Something is Following me...

[Silverhaze]

There is something following me. It isn't a ghost. I'm not afraid of it. It can't touch me, but I don't know what it is nor how to get it to leave.

It only seems to be around when it is dark out. It just follows me, it doesn't let itself be seen but I can feel it. When I go to sleep and I'm in that state of half awake, half asleep it shows me fake memories or fake things to come. It wants me to believe it is showing me real things but I can tell they are not from my memories or my knowledge... they aren't from my mind.

It shows me normal enough situations but it twists things... is tries to make me think and feel different about people. It tries to convince me that others are feeling things that aren't true.

It's like it is trying to get me to act on these false feelings and false images of people. It doesn't talk in words, it just pushes emotions on me, like waves. I don't know... but I can tell it is trying to persuade me.

I do not know what it wants or how having me act on false impulses will help it in any way. I don't even know what it is, but I would like it to leave.
I have asked it to leave and I have tried ignoring it.

Right now I just want to know what I am dealing with. It is not a ghost and I think it is to weak to be a demon but I don't know much about demons.
Does anyone have any idea of what it could be or how to get rid of it?

[Setadrift]

A demon has only the power over you that you let it. So if that is what it is, it maybe trying to wear you down. Im not sure what really exists out there...But if it deals with lies it is probably not good.

Don't be in fear of it.

If you feel it is bound to you first you must tell (command) it to unbind with you. (Cut the strings)
Tell (command) it to leave, don't ask it to leave.
From the heart through the throat. Using command voice, you have the authority, if only you believe you do. if this is not enough power, you pull more energy from the second chakra to feed the heart.

Then again, maybe go into a church and sitting down for a bit, you might find out what it is.

This information is not from personal, but from stuff I have read over time. So they are only suggestions.

[Roier]

I know.

[Roier]

Is NOT ME.

[Roier]

Is your fears.

Confront them.

I am not the villain, I think.

We all have to confront our fears.

AND ADAPT.

[Patryc]

it is Samhain remember - it may have been something that was there before but you couldn't perceive it, veil is thinnest right now

[Setadrift]

I also forgot to mention, during is suppose to be the best time to confront such things, where nothing is hidden from your mind.

[Setadrift]

Is NOT ME.

I don't know, she is really pretty, maybe its one of us following her around...lol

[Idle Thoughts]

It could be a jinn. It is sort of like a demon but it isnt, hard to explain, it is a creature of fire.

Well that is what I think it might be.

[starseed]

It sounds exactly like the thing that was living with me at my old apartment. I managed to banish it from my bedroom and into another room but I never could get rid of it. Luckily (for me) it stayed at the apartment after I left. Not so lucky for the new tenents I guess.

I don't know what the official name for it is. I call them "negs".

I put shields up around myself, my bedroom, and specifically my bed to get mine to leave me alone, but I had to watch the shields or it would eventually come in when my resolve weakened and start kicking my bed and hitting me and stuff again (yeah mine got physical as well as the mental stuff you mentioned).

Do you know how to shield yourself? There are many ways to do it, not just one specific way. FOr me, I smudged my entire bedroom while repeating power mantras and then using my energy I built a shield of light around the bed. You don't need any fancy magic spells or anything, it's all just about setting that mental intention. You have the authority over your space and energy, you just have to act on it. These negs feed on the fact that they think you don't KNOW you have power and rights over yourself, and they will manipulate that any way they can. Don't let them.

Hope this helps, PM if you want more help as I've dealt with this stuff a lot. Being psychic tends to make you super vulnerable to this sort of stuff unless you know how to block it.