i am in the middle of a search for an unknown knowledge of an unknown subject. my heart beats fast when i am on the path towards the Truth- receiving my first answer recently from the Unknown out there only makes my anxiety rise. me, garnet robes, hair down- wavy, slightly unkempt- outside in the wooded mountains.. surrounded by others that i cannot see. beaded headpiece made of tree nuts. blessings- genuine inner smiles- glowing light from within... <--this is all i saw in my vision of the Unknown, coming after actively practicing meditation for one of the first few times, ever!
i have always felt i knew something others did not. like there is some Cosmic joke that i am in on and nobody- not even family- can understand. mastering Earthly skills (reading, writing, riding a bike) were so simply easy.. almost comical. being praised for learning cursive before it was taught to me was so awkward! i see things.. hear things.. music is my blessing. i hear it all the time. many of you seem to understand how it feels to be misunderstood- weird girl, freak!, band nerd!, you all know how people react when they don't know what to think of others.
sometimes i'm up, sometimes down. left, right. above, below. in, out. who knows!
so.. here i am, on this path and i find this lovely website!
it feels wonderful to have *potentially* met like-minded individuals that understand me without knowing me. just as i feel i can relate to many of you already, even after only one post read.
what does the future hold? i am not sure, but i feel it will be good... always felt that way.
thank you for this website, thank you for being contributors to this website, and thank you for you!
all is well, you are loved!
infinite love to you all!