yogidee

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[/SIZE][/I][/B][SIZE=2]I’m angry because you pursued me relentlessly and told me you wanted me
to be your girl.
I’m angry because I learned you did that with others while you were doing the
same to me.

I’m angry because you lied when you told me you were my dragon and i was yours.
I’m angry because I can’t tell you how angry I am.
I’m angry that it makes me hurt when I see, hear your name – even
when it isn’t you who’s being referred to.

I’m angry that you led me to believe you wanted a life with me.
I’m angry that I can’t just come over your place like i wanted to.
I’m angry that you would probably let me and that I have to resist.
I’m angry because I can’t talk to you.

I’m angry because I see you have several admirers vying for your
attention.
I’m angry that I don’t know exactly when you began disregarding my feelings.
I’m angry that I don’t know what things you said were true and which were
not.

I’m angry you never tried.
I’m angry I liked you so much in the beginning – or was so excited that
someone attractive and interesting wanted to spend time with me that I
ignored warning signs.

I’m angry it took 5 years to find someone so easy to be around – and I’m
afraid it may be even longer until I do again.
I’m angry I felt love for you.

I’m angry because I cant really have a crush on anyone right now.
I’m angry because I haven’t been happy for months.
I’m angry I can’t just make things right.

I’m angry when strangers in stores or on the street tell me to “smile.”
I’m angry that you are having fun and not suffering like I am.
I’m angry that I’m pissed of whoever’s in your life now.

I’m angry that when I suggested that you take some time to be single, you
emphatically said you didn’t want that and were happy with our blooming relationship.
I’m angry that I believed for so long that you wanted to love me.
I’m angry I haven’t moved on.

I’m angry that I feel like crying right now.
I’m angry because I thought i had a truly honest conversation with you.
I’m angry because I have to avoid you, because you avoid me.

I’m angry that it hurts when I see things you would like or be interested in –
or when I hear someone else talk about them.
I’m angry there are so many of those things.

I’m angry that I don’t have someone telling me that I’m sexy.
I’m angry I shared so many personal secrets and fears with you, so now what.
I’m angry that I don’t really know you at all.

I’m angry because others knew about your behavior before I did.
I’m angry I will never know how much meaning our relationship had for you.
I’m angry because I will never know how you really felt about me.
I’m angry because I still think of you.
I'm angry because you turned out to be a jerk.
I'm angry i had to write this.
I'm angry because the twilight is still my guide instead of you.
[/SIZE][SIZE=2]I'm angry because you never did write me that poem.[/SIZE]
*sigh* DONT LOOK AT ME
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