haunting? not quite
So, i was discussing this problem with a few of you a while back, and it still hasn't found a decent solution.
I tried politely requesting that it leave, and saying that he was scaring me and the animals, but no luck. I may have aquired a type of truce, because the nightmare's have stopped.... but i still feel it here, and it's hell trying to get to sleep because i'm so scared of it.
I'm afraid to do anything to hardcore, because i honestly think i'm nowhere near capable of getting rid of it, and i really don't want to piss it off.
If only you guys could feel the emensity of what i feel.... it's like a dark ocean, just waiting below, and it has a tendril reaching up to my house.... coming through the floor in my closet.
Weird theroies:
And as i was talking this over with a friend of mine it occurred to me that i said a little 'spell' that i found in the back of a halloween children's book. I changed it up to contain them in this little plastic thing i had... and it seemed to draw my attention for days after that, untill i opened it and said a little rhyme telling them to go wherever they wished.... and i opened it in my closet. What if that spell actually worked, and one of them decided to stay where i left it. Then it grew stronger through my angsty teenage years [mine were pretty bad... i decided on night to kill myself the next day, after i set everything up... and then my brother killed himself :-P] possibly feeding off my pain... which would explain why i feel it so much stronger than other's, and why i'm so afraid of it.
so, to the actual question. What do you think i should do, that won't piss it off? i would really like to be able to sleep when i come home from college.
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