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[XtremeDelusions]

Hey all,
I've been feeling reall disconnected from people as of late. I'm usually quite a sociable person, but I've found it hard to reach out to my friends lately. I'll be sitting at home, and want to hang out with some one, and I always tell myself "naw, they're busy" and usually they are...
I know I've been "coming into" myself more lately... and it's hard to talk to my friends about things I'm experiencing, or going through. There are a limited amount of people in this town that even think about life. People here are too busy getting drunk, getting money, or too busy trying to just stay warm.

I guess I'm reaching out, I'm reaching out for people who are like minded (I guess that's why I came here in the first place) I'm reaching out for some one to contemplate with...


will you be my friend

[Dabbs]

*throws the Minnesotan a quilt and a cup of warm mulled cider*

I get like that at times... and when I'm really sinking into myself and enjoying it, someone calls and forces me to go back into the social thing...

Enjoy yourself, as you get older, you'll appreciate the alone time more.

[MiAlso]

With the situation around us, there are enough depressing news around that is enough to drive anyone sad. There are people out there that know they are going to lose their job in christmas.

Life is not only about spiritual and psychic abilities. It is also about the materials that will keep a body alive. By the time we possess a body of our own, we have signed a contract to ourselves that we need to rely on everything we see, hear, touch and feel physically. Unless one decide not to live in a body this will always stay the same.

It's not that no one cares about life. Perhaps, they care it in a different way you do. Psychic abilities is just like anything we see, feel and hear. It is part of life just like everything else

[Onlooker]

Hey there! We're always up for a chat, so feel free to talk to us as much as you need....sounds like you could do with some friendly banter on your own level to boost your confidence more too

[beautifulmind]

I can relate a bit. My closest friend in the real world would probably flip if I told her of my starseed experience. She's all about shopping all of the time and I can take only so much of it. Don't get me wrong, I love her like a sister.

I came to IS looking for friends too. I would love to be friends with you. I would love to hear about your experience, how you feel about being Indigo... anything at all.

[J's Mum]

There are so many wonderful and diverse people on this site that I hope you would never feel alone! I would love to talk to you any time you feel the need and to get to know you...I'm not the indigo in my family but this, I feel, is a place for me to learn...sometimes, because I don't understand, I feel a bit intimidated by some of the conversations but the feeling I get is that some close and wonderful friendships have been formed and I hope you find that here too!

[lunare11]

I'll be your friend

[FlamingArrow]

Hey all,
I've been feeling reall disconnected from people as of late. I'm usually quite a sociable person, but I've found it hard to reach out to my friends lately. I'll be sitting at home, and want to hang out with some one, and I always tell myself "naw, they're busy" and usually they are...
I know I've been "coming into" myself more lately... and it's hard to talk to my friends about things I'm experiencing, or going through. There are a limited amount of people in this town that even think about life. People here are too busy getting drunk, getting money, or too busy trying to just stay warm.

I guess I'm reaching out, I'm reaching out for people who are like minded (I guess that's why I came here in the first place) I'm reaching out for some one to contemplate with...


will you be my friend

Hangout with yourself.

lol, no seriously. It's funny, some people forget that being alone shouldn't make you feel disconnected or incomplete. If you ever feel this way alone, it means something must be done about it. I've done it to myself way too much, and I'm learning more and more how to fight it.

Last night for example, I drank some wine, ate some cheese, set up my hookah, and jammed out to music. Type of thing I would never really do without a lady by my side, but I said fuck it, let me enjoy myself. It ended up being pretty chill. Try it sometime


I've also learned that when you're wanting to meet someone to click with, yearning for it, it usually never comes. Just when you stop caring and focus on yourself instead, bam, someone comes along when you least expect it.

Trust in the way things are, trust in the moment, trust in the flow of life and let it work its magic.

(but yes I shall be your friend as well oh, and funny cat..)

[XtremeDelusions]

Thanks you guys Its always good to know that people care, especially when you need it the most...
I do thank you all too for reminding me not to forget about myself. I am I guess the one person I can always count on.
and Flaming Arrow and Dabbs you are both right, the cosmos has a funny way of sending people to you when you really need it the most... I was in a horrible mood today at work, and the only like minded person asked me if I was okay. I just tried to play it off, and later confessed how I was feeling... alone... and on one of our breaks he asked me if it'd be okay if he tried to get to know me better as a person... cool eh?

I would love to get to know you all more....
as for me, I'm an old soul... a 22 year old, I've moved around quite a bit (Lived in Minnesota, Wisconsin, Idaho, and Colorado repeatedly).
I find my solace in music, no matter what I am going through I can always seem to find solitude in music...
I love nature, I enjoy learning, I love animals, and more than anything, I love laughing....

send me a pm or my email is townsend_1986@yahoo.com
would love to hear from all of you,
and again... I appreciate all of you so much for helping.... lending out a hand to some one you hardly know, but treat as a sister... it's very humbling

-Alisa-

[t1mb3rl1n3]

adumbrae otium et lumis little sister
i know how you feel
or rather, i know a similarity to the way you feel
i wish I knew something to say in instances such as this
when you have felt alone
because you are never far from my heart
and I will always be here to listen

we are kith and kin, you and I
that bond of family must be reforged by us
we must bring remembrance to what once was
when there was peace in our hearts and lives

i have not forgotten

[Adongala]

Oh, hun. Minnesota.. I know how that is I too live in MN.. haha, alot of people stuck in their ways... but hey, their are people who would love to connect with you ... I included!!!

[h0bby1]

i can relate a bit to you too i think i always have been like this a bit, wanting to explore new aera of life that lots of ppl do wander in i think i found some like minded friend around computer scene, like demomaking or cracking or hacking krew , or underground communities =) where to find smart ppl who are awekened around the good and bad side of our society and are willing to organise apart a bit =)
entering this scene always lead me to good ppl and good vibe, around creativity and teamwork and freewill and international i do not consider ppl in my immediate surrounding as being first candidate for socialising, specially around here lol internet powa \o/ =) but even before i had internet we created some local computer oriented creative team around where i lived, now i do a bit the same in a more professional way with more or less like minded ppl, and still also connected a bit to the demoscene/cracking underground =) but well fewer and fewer ppl are aware of spiritual and the good spirit nowday even in those communities =) i kinda already knew this already, it stroke me very hard when i saw amur speaking on #coders where i met him, and ppl there are really into carreer/School/profesional issue and speaking high and taking you from high because you don't speak very serious and don't have 3 P.h.d. in physics and computering, and real friendly like freeminded ppl are not as current as it could have been in the past =)

but lots of ppl from the oldschooler in different scene are also aware of this atm

[h0bby1]

but live here for 2 year now, i still don't know anybody in my town i know a bit the ppl who hang out in the park , the only ppl who are outside regulary around, like when i drawed a peace and love in the middle of their tag they said it was an insult here so i drawed an heart next to it lol and honnestly each time i go out like in pubs or discotec i reall feel kinda bored and that ppl really care about futils things lol with free party and some kind of party it is ok there is an high enought % of aliens in the place and it is cool =) but well not so much big underground event lately in fr, most of the krew moved out of france with the homeland security program and they modified all the social status of all the independant show maker and now there is not much to do or not a lot of place to go to meet cool ppl =)

even demoscene in france it is really dead as hell lol the active one are in finland or germany and a bit england =)

but well media and press really killed most of the undergound things, by setting up a bad image around the krews , and stopping them directly by lots of mean =)

i really hope to see things to move a bit around in france in a near future, and more ppl organising around independant thing , even if each time is mentally associated with badass or being some kind of utopist hippie, media really did it this way, so now you have to choice to be boring as hell, to look like a green plant in front of the tv, or being labeled hippy or gangster =)

[h0bby1]

remind the kind of dialog like illuminati 'and what do you do against it you are not mobilised' which always really make me on nerve, i don't want to have nothing to do with them ,the goal is more doing something 'without it' more than something 'against it', and if a mobilisation is needed , it would be a shame that it would be only 'against this', there are more interesting thing to do with a brain than to moblise against owl and horus lovers but well i saw it the two time that 'it' do not let lots of thing to organise differently as 'it' does maybe some day some more 'enligthing' models will get some more credibility around ppl when they will be able to see beyond labels and criminilaty, insecurity blah it is sure that with a bunch of TV robot you are in security lol

because it is all the way it goes, you don't feel attracted by the world they show you on TV+school, and once you go a bit off the track, there is not institution, no more models no more anything to guide you, exepct underground communities, and there is always a moment when you escape the track where you will need some money ,and not being into the school/tv circuit and meeting other offtrack ppl, you always get into some kind of odd buisness , and illegality is all around the corner and then it associate automatically 'offtrack' with 'dangerous' , and with the gov and president pushing around this associatation and make ppl fear of poverty because it bring criminality, and then violence, which is really a perverted way of seing it, and most ppl see it like this, if you don't go to school, you will end with a lather jacket and a gun to thief ppl around, like if the school was the only possible path in life to get somewhat 'evolved' =)

but well blah blah still some more rantings lolol

[h0bby1]

and well a best way to make friend it to get itno some kind of common project, and making thing together, and what can you do when you are let say 10 hyperactive ppl without a real carreer set up, not feeling attracted by school or what they can depict as a life on TV, well dunno for me i was always into videogame/demo making, other ppl make sound system, other ppl explore the cyberspace mecanics, but once you organise to do thing outside of the money world, might it be against it, or just outside of it, it always seen as not serious or not i don't know what and then ppl will not feel confortable with it , because it does not belong to their reality depicted by TV and school , and when most of the ppl on charge of the big national machine are all intoxicated by TV and school, it become wild
but well i think lots of ppl felt this kind of things here lol