. And then it went from there to basically me switching places with Stan in the Raisins South Park episode, which I, regrettably, watched a few hours before bed. It's not like it's anything new though, that's what most of my dreams are about lately. Did have one that was nice about Amber Lamps but somehow she was replaced with Mexicans that stole my knife. >.<

Also, in the earlier video, it's only relevance is that it makes me cry, the actual words do not reflect my feelings toward the situation.

http://www.southparkstudios.com/clips/154325/

That's more like it.

But enough of my bawwing, the sooner I suppress these thoughts the better, since there's absolutely no harm in doing that for over a year.

Hmmm, what's something happy I could right about? Umm... Ano... Oh! No wait, that's not very important...

I was watching House last night and I think a demon tried talking to me through it... That's not happy, that's insane. I almost have my byakugan working. That's not happy, that's just pathetic. Is not! It's fucking cool and you FUCKING KNOW IT YOU LITTLE BITCH!

STOP WHINING AND MAN THE FUCK UP!

Shut the hell up inner voice of reason and all things good...

I suppose they're right though, who's to say that using energy to replicate anime shit isn't any more silly than what other people do with it.

The very concept of it is kinda silly to me. Hard to keep a straight face while reading some of the thing people (myself included) write about it.

And seriously, what the fuck is up with all the goddamn dramamongering going on lately? At least Christmas came early this year when some big sources of it felt the impact of the banhammer. Of course that meant that all the other attention whores started whining about it, it seems there's no end to it.

Anyways, tl;dr I'm going to watch Bleach and you can't stop me.

Peace.