by, 07-11-2012 at 10:00 PM (947 Views)
Whoa, I haven't thought about this website in so long. Are any of the old peeps still hanging around?
Reading my old posts really opens my eyes to how much I've changed; though I'm on an anti-anxiety right now, so I wonder if the change is artificial.
It's amazing how much I've grown. I really know a lot about who I am now and where I stand on things. The panic, social anxiety and insecurity are still there, though I try my best to plow through it all, head bowed against the gale, and hope I'll come out alive on the other side.
I also feel more in tune with people around me. Either I'm more open psychically or simply extremely observant (maybe to an extent they're the same?). Sometimes I can feel the air change around me unexpectedly of some spirit or other. I've had encounters with the not-so-alive bunch before, but they really stood out. These have been subtle detections that elicit something inside me,like flight or fight, or a deep empathy. It's rare, but I like it.
Maybe I'll hang around this website more again.
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