I need help!

[LovelyLight]

I had to re-do this thread.The last one changed topic quick.

I'm sure we've all asked ourselves this question.
Which is, what are we?
For a while now ive been getting this voice in my head telling me im not human.
Its not a taunting voice or anything, it just kept on hammering away at me for a while.Its getting a bit frustrating now.
I felt as though i should ask someone from here.As that was my first idea.

Ever since i was little ive had bizzare dreams of angelic realms,dark and light forces in the sky,traveling through realms,meeting entities.
I've had much weirder experiences though.Like things happening to me on certain dates like easter and halloween,visions,surges of energy and as of late ive had problems with what could have been my other self.

Ive always had visions of myself with a white scar across my left eye,wings and something with my left arm.But that could be because i channeled through it once.
Now when i get these visions or sometimes even just think about that part of myself.My eye suddenly feels bloodshot,my arm hurts and my back feels like its burning.

Does anyone know what's going on with me or what i could be?.
Ive never really given it much thought until that voice started popping up.
Please and thankyou xxx

[Silverhaze]

I had to re-do this thread.The last one changed topic quick.

I'm sure we've all asked ourselves this question.
Which is, what are we?
For a while now ive been getting this voice in my head telling me im not human.
Its not a taunting voice or anything, it just kept on hammering away at me for a while.Its getting a bit frustrating now.
I felt as though i should ask someone from here.As that was my first idea.

Ever since i was little ive had bizzare dreams of angelic realms,dark and light forces in the sky,traveling through realms,meeting entities.
I've had much weirder experiences though.Like things happening to me on certain dates like easter and halloween,visions,surges of energy and as of late ive had problems with what could have been my other self.

Ive always had visions of myself with a white scar across my left eye,wings and something with my left arm.But that could be because i channeled through it once.
Now when i get these visions or sometimes even just think about that part of myself.My eye suddenly feels bloodshot,my arm hurts and my back feels like its burning.

Does anyone know what's going on with me or what i could be?.
Ive never really given it much thought until that voice started popping up.
Please and thankyou xxx

well I'm sorry I don't have an answer for your question

but I think it is safe to assume that you are here so you are meant to be here to do something whether you are human or not is probably not the most important part

maybe you should be looking for why you are here not what exactly you are... I think if you find the why you'll find the what too

good luck

[Amur]

The back burning could be the kundalini process starting to awaken within you and the kundalini process is known to pop into the surface all emotional hurts and wounds and heal them, the best is to just let go of everything and breathe and be...

[LovelyLight]

That must be a lot of kundalinis for me then lol
But still,has anyone got any ideas?.Or could maybe do a reading for me on this?
Please and Thankyou
xxx

[wolf89]

whi all of you think about wat you are we all are the same humans and aliens we all love we all hate we all have the power to crate or destroy we all are energy beanif the flesh stop folling yoursel with thing like these if you din;t know what you are is foa a reason

[LovelyLight]

Um wolf O.o
I dont know what youre saying.
But I know iam not fooling myself.I can assure you.
Also we're not all the same.Connected.But not the same.
Our souls all have different purposes and origins.

P.S is still waiting for help >.<

[Setadrift]

Each individual Is the same, but by different conbination. There is no master combination to unlock all individuals, for your path is your own. You are going to have to pick up each puzzle piece and decide if it fits. You have come to place where we all seek answers. The answer that you ask is higher then the source then you ask the question. Sorry if I messed up your last thread, I wish you the best of luck on your journey, and may the burning torch illuminate your way.

[Setadrift]

Breathheeeee hun. <3

I'm right there with you. I suffered and was tested all my life *most of us are* and always had this horrible feeling of knowing I was different but not knowing why. Since I was 17 I've been going through the surges and waves of awakening, and this same thing, this knowing I'm not human, at least not in the normal sense of what that word means.

The latest surges and awakenings I've been going through have been more intense than ever and have left me without any doubts that what's happening to me IS real *try having kundalini energy randomly surge up through your body, give you superhero strength, heal your every ailment, show you the meaning of life and then leave your eyes glowing like an angel from another world and THEN get back to me about weirdness lol-see I understand*

Just stop trying to understand it, and give into it. Allow it to continue. Pray and talk to your higher powers, and your angels and spirit guides and ask for help in it all making sense. The one understanding you should hold to is that you aren't meant to get this all figured out at once. It's a process, awakening to who you truly are and why you are here. Give into that process and let it guide you, take care of yourself and your body and you will learn more and more every day. Create art, write, make music and do whatever else you can to express "it" because that is also why we are here. The things we do, say, create and experience help fuel the awakening process in others.

What we "are" doesn't matter right now. Trying to figure out what we are is a task for the ego mind, and its a time waster. Its something you will do naturally all the time, try to figure this out, but don't give more energy to it than is neccessary. Trust the process, and the more trust you put towards this process the easier things seem to absorb, and the faster the process goes.

When I think back to how much I know now about who and what I am and what I'm doing here, it's funny because I know so much more than back in the day, yet it still feels like I know nothing! I try each day to forget what I *know* and move forward with a blank slate, letting the spirits and my God guide me.

The shift is occuring already and pretty soon we will stand boldly as what we are, but until then just keep working on you. Look online and read threads about indigos, crystals, transitioning, awakening, ascension symptoms, care and feeing of indigo, etc etc etc. There is so much information out there to help us, please take advantage of it!

I hope this helps.

*The little Otter stands and applaudes*

[LovelyLight]

Thanks starseed.
*hugs*
Hopefully that'll help me find out more.As the years go on you find out more and more each day.But sometimes people *like me* get a little impatient and need to know now.
Also its ok setadrift.We all get off topic once in a while.I do that a lot on Gaia forums lol

After talking about it in numerous threads.The conclusion could be angel.When i think of the angels or heaven,i feel a sort of homesickness.Also it would explain the visions ive had to.

[builderofcastles]

You are...
...LovelyLight! its says so in your profile... :-D

but seriously...
forget that

but playfully

You are here now because this world is on the brink of
a huge change in vibration and function. All of the teams
have pulled out their biggest hitters, their best players.

You are here to play.

No, seriously, you are here to learn joy. ...to play.

Now, what are you?
This is a question that is in the mind of everyone.
The question goes like this. If I know what you are, then
you can make correct choices about what to do in the future.
Now, what if I were to say you are an elephant?
Do you start to eat peanuts?
Do you keep yourself earthbound and never think of using your wings?

If I told you that you were an Angel
would you try to act all angelic?
Would you go to the Vatican and ask to see the Pope to confirm your angelicness?

You see, any answer I give you about "what" you are immediately begins
to bind you. To classify you. To pigeon-hole you. To limit you in every
way.

What are you? You are you. Nothing more, nothing less.


Another question, Who are you?
This is a question about self discovery. Look into yourself, find out what
you like, what you do not like. Let your emotions guide you to a future
where you feel Loving/Happy/Joyous. Your emotional guidance system
is flawless. However, the world has programmed many things into you.
There will come many a time when you feel as if your emotional guidance
system is contradicting itself. This is usually caused by a malformed
view of the world. When you let go of this thought incorrect thought
structure forced onto you, then you will find the emotions are not in
contradiction.

You were also given a mind to reason out things and a gut to tell you
if you can stomach the whatever you are dealing with.


Everything thought to be truth by the mass-consciousness is wrong.
Especially concerning you and your needs. Find out what you need
to live and ask for it. The universe will answer. We will help.

Ask more specific questions and I will answer.

Be well
BuilderOfCastles

[LovelyLight]

Nice post builder.But could have been much shorter and simplified lol
And dont worry i dont automatically take on board what people tell me iam.
I just needed clues or maybe just a verification of some sort.
I think i should have just trusted my instincts about what iam instead of looking for others opinions.
I shouldnt let others verify whether im an angel or not.I know iam in my heart and thats what matters.
Love you all and thankyou for your great advice <3

[Indigo Dog]

I had to re-do this thread.The last one changed topic quick.

I'm sure we've all asked ourselves this question.
Which is, what are we?
For a while now ive been getting this voice in my head telling me im not human.
Its not a taunting voice or anything, it just kept on hammering away at me for a while.Its getting a bit frustrating now.
I felt as though i should ask someone from here.As that was my first idea.

Ever since i was little ive had bizzare dreams of angelic realms,dark and light forces in the sky,traveling through realms,meeting entities.
I've had much weirder experiences though.Like things happening to me on certain dates like easter and halloween,visions,surges of energy and as of late ive had problems with what could have been my other self.

Ive always had visions of myself with a white scar across my left eye,wings and something with my left arm.But that could be because i channeled through it once.
Now when i get these visions or sometimes even just think about that part of myself.My eye suddenly feels bloodshot,my arm hurts and my back feels like its burning.

Does anyone know what's going on with me or what i could be?.
Ive never really given it much thought until that voice started popping up.
Please and thankyou xxx

Repetitive voice- Are you under any stress right now, more than usual?

Traveling through realms especially when energy is peaking on the planet- Have you ever studied Astral Travel? See if that rings true for you.

Visions of yourself with unfamiliar body- You may be remembering a past life. I found that most of my past life recalls came when I reacted the age I had a terrible trauma or died in a previous life. It was like my cells remembered it and it surfaced again.
I think I'd need more insight to really help. PM me if you wish.

[builderofcastles]

To you, what do the angelic realms look like?

What do angels look like?

with fun
BuilderOfCastles

[LovelyLight]

No i havent been under any stress lately Indigo Dog.Im usually quite calm.But i see what you mean though.

The angelic realms i see are usually in a light calm place with lots of flowers and doors to places which you'd feel most comfortable.They have streams and its all very peaceful.I saw some angels sitting beside this male angel and there was a temple behind them which looked like a temple from Greece.
Sorry if the descriptions a little sketchy.Its sometimes quite hard to put into words.
Also the angels look like what most people describe.

[Indigo Dog]

No i havent been under any stress lately Indigo Dog.Im usually quite calm.But i see what you mean though.

The angelic realms i see are usually in a light calm place with lots of flowers and doors to places which you'd feel most comfortable.They have streams and its all very peaceful.I saw some angels sitting beside this male angel and there was a temple behind them which looked like a temple from Greece.
Sorry if the descriptions a little sketchy.Its sometimes quite hard to put into words.
Also the angels look like what most people describe.

Hi Love,

Sylvia Browne has some books describing the heavenly realms you may like. Her descriptions are very similar to yours.

[wolf89]

im a human but i did my dna i have a normal 3 spiral DNA like my phater 99,9 % at the paternity test hmm but i never seen my phater just 1 at the test maibe if you take a DNA test you will see i think that will unsor your questions

[Setadrift]

Wow, so many great answers. Heres how I see it...You are You. Now that you know who you are, What will you make yourself to others?

[Setadrift]

You have probably heard this before "I am the begining and the end"...sounds like a cycle to me. What do we know about cycles? Lets take the most well know for example...Water. All water flows to the sea, right? NO, its a cycle, it depends our present view. Water takes in energy, rises, then falls, if it falls on land, it collects many imperities as it flows back to the "source", then is purified and accends again, and falls, flows, purified, returns, accends..........You are a conscious water particle, you can go to lakes, rivers, oceans, or just hang out on land, but adventually no matter how long your cycle, you will evenually leave deposits anything that is not pure when you accend. So as you can see, there is a flow, a cycle, you are either going or coming, depending on where you want to go.

[wolf89]

who can help me see what i em em i an indigo a cristal i don;t know and that is frustating i don;t know my aoura color who can help me or teach me to see it ?????????????????????????????????????????????????? ?????????????????????????

[LovelyLight]

Thanks Indigo Dog.I'll try checking that out ^-^

Wolf89 what do you mean by getting a DNA test?
What can you learn from getting one?

Also,nice description of cycles Setadrift