Kaitlin Darling, you know the answers to all your questions... why you do it to yourself... it's because we are addicted to pain. But you need to be able to find yourself out of that pain, because it will surely destroy you.
*big hugs*
well i posted on the drunk thread and decided maybe i should let know those who do/did love me here, where i am, how i feel....
i am lost. dont no where i am headed...never had in this state...i want to cry...and i cant ....cold inside....i miss who i was...no...i miss who i am....
why do i do this to myself? why...time after time...i dont get it really. no they say i need help...maybe i do....but im sick and tired of crap. crap. crap. i dont barely trust anyone...i am comfortable with what has been. though it is gone...if feels right...
i am rambling. i k now. im sorry. i dont know when i will check IS again. guess i just wanted to be apart again.although i feel so departed. which is truth. i lost it again. but im certain i will find it again. always have always will...but when. but better yet .....will i keep it next time....will She ground me...will I ground me.
Much love forever and through all ages,
KAitLiN
WoLF
p.s. here's my drunk thread post if u dont feel like searching.
LOL...
i got a message on by damn account says i should post or something....im really hiigh. had like 8 beers. yum.
anyway yall if u know me and havent guessed. i have a problem. same stuff. another round. i will be sick tommorow its gonna suck ass but i deal...went to work with it.....
but to be honest with yall....i dont feel spiritual at all anymore...im so far gone...but im a glimpse from coming back....She's been speaking...last night the tree spoke and it was Her. i miss all of you deep within the core of my heart....but there is a big wall. and it hurts. i think.i feel. i guess....
i will be honest. i am scared. i feel i want to cry but i stuff...i can feel it..it wants to explode in my throat....im home. but is this home? funny...i am posting in the drunk thread ...i should have made this my own....
Kaitlin Darling, you know the answers to all your questions... why you do it to yourself... it's because we are addicted to pain. But you need to be able to find yourself out of that pain, because it will surely destroy you.
*big hugs*
GUS bless you
(God, Universe, Source)
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Kaitlin love - you will ground yourself - you will find her in the silences and it will be good again.
Love and hugs...
"Death is a stripping away of all that is not you. The secret of life is to "die before you die" — and find that there is no death."
Oh Kaitlin, we've been through so much together on this site. It's alright to take a break from spiritual stuff. When you are ready to return you will feel stronger than ever.
Anyone can be a 人 (ren, human) but it takes a lot to be a person. - Chinese Proverb
Kaitlin hun...you are loved!!! They're asking about you and missing you over at the other place. Big Hugs and loving energy being sent your way.
Much love,
Annette
Anybody who tries to tell you that they are the way or they are the light has, obviously, not met the indigo who has mastered the power of FREEWILL.
STOP (ask me how): http://indigosociety.com/9604-9600-9...604-t4639.html
you can send someone all the love energy you want to, but it stll doesnt make a difference to the being unless their present within themselves.
once a being becomes present within themselves, all energy sent to them is simply returned back , amplified and recognized.
and that happens forever, its how we communicate telepathically.
The healing of humanity starts from within so begin by Loving yourself, Unconditionally. This Love with soon be reflected in everything you see, feel and experience.
I don't think that that's completly true. The sending of love energy and connecting that energy with God is how prayer works. The reciever does not have to know that they are recieving energy...nor do they have to be physically conscious.
Little story:
When I was a child my brother fell from a tree onto his head and sustained a brain stem injury. Our family and friends prayed for him for 8 months while he was in a coma. The 9th month my mother put his name into a national prayer bank (through the Oral Roberts program). 2 days after his name was called out to pray for he came out of his coma.
I believe that our sending of that love energy and connecting it to a positive force kept him alive for 8 months. Then when the prayer went out nationally and many many people were sending him love energy he came back. When he was able to walk and talk again he told us about being in a coma. He said that he felt people's love and that one day it became so big that it pulled him back up.
Wherever we are in the scope of the world...love does heal.
Anybody who tries to tell you that they are the way or they are the light has, obviously, not met the indigo who has mastered the power of FREEWILL.
STOP (ask me how): http://indigosociety.com/9604-9600-9...604-t4639.html
yes love heals. but in order for the being to experience the healing, they have to be present.
ive done it and ive seen what happens to beings when theyre not really conscious within themselves.
theyre completely obvlious to what actually took place.
and are still embedded within their "routine"
complete transmutation of 25 buddhists in 45 minutes.
The healing of humanity starts from within so begin by Loving yourself, Unconditionally. This Love with soon be reflected in everything you see, feel and experience.
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