Hello ALL this post was originally a thankyou note to the creatoor of this forum wich infact turned into a insightfull short story lol .... wich i tought i might share wiff you 0.0 =P

I comes from zee land of wonderment... so I'm taking a wild guess you created this forum feb 06 .. and i was thinking that was about the time i had my first indigo transition at that time i ended up in a forum which right now has a huuuuge amount of members .. like parents of indigos and partners and friends and well its just a huge mess not that its a bad mess but I just found it a lil constraining at the end..

(((~*p.s I posted this in the general forum because by the time I finished it had turned into a small essay lol*~)))

I know that sometimes people will turn up and act like they know it all and be a pain in the ass but sometimes its because they are a lil behind in their research anyway i found allot of the post in this (other) forum to be very over powering .. a lil clique had formed of all the cool people and what ever you said it had to kind of live up to their standards or it was seen as having no merit..

Eventually i got bored because the discussions all kinda got watered down to its duality deal with it... -^ i ws thinking hey wait up so you just saying live in your ever present state of royal godly superiority n screw the rest of the people kind off? ..- its what it sounded like.
Also I felt it was more like yes we know we have gifts and you all see strange things but ultimately I am more enlightened than you and I'm going to sit here and watch while the world goes to the pits and chuckle to my self in amusement.
So!!! lol I thought this ain't doing me any good am not learning how to apply the knowledge here i'm just talking about stuff and topics are reduced to petty differences in points of view.
So I announced my parting to bigger brighter world more full of hope and wonder...asking who ever wanted to join me!!! (but I don't think they noticed as the where all amusing them selves bending spoons 0.o ) n landed in SECONDLIFE... a thriving community at the time of people that where creating a world from scratch with in cyber space.. which had all the potential to be a utopia ... while there we formed groups of like minded creative individuals and eventually established what is now an electronic music community in sl, and then it happened... as the scene grew it became per-versed what was once innocent and a shared joy in creation became jealousy and competition and what where once gatherings to share ideas and enjoy good times became fighting stages for people to impose their superiority; what had been a tribal community of mutual support and acceptance became a darwinian community of the fittest will survive and suddenly the innocence of making a half baked idea for the sake of exploration became a naive expression of immaturity and lack of real world marketable talent?!!!

wait a minute....? i thought i was a game!!! no it was no longer a game it was a world of competition in which the person to establish ownership of a particular genre or style and creation wether a electro music store owner or a goth designer would be the one who when the masses caught up with the trend would rake in all the money -yes real money .. hmm u might even know bout it anyway.

So lol why am i wasting your time with all this info?
well because it made me learn a few things I think I would like to share with you.
Firstly yes there was a spiritual community in sl but strangely enough it was difficult to share with them as being accepted to participate involved a high amount of commitment other wise no one had time for anyone else. So that really wasn't going to get anyone anywhere apart from gaining minimal knowledge. By the end i can say i did meet a couple of indigos and they where lovely enlightened people but they where in love and had no interest in anyone at the time...
Point is!! sorry for the ramble... that really what i saw in this virtual world was a deterioration of society when given the chance to create a utopia, they create the same old shit they have always known! when given the opportunity to expand their ability to give grow and explore they group and create separation and encourage elitism, and finally and this is the most painful of all.. in a virtual world where you can create to the greatest possible level of your creative expression they chose to make cities!!! Gotham cities full of dark allies (or lavish shinny materialistic environments) and old junk yards turned into camps..

How ever much I do relate with these concepts since i have a deep appreciation for movies like the matrix and manga comics I realized one essential vital connection. No one was planting trees.. I mean out of will.. there was parks and forests and mountains but people hardly gravitated to these areas.. once secondlife got populated buildings sprung up left right and center and when once we used to rez a pixel camp fire and have a drum and base rave now we had to go to some cool funky designers house with a loft space of sheekness and pout ^^ because it was the done thing >=z I'm sorry to say but this was not my idea of utopia more importantly where did all the innocence go and the sharing and the kindness?

So I left my techno leather clad tribe in search for new possibilities yes there where mermaids and lions and dragons and castles but fact is, these where fantastical worlds of escapism where people rejected the present and hid inside an eternal fantasy. But finally I did find a glimpse of hope! it was an old french pirate camp in a little pine tree prim valley where i found some settlers.. they had playfull kids and t.p's and fires to sit around and talk and they greeted us with welcoming kindness and encouraged us to share with them and tell them our stories of the future..... 0.0 the future!!!

I didn't want to come from the future... that is not what I want. I realized it then, yes i believe in technology and yes I love my broadband and my washing machine but lord I sure don't want to sit in a dusty abandoned nuclear test site or hide in the rat infested alleys of smoggy gotham city of frustrations and forgotten dreams. And thats when I left sl* because I realized that I wouldn't ever be able to paint a beautiful future on my own and even worse in the time that I spent hiding at home creating a magic potion to inspire humanity the world outside my safe beautiful box would be slowly growing and descending into my pixel nightmare.

So now I feel like I've discovered a new purpose.. if the indigo people of the world are gifted with the power to see beyond the immediate reality and the power to bring love and joy and inspiration and the power to challenge convention then it must be for a damn good reason and sitting one's ass patting your self on the back for having achieved a state of personal fulfillment and bliss isn't going to have the radical drastic change that this world needs to make a Uturn on its consumerist, egotistical, achievement obsessed, nature negating, elitist ass.

So with out further ado I propose a blank canvas for us in which to define what the requirements will be for the generations of our future to aspire to -in order that we can begin to spark the wheels of change =))

Firstly how do we encourage a return to a natural state of balance with the earth in wich we are not afraid of the elements but have the knowlage and resolution to live side by side and in harmony with them.

Secondly the where are the young indigos going to find this new inspiration to get intouch with nature and their phsycic and healing sensibilities if they are permanently caught up in a routine and predetermined structure of school attending, grade persuing, materialistic wealth attaining, junk television viewing and toxic food consumption.
- I was thinking of organising some international indigo summercamps (bit like a mix of scouts and harry potter lol =P ideas anyone?

I hope this forum will always continue to be a safe heaven and inspiration for all its members to express their ideas with out fear of judgment and subversion.

my kindest, dearest and warmest wishes*

aikomellow .)

hi aikomellow, i didnt see you come in, hey welcome .).
great story you tell, i fully relate.

blank canvas is what im doing, removing all those societal flaws and redundancy checks, next step is finding my place in nature i have new zeeland in mind, but who knows what mother earth will throw upon us of pole shifting, so i will be further travelling to 'know' my homebase in nature. I still carry a seed of technological mission > mass frequency work, communicated through a gameplay of unhypnotizing. an old idea i harbour which i sometimes think is just a self intention/a dream unfolding to BE that calm, counscious and dehypnotizing frequency

secondly i think awareness is growing from inside us all, planetary consciousness's piercing rays are letting us know our superfluos ways of contributing to an obsolete system, i believe in a greater plan evolving to a point predefined which doesnt rule out free will or doing work, but as u allude, activism must be devoid of oldschool systematics, which is still evident in the summits being arranged i am aware of.

<3