Older Indigo Adults

[Willow]

Are there any older Indigo adults out there ? I'll be 49 next week and would love to talk to others in my age bracket. I always knew I was different, I kind of liked being different. I don't remember ever wanting to be "normal" whatever that means.

I usually wanted things for myself that my parents didn't, I was forced to conform. Anyway, would love to talk to older Indigos and compare notes.

Thanks!
Willow


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[Star Wise]

Hi Willow. Nice user name there. I am honoured to meet you. I will be 44 this year and I must confess I'm pretty excited about that. Don't really exactly know why .... but it's because of the double 4s, hahaha. I have changed an awful lot in recent times. In February this year I felt more of the "divine" in me. Last year in Jan I got in touch with some adult Indigos in the nick of time when I was at my wits end, dealing with a "shove-in" (but I didn't know it was a shove-in, aka a spirit from a deceased person that was trapped on Earth and shoved into someone close to me --- for --- eight years --- that was tough on me).

I helped take the shove-in to the light and thought perhaps all my challenges (racism, child abuse, witnessing others being abused, etc. - 3D stuff) were all over this year --- but something "soul" told me "it aint over yet sweet-heart", LOL !!

There is an interesting thread below which you asked a question on, dear Willow, and I replied to you. I've been wondering what you think about my reply there? The link below will take you to the thread, it's about first wavers or the alpha brigade which you and I belong to. Sorry if I appear a bit scatty today .... I have been feeling "floaty" ha. Ethan knows what I mean.

http://indigosociety.com/indigo-firs...aits-t999.html

Blessings to you Willow. I am on Yahoo and Skype and my current email is always available via my website. To get to the site hover your mouse over my name at any post and click then click on "Go to Star Wise's home page"

[Thomas12]

Oh, I had an attachment or posession all my life until 5 years ago. Can be hard. I made it obviously and became expert in clearing places, big fun for me, haha, I did lot of that at Beijing, a place full of lost souls.

[Star Wise]

Wow sounds interesting Thomas. Did you encounter free ghosts or spirits possessing other people?

[Thomas12]

Well, my murderer of my 2nd last life was cursed by me to hell and stayed with me since, when I was on earth. Maybe he was rather an attachment. I said to my mother an other consciousness is in me and its not a nice one.

A lot of spirits hangin around in Beijing.

[Thomas12]

I can deal with them as said. I am expert, at least at this..haha

[Star Wise]

Yes you said. Maybe I'll start a new thread sometime on the subject ... it is an interesting one! Thanks Thomas.

[Tazjma]

Hi ya! I'm one of the elder Indigos...56 years old and still surviving this crazy world! My wakening has been slower than the young ones, but I've learned a lot through the years. Nice to meet some other older adult Indigos.

Tazjma

[Willow]

I've also been doing a lot of reconnecting lately. Things that were acceptable to me even a few months ago are now making me ask, "What were you thinking! How could you let this happen! How could you let this go on for so long !"

Now I find myself in a period of greiving. Grieving the loss of a lot of who I thought I was. The genuine me, is still here. That strength is helping me to cope with the rest of it. I feel like crying a lot of the time. Anything not in keeping with my authentic self is now becoming unbearable.

It's really tough going, but, on the otherhand, my authentic self is getting stronger as I listen more intently to that voice instead of the one that keeps telling me I'm worthless, and can't do anything right. I'm finally becoming ALL of who I am. As I heal the healable bits and let go of what can't be healed,
awesome new person is emerging. --ME !!

I can't wait to see what I'm like!!

It'll be nice to be able to speak my truth and stand strong in it, even though
some people will disagree.

[Thomas12]

I've also been doing a lot of reconnecting lately. Things that were acceptable to me even a few months ago are now making me ask, "What were you thinking! How could you let this happen! How could you let this go on for so long !"

Now I find myself in a period of greiving. Grieving the loss of a lot of who I thought I was. The genuine me, is still here. That strength is helping me to cope with the rest of it. I feel like crying a lot of the time. Anything not in keeping with my authentic self is now becoming unbearable.

It's really tough going, but, on the otherhand, my authentic self is getting stronger as I listen more intently to that voice instead of the one that keeps telling me I'm worthless, and can't do anything right. I'm finally becoming ALL of who I am. As I heal the healable bits and let go of what can't be healed,
awesome new person is emerging. --ME !!

I can't wait to see what I'm like!!

It'll be nice to be able to speak my truth and stand strong in it, even though
some people will disagree.

Very nice words Willow, you will find yourself. Please don't forget to give yourself some very relaxing rest sometimes and and just listen.

Blessings,
Thomas

[Willow]

Thomas, thank you. I really feel at home here, like I can talk about anything and someone will actually understand my ramblings. It's to have a place to be heard and understood.

It helps to know I'm not alone and that all of you are supporting me.

*Hugs Thomas 12*

Blessings
Willow

[ethtardo]

3D world age..im not old..lol but deep down i feel like im 16758 years old,well not exactly that age..but u get my drift..hahah..

we're all in this together

[TheRavenMother]

I feel like I am approximately 18 - 20,000yrs old but I believe if I am to "Go Home" as it were I wont be a full adult as such, i think I may be an early teen though unsure... I feel I was carted off as a child somewhere fast... but this conflicts because I always feel 17 even when I was a kid I felt 17, and married

[EnemyAtLineSix]

when you drop the physical and go to light body, you get to the age at about 30.
yay for planetary schoolhouse ROCK via EARTH!

[Indigo Traveler]

Hi All

Well, i am 35, that makes me an Indigo Adult i think.

When i feel closer to myself is more like playing in the universe like a child.

I had a long time of openning doors and entering new spaces, experiencing this world & myself, wondering where i could find somebody understand my language, that can talk open the truth in himself, and be honest about the way this world lives. And care about.

All was so strange. Was never possible to find in myself sombody i am not. Then i wa just more and more myself along the way.

I noticed that here around, this world and people can be quite strenge. That is the way it is, more or less. Until now could not understand why is that way. But to recogniz that there is another way, that i know.

I found many indigo travelers, and had the chance to recognize my inner voice, and its light in the mirror of this world.

I visited many spiritual places, and found many interesting experiences, and all leaded me to one, myself and my place here. Noticing i was right feeling myself diferent, becouse i am, as unique as you, and as wise as you all.

Along the time i recognized that indigo adults were not that easy to find, was a hard time for all of us. I can say we were like scouts, recognizing the zones and spaces here and there, trying out experiences no one wanted to imagine or try, and some times we had the function of special tasks teams, here and there.

Getting the fire-iron mark of this 3D world, in our skins, and expressing at the the same time it limitless power over our nature. I am sure many of us indigo finall understood we are mayn, and we are here for a reason, and that way our life have been had also a function. And more and more this makes sense and becomes powerfull.

Then i realized, this place will change, and is in our hands where to. And i have also something to do and say about, as you all, each of you.

Starting by experiencing and being myself and doing what makes sense and is truthfull to my love, over any kind of influence and condition of this world, even in the mind body or energy.

Since about 12 years started to dedicate my self to work more in my energy wave, finding more similars along the way.

For indigo adults was not easy, to many structures to break around and within. In our early times, the idea that indigos were arriving was not there at all, i mean no media, news or books about. We were just diferent. And had to learn to be carefull and silent, even sometimes invisible. Accord to each place, while traveling i had the chance to do more, nd play more with situations and rolls, and be and do who and what i am.

An inner space was always aware, but was not easy, to take care. And many times i had to stand the hard 3D-old world impact.

While I did cooperate with a variety of groups, or while i did run my own work and projects, I found my self more close to my self and clear in that is with indigos and travelers were i felt at home.

I have been living as a traveler since 1996. The world is strange out there.
Any way i had fun an could discover i am indigo in an adult stage. well with 35, i think i am starting too, every day.

love and truth with all

Indigo traveler

[chavin]

you remember your past lifes too. please excuse I am new to all these definitions.. is it typical of indigos?

[Lulu Luna]

Hmm, more and more, finding others like myself. You know without words, just a look in the eye and a nod of the head. Always been a colorful sheep, surely at times a threat to those who conform to the old,out dated ways of the world.
Growing and shedding out of old molds imposed by society through life experieces, opening "eyes" along the way.
Been on this "life" trip 45 years and always knew I am different. Figured that a lot of people just slept through life because ,as you know, it can be really painful to SEE life as it is and not as it should be. The ignorant behaviors of some can be maddenig, but the challenge and game of sorts is in trying to show another way to go about being. Even just the importance of being nice. How hard it can be for some to just get THAT, I know it is part of my duty here to set by example. Question everything, until you understand. It is okay to do that with love.
The children know so much of this already until they are taught to be stupid.Help them along the way,in this we too learn, and teach them the mutual respect that we all deserve.
Peace to you all,
Lulu

[bluewaterdance]

Weighing in with my age...welcome Lulu...congratulations on your move to one of the more progressive cities in the U.S..

[Lulu Luna]

Thank you for the welcome. It is really nice to find a community of spirits to
comunicate with that are on simalar wavelengths as myself.
have a wonderful day!

[tadpole1]

Weighing in at 67, I tend to call myself an Elderly Indigo. Haven't come across any older here to date.

But the person who took my aura photo (Indigo, Blue and Violet) said I was the second oldest Indigo she had encountered in Dublin. Cheers