so, as i have nothing to do this afternoon , i will post some blabla on the forum
it is always a bit hard to speak here because i don't know the mood of ppl who read the thing and it always hard to start a post and not looking too abrupt in the mind change etc i wanted to speak about how i can perceive the indigo society thing in the wholeness as it some month since i came here first and i had time to sort things out in my head it was a bit hard because it mix so much thing that i was really close to in my life, like 'new age' things , that i didn't even identified as being new age, were a bit around me with energies and mental things, and ET's that i could read there and there and always fascinated me a bit on free party graphic and same kind of vocabulary and feeling with the energy, and which is also linked to psychics around drugs+sound and really lots of raver really speak openly about this , energies, soul connection, and the system busting things, i remember a photo of a friend in the newspaper in a anti-party law protestation with the big title 'we are the future' and him with the arm in the air with a big smile very funny and all the things told there around school system, money and global view on our world that i share totally 100%, but it is like as a child i was kind a afraid of anything religious or medical, i guess it came in the form of what psychologist call 'rejected thougth' and with the time it provoke an automatic rejection on thing labeled 'medical' or 'religious' and as many source for psychic information are either medical or religious, it create a whole bunch of 'rejected' thougth around me and my feelings and different things i could see around me, as a rejected understanding because ppl make no sense in the overall lol so it is kind of hard to consider that the way ppl are acting make no sense and having no explanation on this or any way to deal with this correctly, and being more or less bad considered or what when criticizing or talking too much openly about it, and i think most of the emotional rolller coaster come from the fact that lots of this thougth were so much targeted and identified here that it not even possible to ignore and mask this anymore and it just came back in the brain all of sudden, and realised lots of things about me and the system, and the world, and connected some part of science with this which i never really atempted, but well seing so much ppl speaking about 'energy' and 'multidimensial' , with the 'matrix' view etc well thing i always associated very much with science before but i never shared this thougth with somebody because i thougth i would either could be able to approach the pure mathematical/Technical point of view of it with scientist nerd, or either and even hardly , the pure spiritual meaning of it with spiritual or religious ppl , and well i just given up before to even start to try speaking of this to somebody and its really fun to see so much ppl from everywhere sharing this point of view openly and in a relaxed state
and really i'm amazed on how could somebody link so much things in this place with the right ppl, with the right color and approaching so indepth every aspect of it for me i look like i'm in front of a big construction that i can't understand anything of it but look so much familiar that it make me nut lol it is really cool to have a place like this it is a bit sad to see ppl getting on nerve against each other and stressed out against each other with no real raison for it sometime, and so much hurt ppl or kinda ragefull who don't know who to blame and fearfull too but well kinda natural , and lots of ppl are young and kinda in a trauma state and fearfull , guess it goes away with time
so here it come my blabla of the day
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