transition

[angelalouisa]

love

[Thomas12]

I am wondering how many people are struggling with transition I am exhausted
In just the last few weeks I have developed alergies to my bedding and other things that I am still working out,
My taste has changed almost beyond recognision, I have started craving things like advocado's and I used to hate them, eating chocolate like it is going out of fashion, mostly only being able to tolerate healthy foods,
Tired pretty much all the time, I think this is because I seem to be working while I am asleep,
I am finding it impossible being in group situations and even struggling with one on one, finding the need to be alone increasing daily. Always been a bit of a hermit but this is taking the pee
Have had to leave quite a few friends.
Very emotional, sad, happy, excited, anxious and angry at varying degrees.

On the up side I feel that this is very a necasary clear out, my telepathy especially in my dreams is fantastic. I am finding joy in nature and am smiling constantly while outside.
On the down side this is really quite difficult for the people around me to understand, I mean I would really like to just go to sleep until it is over, although my kids and some friends are being amazing about it and I do have one friend that is going through exactly the same thing. And of course there is you guys that have been a tower of strengh.

So it would seem that this transition is very real and not in my imagination along with some other 'just as crazy people.' Would really like to hear how others that are going through similar are finding transition And God is it ever going to end?

I literally feel like I am mutating

oceans of love Angela <3

..interesting, I am crazy for avocados and dark chocolate with hazelnuts, I almost can't do without chocolate lately and I am not supposed to eat it as I have weakness for getting systemic fungal infections which love any sugar...

...besides I hardly see any friends, it takes to much out of me. My work is already extremely demanding, but have to say that due to work overload I had a nervous breakdown lately (I have real good reasons to have gotten that). Well, can't tell if I am in transition, hope not as I need stability badly. My mission right now urges me to do a lot of meditation and downgrading energy to earth with right colours....that the only thing which will really calm me....

[EnemyAtLineSix]

the chocolate thing? may i suggest masturbation? honestly.
if you stick to a diet that is well balanced , really important there.
grains, veggies,fruits, little bit of dairy.
and i say yes to marijuana, is it needed ? no but can it help? yes.
it is herb, and it is natural.
if you guys feel the AH coming on, using hand mudra's with whatever you may do.
point the feet inward i feel helps in situations too, closing your eyes and just looking up, taking a few nice cleansing breathes helps as well.
excercising oneself, literally, trying out new things, breaking out of habitual existence is important too.

[Thomas12]

the chocolate thing? may i suggest masturbation? honestly.
if you stick to a diet that is well balanced , really important there.
grains, veggies,fruits, little bit of dairy.
and i say yes to marijuana, is it needed ? no but can it help? yes.
it is herb, and it is natural.
if you guys feel the AH coming on, using hand mudra's with whatever you may do.
point the feet inward i feel helps in situations too, closing your eyes and just looking up, taking a few nice cleansing breathes helps as well.
excercising oneself, literally, trying out new things, breaking out of habitual existence is important too.

Thanks for the comment, I will keep in mind. What is AH (sorry I am of German language)? A well balanced diet is indeed needed with all you listed, and I do pay great attention here with great biologic vegies, fruits etc., the chocolate I buy is really one of the best with the ever best of chocolate (72%, Lindt & Sprüngli (Swiss) by the way), which is considered healthy nowadays, and also it has little sugar added..., I might be a very snobby first waiver indigo transitioning to his destination while having a nervous breakdown

[angelalouisa]

love

[Thomas12]

Thanks, for mmyself I can say I am not transitioning to crystal or anything similar, I feel simply feeling transitioning to strength, total regain of my power and the one I came here to be....whatever that is, I might now by 9.9.9., hopefully I will like it

[angelalouisa]

love

[Thomas12]

Thanks again indeed, OK, I understand...

[ethtardo]

i dont recognise any symptoms i had when i was transitioning..all i know is the after effect..im more relaxed,n i love God..lol..i believe God is purely One,wise men gives God different names,but it still points to One

[EnemyAtLineSix]

we'll always be ok since we're always learning lessons.
constantly seeking higher purpose and reason.
we are all born of the same flesh

love <3

[caribou_and_cake]

i can relate compleaty! over the last year or so (give or take) i have been letting go of a lot of things that have been with me well...for as long as i can remember. it's like i am compleatly changing. it isn't a bad thing really, but at first it felt like their were two sides of me constantly fighting for control....but now....the new part of me is stronger and the old me is less and less. i used to be really negative and didn't care about a lot of things. now i'm very 'spiritual' and think a lot. i have started to let go of a lot of my friends i had...not because i didn't love them...but...but..i dunno. it's like i have to for some reason. everything is amazing to me now when nothing was. the future seems very interesting to me now when befor it ment nothing and i was actually afraid of it. i dunno...things are just changing.

i used to drink a lot of carbonated drinks, now i just don't want them. i dunno...things are just diffrent in an interesting way.....it's hard to put into words..sorry if i rambled or went off subject. ^_^

[rary7]

i can relate compleaty! over the last year or so (give or take) i have been letting go of a lot of things that have been with me well...for as long as i can remember. it's like i am compleatly changing. it isn't a bad thing really, but at first it felt like their were two sides of me constantly fighting for control....but now....the new part of me is stronger and the old me is less and less. i used to be really negative and didn't care about a lot of things. now i'm very 'spiritual' and think a lot. i have started to let go of a lot of my friends i had...not because i didn't love them...but...but..i dunno. it's like i have to for some reason. everything is amazing to me now when nothing was. the future seems very interesting to me now when befor it ment nothing and i was actually afraid of it. i dunno...things are just changing.

i used to drink a lot of carbonated drinks, now i just don't want them. i dunno...things are just diffrent in an interesting way.....it's hard to put into words..sorry if i rambled or went off subject. ^_^

Makes perfect sense to me and it's good to hear you talk of it,I have gone through the very same thing with family,friends and addictions to certain foods etc.Your body will naturally tell you what is right for it now,you just have to listen to it,easier said than done mind.The chocolate thing is one of the last things i still desire-The Green & Blacks range happen to be a favourite,the rest have gone and i feel better for it,although they are still missed.

[caribou_and_cake]

oh yes...i still love chocolate...the darker the better. i will even eat just plain baking chocolate. you know the really strong natural dark sugar free kind that comes in big blocks. yea...i still love chocolate.

and latley over the last year or so i find myself getting really really sick (throwing up for hours) if i get too hot, or stay up till 3:30 or 4AM(actually, ever since i was little around this time if i was still awake i would get sick for no reason but it seems to have gotten worse so i must sleep before then.) i no longer can drink any form of alchihol. i cannot stand big crowds like concerts..it feels like i cannot breath. and sometimes...i get this really really sad...feeling deep down inside. it comes out of nowhere and leaves in a matter of minutes but it feels like i NEED something. i just feel so desperate for whatever it is.

also sometimes ever since i was little when i would start to go to sleep (i actually don't know if i can even explaine this) i would start to feel really really really small...microscopic. almost like i'm not in my own body anymore but really tiny in a eally dark place and in this dark place with me is something big but i have never been able to get to it or see it. and if i concentrate i can make myself feel even smaller. i really don't know how to explaine it but it almost feels as if i curled into a ball and just kept curling into myself untill i'm nothing. probably doesn't make sence and it isn't a bad feeling..very interesting actually...the way it feels..it's like going home.

ahh....well, i tried to explaine this at least. ^_^

[rary7]

We can't always make sense or find meaning in everything we are experiencing yet,just talking about it to others who feel the same is what helps.I get nearly all those feelings you listed there as well.The small feeling you get for me as a child was a feeling of leaving this plane like i was going to disappear.

[Roier]

The transition is not bad intended, is best intended.

And, we have to hold, more than they, because they are weak, and they can't hold more than us.

It's not easy, but we are stronger, and we will deliver, and they can't hold as much as we.

We have answers, they have doubts, they CAN'T understand our answers.

We hide nothing, they do not digest our thoughts, they are to lazy to imagine.

They still don't believe, this big SINGULARITY, the best of all.

Because after transition, all is gonna be COOOOLOOOORSSSSS.

Hung up there, and smile, because is in our conciense what is oooouuuurrrss.

The me speaking.

Be fine.

[Marie]

Hello, has anybody noticed that their eyes begin to change-I'm sure mine have-in fact I will have to admit to being so fascinated by it that I will spend time in front of the mirror looking at them because I am so fascinated by it.

Marie

[caribou_and_cake]

mine have changed with my moods for years. if i'm really sad or upset they will be ice blue....when i'm umm...intoxicated...in any way they will be green.

they also change with what i'm wearing.

i have though discovered recently that i have strange dark spots. dunno what it means. i just thought it was normal...*shrugs*

[Fragments]

Hello, has anybody noticed that their eyes begin to change-I'm sure mine have-in fact I will have to admit to being so fascinated by it that I will spend time in front of the mirror looking at them because I am so fascinated by it.

Marie

Oooh I have. They have been becoming more and more ''mysterious'' looking. They seem to intimidate people, especially adults. The best way I can describe them? Um...they look ''knowing'' and old.

[angelalouisa]

love

[Thomas12]

I have been ill during transition and work only 50%. Hardest transit ever, would have been easier without work to do....

Blessings