Part of me wants to lay in bed and just cry all day which is what I am doing. The other half of me is done being hurt and let him go without a care in the world and get back on the boat. I feel so empty and torn and heartbroken.
If he's not coming back he's not but I won't be chasing someone who takes me for granted. I already gave up everything I had to get this far.
He is my other half and my twin flame, but frankly I don't like the other half of myself anymore.
What is the appropriate action? I haven't dealt with a breakup since I was eighteen.