some blabla on indigo and indigo society and myself :)

[h0bby1]

so, as i have nothing to do this afternoon , i will post some blabla on the forum

it is always a bit hard to speak here because i don't know the mood of ppl who read the thing and it always hard to start a post and not looking too abrupt in the mind change etc i wanted to speak about how i can perceive the indigo society thing in the wholeness as it some month since i came here first and i had time to sort things out in my head it was a bit hard because it mix so much thing that i was really close to in my life, like 'new age' things , that i didn't even identified as being new age, were a bit around me with energies and mental things, and ET's that i could read there and there and always fascinated me a bit on free party graphic and same kind of vocabulary and feeling with the energy, and which is also linked to psychics around drugs+sound and really lots of raver really speak openly about this , energies, soul connection, and the system busting things, i remember a photo of a friend in the newspaper in a anti-party law protestation with the big title 'we are the future' and him with the arm in the air with a big smile very funny and all the things told there around school system, money and global view on our world that i share totally 100%, but it is like as a child i was kind a afraid of anything religious or medical, i guess it came in the form of what psychologist call 'rejected thougth' and with the time it provoke an automatic rejection on thing labeled 'medical' or 'religious' and as many source for psychic information are either medical or religious, it create a whole bunch of 'rejected' thougth around me and my feelings and different things i could see around me, as a rejected understanding because ppl make no sense in the overall lol so it is kind of hard to consider that the way ppl are acting make no sense and having no explanation on this or any way to deal with this correctly, and being more or less bad considered or what when criticizing or talking too much openly about it, and i think most of the emotional rolller coaster come from the fact that lots of this thougth were so much targeted and identified here that it not even possible to ignore and mask this anymore and it just came back in the brain all of sudden, and realised lots of things about me and the system, and the world, and connected some part of science with this which i never really atempted, but well seing so much ppl speaking about 'energy' and 'multidimensial' , with the 'matrix' view etc well thing i always associated very much with science before but i never shared this thougth with somebody because i thougth i would either could be able to approach the pure mathematical/Technical point of view of it with scientist nerd, or either and even hardly , the pure spiritual meaning of it with spiritual or religious ppl , and well i just given up before to even start to try speaking of this to somebody and its really fun to see so much ppl from everywhere sharing this point of view openly and in a relaxed state

and really i'm amazed on how could somebody link so much things in this place with the right ppl, with the right color and approaching so indepth every aspect of it for me i look like i'm in front of a big construction that i can't understand anything of it but look so much familiar that it make me nut lol it is really cool to have a place like this it is a bit sad to see ppl getting on nerve against each other and stressed out against each other with no real raison for it sometime, and so much hurt ppl or kinda ragefull who don't know who to blame and fearfull too but well kinda natural , and lots of ppl are young and kinda in a trauma state and fearfull , guess it goes away with time

so here it come my blabla of the day


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[h0bby1]

we live in a so much crazy world today, and nobody seem to really realise this or wanting to understand the spiritual aspect of it and not trusting at all any of the institution or actual leader in the way they can lead this world to a peacy and loving state where every human can reach his full potential of what he has to do on earth, and it is so much a torture to see this going on over and over agin and ppl falling in the same traps years after years, and nobody to really speak of this officially, expect some underground things, that are always misregarded and destroyed by medias and official instutions

[Dabbs]

I've noticed you've been trying to explain yourself...what you think, how you feel...

Has something happened?

[Lake]

xxx

[Indigo Dog]

I think one of the troubles with people as a collective is that they won't think for themselves, thus some of your observations. The media and institutions inhibit thought.

AAhh. The sweet succumbing to mindless devotion to whomever yells the longest. It is so easy to sit back and let big daddy think for us. NOT!

Ain't it cool to be an Indigo.

[Onlooker]

Hey Hobby!

I think that alot of people waste alot of time & energy trying to motivate others who just aren't ready, then getting frustrated because they don't know why they're not ready... and also by not being able to change stuff people get annoyed, frustrated & cynical about the world.
I've found over the years that it's enought to just do your own little bit and live a life as I choose from my own principles, never having to explain myself or justify myself in any way. When people see this they realise there is congruency, there is no bullshit, they still respect me for who I am even if they think I'm away with the fairies!

[h0bby1]

well i always indeed felt this need of motivating or 'awaking' ppl, and i know lots off ppl respect me, and i have some influence on some ppls, i know i did this really for a long time, i remember speaking clearly of this to my best friend when i was a child, that i had an explicit attitude and will to change ppl well justification is part of the 'convince' or 'credit' process, like its like that our scoeity need justification for everything, so i have justification , its like this that it works lol but well i think i'm really getting some kind of cynic , i would tell detached from this, and really xoxos comment did when i came here first on 'don't rock my boat' really impacted me like seing the grid philosophy and kind of balance, well i guess it radically changed the way i see world now but i still got to a quite cynical state somewhat but i know really cynical ppl i'm not like this yet lol for me any living thing is still really deserving love and respect but i tend to get more and more cynical toward some ppl, at least in a first phase if i think they are really in a biased state of mind, for some raison, i will get cynical kind of a shielding technic or mind control step but well its like that now i'm really evolving toward this so i guess it is not a good time to speak about this because i didn't find yet my new balance taking in acount the various knowledge i could find here

[h0bby1]

but i know i have influenced more than one ppl in my life, and even taking only in account direct impact sometime it even scare me how easy and instinctive it come more and more, specially with younger ppl but i wouldn't even be able to define what i am or what i influence ppl on, it was always a bit a problem to me lol

there i even some young guy of 16 year he said me i was his idols and everything i really make feel odd because i feel everything but a good model now but well i guess indigo thing unlocked part of this in some way i don't know yet

[h0bby1]

I've noticed you've been trying to explain yourself...what you think, how you feel...

Has something happened?

well don't know i feel a bit like a spinning top in my head , but currently nothing really happened yet maybe it something to happen next in the future i don't know how i feel don't think it is a negative thing, just trying to make a point on things , i don't really even know on what thing exactly lol
maybe the point is knowing what to make the point on lol

[banrion]

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