Indigo Society, a forum for Indigo Children and Adults - Introductions

Yesterday I learned I am an Indigo....

Haunted — Wed, 19 Jun 2013 14:05:02 GMT

I was talking to a new friend yesterday and he smiled and told me I am an Indigo child.... I always knew I was different... I thought I was ADHD or something and had been doing good hiding and fighting it... I am artsy and love animals.... I save stranded turtles and baby birds and such... and pretty much the same with children and special people... autistic kids let me into their worlds... My Mom always laughed and said I must have been a dog in a before life because animals and children love me... I have had a reading before and she told me I had a green aura and healing capabilities.... I have always felt "Haunted" .........I want to learn more about myself and any input will be greatly appreciated...:D

Greetings

Draenevyre — Wed, 19 Jun 2013 05:06:48 GMT

Hi,

You can call me Drae. I've come to this site to gain access to all pages and website functions so I can better research my spiritual journey.

From what I currently know, I can be called a Crystal adult and an old soul.

~Drae

Hello

Natalie76 — Tue, 18 Jun 2013 19:58:57 GMT

Hello All,

Im new to this forum, alittle scared, but in need of some guidance. My name is Monica, i believe i am an Indigo Adult, as i have experienced almost every characteristic of a transcending indigo. Can i get some steps on my next step of my mission, or gifts i should be expecting to have?

Hello all! Greetings from Asia and is this NORMAL?

adlcens — Mon, 17 Jun 2013 16:03:32 GMT

Hello all! I was researching about Atlantis and came to this forum to understand more about spirituality and awareness. I have started learning spirituality since few months ago such as meditating and learning more from books and friends. (not many)

Something bothers me is that I am only a teenager and I am learning all these things which kinds of enlightened me to the society we are living in.

I would like to ask:

- If you have children, would you educate them about spirituality at this age or later?

- Is this normal? You will feel left out at times and weird.

- Why did you start to learn spirituality? (if you do) And how?

That's all I like to ask..

Hi All

alfanrosidan — Mon, 17 Jun 2013 14:56:19 GMT

Hi all, i'm new here.

Name: Alfan Rosidan
Birth: Malang, 15-12-1994
Country: Indonesia

Nice to see you all,;):o

Eloha from the UK

Caterina81 — Mon, 17 Jun 2013 11:14:33 GMT

Hello fellow Indigos!

I am Catherine, from England, UK. I am 31, mummy of 1, Jessica who is 7. I am a blue ray Indigo and my daughter is a crystal. :D

<3 Love and light to you all <3

hello

melissachels — Sun, 16 Jun 2013 23:54:54 GMT

hi, I'm new here & unlike alot of folk here i know little about spiritual communities or religions etc, But i am open minded & a curious person.

I joined as i'm opened minded and have always had strange visions, dreams & fascination for past lives & how they relate to me. I have noticed over the years that my green eyes & dark circle round them means something so does my star sign (capricorn). I have always been slightly weary of descriptions i have been given as to my animal spirit etc as they have always been generated by internet questionnaires but they still seem to connect well with my personality.

Hunger for more!

KingPurple — Sat, 15 Jun 2013 13:09:33 GMT

Greetings!

Whats happening,whats happening!?!Yesterday i wrote 2 hours for a story for you all,but when i got it done it vanished!All white blank screen!And just know i didnt even touch anything when another text disappeared!�3rd is the charm right..im gonna go short on this one :)

Thats my life..mystical events after mystical events.I was born 13.5.85(28y) Ive been on a spiritual path for 8 years now and 6 months ago I found out that im an indigo.Finally explanations.. everybody has always told me that there is ton of things wrong about ME..they were dead wrong.There is NOTHING wrong about me.Im reflection of God and Im perfect!We all are!

Im relieved I found this society here,because the one Im living in my physical form aint like it supposed to be ;)
I�ve always had very few people to truly resonate with and there was nobody to understand me and reasons for my actions..so i would be all smiles if you people here resonate with me..I here to make connections and to share my love.

Blessing,love and respect!

-Risto-Matti-

dream means what...?

Aquarian Princess — Fri, 14 Jun 2013 05:33:32 GMT

Hey guys, just wanted to know what you guys think of my dream and what it means. So..'I was standing outside my house and staring at this Huge moon that I was drawn to it was perfectly round dusted with light mist at each side the moon was slightly blue and the sky was light but that you could see it was late. It was like we had a connection it made me feel calm and safe. When I became more conscious it was like the moon put down in the most gentlest way back in bed my bed felt 10 times softer and soothed every part of my body.

Hello!

Indigo Knight — Thu, 13 Jun 2013 23:40:43 GMT

I'm Indigo Knight, I'm 23 and I have almost all the traits of an Indigo child.

I've always been perspective. My mother used to call me a twilight zone baby because I said the weirdest things. And by that, I mean I was logical and oddly perceptive when most kids were covered in mug.
As a child, I was confused about why the other kids ran around outside and kicked balls or played with sticks. (I eventually liked the stick play, reminded me of knights, hence the handle here.) I've also had the ability to heal by touch since I was young. My mother once nearly lost her voice because of a sickness and one day I put my hand there and her voice became clear in mid-sentence, trying to explain that touching it won't help. I'm very thankful to my mother, she refused to give me coloring books as a child because she didn't believe in coloring between the lines.
I've also had premonitory dreams until I was about 16. They were always in black and white and I could never hear voices, they were always muffled. Like a I had water in my ears. They were generally on a two week cycle. I'd get a dream, they'd come true two weeks later on the 14th day.
(Note: I never had problem making friends. I had a knack for turning enemies into friends actually. I assume this was because of my empathic understanding of others. School was always boring, but I had good friends, so I never felt trapped or depressed about it. I had a problem with Math or rather it had a problem with me. They kept telling me to 'show my work' and I kept telling them it was a waste of time when I could just do it in my head quicker and move on to the next problem. I had a fear of math every sense that day. Also, I figured out the cure for cancer in 10th grade. This last month they said they've cured a type of cancer with my proposed theory. This came to me in class after my teacher explained how cancer worked. I'm just glad I'm not the only one who thought of it. :cool:)

Once I started puberty, I slowly started to lose my abilities. In hindsight, I realize this is probably because I stopped meditating and having "quiet time." Once I discovered music, I never stopped listening.

Recently, I've had an inability to feel emotions(not just others, but my own) and I tend to misunderstand or be confused by others statements(emotionally charged statements.)
After lurking on this forum last night and this morning, I've come to the realization that I've put up shielding to protect myself and I didn't know how to take them down. I'm quickly finding out that internal visualizations are very powerful and I accidentally unlocked the shields this morning. I felt for the first time in two years. It felt awful and fantastic at the same time. I could feel the people in the car going by my window. I've sense locked it again because it was too powerful. I plan to slowly reintroduce different levels of empathy so it has a chance to normalize.

I'd also like to point out that I'm not too sure about most of what I've read about this. I can only be sure of what I've experienced.
The candles and incense and telekinesis all seem improbably to me, but I don't doubt people believe these things hold power or happen to them. The universe is vast and has plenty of secrets I'll never understand.

Well, I feel as though I've rambled about myself enough...
Feel free to ask any questions or comment.
~Indigo Knight

Hi fellow Indigos & Crystals!

Delibrythe — Thu, 13 Jun 2013 16:23:52 GMT

I just wanted to introduce myself. I am a Generation Two (Beta Indigo): born between 1968-1978. I'm very happy to have found this forum and I'm looking forward to connecting with like-minded individuals to share experiences, thoughts, knowledge, encouragement, mentoring and support. I'm having issues trying to upload a profile & avatar pic and have been following the size constraints but am still getting an error message. Has anyone else had any issues with this as well? Thanks and have a great day!

Hi all :) - Please help me with my research

BVLSingler — Thu, 13 Jun 2013 09:40:26 GMT

Hello everyone

Please allow me to introduce myself. I am a second year PhD student at the University of Cambridge and I am writing my thesis on the Indigo Children phenomena. You can find out a little more about me here: http://cambridge.academia.edu/BethSingler

I would be very grateful if you could take a few minutes to complete an online survey for my research - particularly the last questions as I would love to talk to more individuals about being Indigo/Crystal/Rainbow etc. I have plenty of books and authors I can cite but I think its essential to hear from actual Indigos what is important to them and what being Indigo means!

Here is the link to the survey: http://www.surveymonkey.com/s/VVM76R9

Thank you so much!

Beth

Greatings IS, My pleasant head pressure has brought me here :)

cjm33 — Wed, 12 Jun 2013 03:42:52 GMT

Hello IS,

I hope this finds you well, i know it is lengthy; my words are like my frienemies - one moment it seems fun then later I forget and "overjudge" myself asking "what was I thinking?" I am 33 and still learning how to use them.(words). I have been reading a lot of the words around here and a lot of my experiences do reflect a lot of yours..and in a lot of ways they do not. A lot of people lately have been getting the head pressure, and a lot of what I say here won't make sense if you don't have the head pressure.. To me the pressure has been quite wonderful and even "magical" A lot of people outside here think I'm strange.. Head pressure brought me here, but please know, it's not painful and I'm not trying to get rid of it :) I just want to learn more about it and to be honest I want to share my experiences with it. Right now my only son is a cat so maybe this can be part of what I leave behind! :rolleyes: It has changed my life and I constantly wonder what if I "broke on through to the other side" of my pressure? I Also want to go ahead and apologize because I am brand new to forums like these and though everyone I'm sure is very nice, I will try my best to remember and obey the rules, please forgive me if I accidentally break them or offend anyone. (I seem to always do either/or) I also do not intend to sound proud either and hopefully i seem to you a faithful, fellow truth-seeking, kindred, (maybe even foolish) and playful spirit.:o I always pray that my territory increase and that I cause no one pain...

Okay back to the strange pressure - at the far end, some people I talk to about it get worried and mention psychosis, and others just blink and think "whatever, anyways...", and other people are genuinely curious about it. (Most people don't know about it.) Sometimes I get caught up and worry..is this for real? My Dr. has shrugged it off every time I've brought it up to him (he doesn't seem to care because there is no pain and I can control it to an extent) But, the reason I haven't succumbed to anyone's worry is because the pressure always feels "tangibly delicious" and I don't want it to go away. I found that if pressure leaves for a few days I end up missing it. In fact I waited three years before I told anyone about it because I wanted to make sure it was "legit"..I have also been able to "share" the pressure with people before and they have been able to feel it behind their eyes. My mom says she always feels it when I'm home and we meditate, and GF says she feels connection like crazy in her heart when our foreheads were together. It's one of the things she says she misses most about me is the gentle pressure like waves brushing our souls intertwining with weightless majesty...

I also have admittedly used cannabis and lsd as entheogens since getting the pressure, (is it wrong to get most high to worship the Most High?-we shall see...I'm careful...and I certainly don't mean to condone or make light of any drug use; drugs can get real bad real quick and almost all drugs are a gamble and must be respected. Some drugs should never be used, however I have used lsd and cannabis heavily and it's a very unique experience to be tripping like crazy and just, merely, observe, my self tripping, like crazy. But for me, more than that, every time without fail, it seems to uncover an immense "Godly" sadness that always ends in Love. Behind my eyes I am Love before I am anything else, and this is how it must be..Real big tears always trigger big time pressure release.:( sometimes the release hurts sooooo good and no-one seems to understand it how it can also feel so glorious at the same time.. Please understand that I don't understant the pressure and sensations I am trying to describe.. These sensations have come both under the influence of entheogens and while sober. The enthoegens bring a different angle into all this but I know they are not the reason for the pressure. I believe that results, in the end, can only be delayed, never denied. I also strongly feel that "centuries of information (condensed consciousness?) can be compressed into single revelatory moments."

Some more background: I have had pressure for around 5 years now, and just to be clear it's not ever a problem, and it's (hardly-ever) painful. As I write I have a very solid-diamond-like "mass" of pressure, that will dissipate with even the slightest movement or will increase and move about? if I remain totally still. The best part about the pressure is when it suddenly releases. (usually a pop or a crack or, rarely, a series of them) A puzzling aspect of these unexpected releases are, if I continue to meditate, more pressure follows, like it's "filling in the void" or something. So, pressure comes from somewhere, pop and crack (the release of pressure) generates more pressure..I tend to experience this "cycle of pressure" the most right before I fall asleep, and right after I wake up. I am not even clear on how to exactly describe what it is i'm feeling inside. The pops are all different, there are deep ones and shallow ones, left ones, right ones, low, etc. A good release will make me blink inside even though my eyes are closed. When there are a lot of pops and cracks my heart starts racing like crazy, I get a deep pop, then a shallow one, then a wet one, then a dry one, ranging from my front sinuses to deep inside my brain. Sometimes I start to feel like I am going sideways, even tho I'm meditating) I always get scared and it stops..because my heart beats so fast and hard then suddenly I can't feel my heart anymore and then... fear? deflates the entire experience and I think...next time. Next time what exactly hmm? Total ego death, or worse, a lifetime full of next times?..at any rate, "releases" always feel good and they always "pop" me back to remember that there are deeper mysteries in life than what my mind is currently projecting..

I feel like there is a point of critical mass somewhere in my head between the pressure and the releases. Just as a small release will always brings a small amount of pressure with it, a large release brings large amounts of pressure, so they are like some weird fuel for each other..it almost seems like there is a big engine that's trying to get started..but shouldn't. ? My house will even creak at the same time as my brain pops, releasing pressure inside (it just did)... Also whenever a large release happens, the little mini-tsunami of pressure always causes my right ear to spasm in the same place every time. This pretty much tells me that something is indeed pressing on my brain and causing the muscle in my ear to spasm. Again, it feels wonderful, I am only fearful of a sort of "mother of all releases" and then just waiting to be swept away by the wall of pressure that would follow..?..(sometimes nightmare scenarios with me having olney's lesions come to mind) The process seems endless to me and I can meditate on it for hours it seems. Whenever the pressure builds it is like a call to meditate, and if I meditate, the pressure will increase and sometimes become tingly, but I don't need to mediate in order to feel it. Also, if I get up and start doing something the pressure will dissipate.

There are other vital things I am doing and am afraid to mention..

Head pressure: 1st experience; I am ~12 years old, and I have fallen soundly asleep at the top of the 3rd floor stairs of my parents home. Mom & Dad are gone and there is a babysitter. When I wake up I have a groovy-carpet-pattern-stamped cheek and a very strange "pressure" in my brain. But the strangest part about the entire experience was that when I awoke, I firmly knew inside that it was already the next day..Eventually the pressure disappeared and I utterly forgot about the entire experience..until the same exact "feelings" kicked back in 18 years later when meditating...not just the pressure, but the unique "feelings" I had when I woke up at the top of the stairs and knew it was the next day. The feelings stamped the memory that I didn't feel or remember again until much later - it was like a split, or a fracture of pressure, and the feeling sparked the memory I had as a child at the top of those stairs, and an overwhelming feeling that something wonderfully odd had just happened, but probably it was nothing.?.

fast forward please 16 years of regular life, and now I am ~28 years old, when suddenly I get curious again and start going to Buddhist meditations with my friend and then later I end up doing a 10 day silent vipassana. So far, so normal..

Then One day I started doing a guided kundalini meditation. I learned "ocean" breath and the "breath of fire" Around this same time however I also did the thoth meditation (mentioned here by someone on IS) and the one where you buzzzed like a bee. Although, I never finished them (it's supposed to be a four day repeated thing) I only did it once and I have noticed the pressure has been gradually increasing since that time. If I ever feel the need to create pressure or intensify current pressure all I need do is the "ocean" breath and visualize the vibration in my mind.

Also when the pressure is real intense I can feel it outside my head too, "attached" just above my eye brows. Sometimes I swear I can feel hairs pushing through from below as my third eye makes-a me a nice-a unibrow-a :)

Now I can suddenly get a "release" without noticing any pressure beforehand and they're always pleasant reminders..

Along with the head pressure (side effects?) are a sudden rapid heartbeat (if I get a flurry of release), and sometimes with a lot of activity, the muscles around the mid-section of my spinal cord will spasm at different times in unison to a beat, over and over and over again. I have no idea what beat it is, but it's the same beat and my muscles are reacting over and over in precise, rhythmic spasms, to it.

Since the time I experienced the pressure "release" I have tried moving the pressure around to get a release, but it seems if I play with it too much I end up with an overwhelming desire for release (not fun) and usually a lot of nervous energy comes too and I end up having to break meditation before my body erupts in an energy spasm. I have found it much better to just observe.. Here lately however I have been able to successfully "run" the nervous energy through the pressure and it just goes right out...for a time anyways. It seems I can only repeat so many times until I realize again that it is better to just observe the process and not to interfere..

What baffles me the most is the release of pressure, I read one post here about "directing the pressure downwards for ecstasy" I tried it briefly and I got a significant release, but no (immediate) ecstasy. The ecstasy came later in the night, and scared me. (again)

Sometimes certain unexpected things can spark a "release" of pressure in my brain, like scratching a big itch, praying with my forehead to the ground, stress, almost all events leading up to orgasm, and orgasm ;)

As far as bliss and ecstasy goes, I have felt the root chakra spinning, (this is one of the most pleasurable things I have ever felt. It is indescribable pleasure just to have it spinning a little bit, I can't imagine it getting up to speed, more or less 6 more firing up as well... I have also felt lightning bolts of pleasure rocket up my spine..this was not very fun the first it happened to me :( and I said "if it's like that then i don't want it anymore." And it respected my wish but a year went by and nothing happened..so i said "alright, if that's how it has to be, it's ok." I have had a few bolts of pleasure while meditating and now they're always welcome.

One of the other cool things about the pressure for me is sometimes at work I get stressed out and then there's a release inside!!! It's kinda like a reminder that underneath all this reality something wonderfully odd is going on..;)..and it's legit.

maybe somewhat relevant: I either have nightmares of hanging out on the beach when suddenly a giant tsunami appears without warning, or I have no dreams at all. (at least ones I remember)

Thanks for letting me get this off my chest,

-Callen

|:|:.Hello.:|:|

NightSeer — Tue, 11 Jun 2013 03:06:38 GMT

I greet you, fellow indigos. I overheard on another site that there are indigo websites that many indigos' gather. so I looked around and found this one, It seems pretty nice, though I do know there are many here who are not who they think they are, but I'm glad they strive to become even greater in this life. You will learn more about my experiences and my opinions as this time passes, and in that time I hope to learn more about others who are one with my frequency. I bid you farewell for now and may our souls be forever connected.

Finally here, confused and "hungry"!

Xanai — Tue, 11 Jun 2013 03:06:01 GMT

Hello, I'm Xana. Don't know how I got here but here I am now. As any newbie, I am confused and hungry for knowledge, wishing for a "Obi Wan" to guide me and show me everything. I am from Portugal (very far right?!) and I NEED to learn to control myself, learn, contact with others who can help me. I will browse around, try to get as much information as I can from the links and posts for newcomers.

Even so, if anyone would like to reach in:
I have to learn to control my constant depression and not "mask" it to others with a big "I'm fine"
Learn how to keep other's energies to affect the heck out of me
Help others without the above happening
Develop my abilities and confirm them (I'm confused with which ones and how many)

Ok, lets do this! Send me some good thoughts I'll need them :p