Today I found out that my RM who lives 3 doors down from me had his door 'vandalized'

When he woke up this morning FAGOT was written all across his door and on the top corner I hope you fucking die, and I will fucking kill you was written.

Here in Idaho this is not a hate crime, it's not even an assult
it only qualifies as vandalism

Three doors down from me

It makes me so mad

He put up a big piece of paper that said yes I know I'm a Fagot and you apperantly want to kill me for it
would you like to add anything else?

He is being so brave about it. I am so glad he is standing up to those sub humans. Funny thing is he's out and they are the ones hiding...

I wanted to put up a sign too that said if you have a problem with him you got a problem with me.
I thought about writing Dike across my own door and adding a list just like his. They piss me off so much!
But of course I shouldn't do anything because they don't want me to be a target. I'm not scared of them, they can bash me for my idea of love but they can't touch my soul. I'd rather be true to myself than lie to escape some physical pain.

I know it is not their faults. They are just acting on outdated values that have been in grained into society.

I forgive them for their errors it is not their fault they have been brain washed. But I will not cower nor will I back down. People have a right to be who they are and express love or their idea of it however they want.

May this brighten your day

lol

thanks Seta

*hugs* since I owe ya
*hugs* just cus

All of these Non-Indigo Humans are getting on my nerves dont they
know that there kind are of whats left of them on Earth soon the Earth
will only have Indigo Human populations on Earth becoming the only
race of beings on Earth itself..

Becuse we Indigo's are whats next on Earth and those that are not
Indigo's are going to be the thang of the past we Indigo's are the
Future and the Earth's Ancient Past soon to be the future to come.

It is written in the "STARS".

Please is there any other Indigo's who feel the same way I do at this
moment after reading about those Vandels Please tell me im I the only
one who is upset with all of these Non-Indigo Humans I feel a bout of
rage right now please sombody tell me if I am not the only one who
feels this way please!!!!!!!!!!

i'm sorry

but the words "non-indigo humans" unsettles me and raises up the hairs on the back of my neck.

i do not like it, and i think that train of thought leads to separation rather than the ultimate goal: Oneness.

also: rage, unless channeling into other positive emotions and actions, is not something i support.

yeah you shouldnt have said non indigo humans brandon...but i do feel the same way, sorta, just mad at the jerkoffs who would do that to someone in the first place, its so mean

Ditto
When I read it though, I contributed to those random thoughts that our minds have, then when put on paper we hit enter before reading what we had typed.

Maybe I haven't said this enough, or I should make it my signature. Snowballs, all events are a series of events, each reaction is but another link...be strong, and break these chains. In this case, there is a good chance that the person that wrote on the door worries if they are Gay We fear more of what we are, then we fear what others are.

oneness is such a scary word....

what does faggot or fagot mean

Faggot? its a term the straights use for humiliating or trying to ridicule people who are either bi or gay, but its also a term youngens use as a friendly gesture or a spoken word of friendship, it depends how you use it, defacing someones door is just like what a person did up the street to this black gentleman, someone came up at night and spraypainted racial slurs all over this poor guys garage door, they did catch him tho...

Did that paint him black with perminent marker? That would be funny

So knowing you Silver, Im guess you did do something like taping a sign to his door, that said something like
"Well I love you just the way you are!
- A neighbor"

Beautiful reaction Silver. You are a brilliant example to all of us.

Have you heard of the gay-straight alliance?
http://www.gsanetwork.org/

Participating in an organization that promotes a safe environment would help you fight back without endangering yourself. Also if you are in student housing then the behavior probably violates university policy and the offenders may be sanctioned or put on university probation.

Actually we bought him Ice cream and watched a movie and just talked about it

but a lot of people did write lovely things on his door which made me happy

Also yes I know about GSA I'm in it. I'm actually a rep for the other local school.

In Idaho the only thing that this registered as is an act of vandalism it wasn't even counted as assult
if they find out who did it they'll just be sanctioned for the damages to the door but they probably won't even try to find who it was
homophobia is really bad here and they don't really try to stop it

Thank you this learned me a very good lesson about some idiocies I've done myself and still got problems with. I tend to start vandalizing society on multiple levels when I get too enraged by the systems and other things that it feels that 'there is no explanation for' and that there is 'no way to change'. As a kid in high school I took the full trashcan for an extended duration of weeks after a specific 'class' and kick it with all my strength over the whole corridor, that's how pissed off I was about the teachings and the waste of time that was felt and the lack of knowledge about teaching from the teacher, I'm not sure how it sounds to your ears but it felt perfectly fine for me to do that and still feels like I haven't come that far from that kind of behavior...

Any ideas about how I could make things go better or evolve to more appropriate stages and get more teaching out of it? I get very enraged whenever I feel somekind of odd societal energy take place or start controlling my emotions or mind and then it tends to burst out in the old way, which is really why I thought that I wouldn't go to university at all but rather study on myself, which is much more harder and might not give everything, but then I won't get that feeling.

Quite odd...

Ideas?