Help, things keep breaking around me

[Amethyst]

I have not got much time to post, and im a little shaken.

Im staying in my family friends house, and things keep breaking, all i do is touch near it, and it will fly on the floor and break. she is going to be so angry at me, and its not my fault (though i do understand and will pay for what i broke).

My abilities have got stronger last month or so.

I was staying in another flat and the xbox broke and the door lock broke (and the locksmith said its very rare it happens, the break, the way that it did), and i didint do anything. also computers crash.

When i was younger these sorts of things happenned a lot (and people would say i was really clumbsy).

Help!

I dont want to break other peoples things.

Anyone experience this and know how to deal with it?

[Halcyone]

I've often pondered a similar trend in my life...I leave a job and the company goes into a down-swing...electronic things which stop working....I somehow managed to trash the interior of my husband's old truck years ago...and the list goes on...

I think the secret lies in your attitude. If you believe that you are destructive/clumbsy/whatever, then you are. If you believe that you are a gentle caretaker and protector of all things fragile, then you really are. Don't get hung up on it. You and your existance are and become what you perceive it to be.

It took me a while, but I'm not Breaky McSmashy anymore. Nope...hubby's trashing his own vehicle these days.

[Hearsekid]

well i believe im a caretaker and all that but as soon as I touch metal or soemthing elsectronic a fat ass blue zap comes off my finger like its a electronic ignition in a vehicle distributor pumping a 50,000 watt spark to fire the plugs, thats what it looks like, and sounds like, its a fat "POP" or "ZAp" ..get used to breaking things ive been doing it for a while, ive only had this cell phone fro a month ish and its already starting to turn off by itself, drop signal, restart..its gay...I think we have like 3 other threads on electrical interference or problems too

[lillies1978]

hm, i only experience issues with electricity...like i interfere with the flow or something, freezframe on computers,mp3 and such...burned out lightbulbs, inresponsive electrics...hm, i'm not sure, grounding might help, get present in your physical body, perhaps you are to much in your head at the moment?

[heartcurves]

poltergeist?

Its possible that the stress levels and depression you previously mentioned in another thread could play a role in the kinetic energy you have now.

Just try to relax, meditate on a calm field, recognize your problems, and lower your vibration.

I'm sure that will help, at least a bit.

Your friend should forgive you, it's not your fault.

[ThePaintedBird]

Any sort of electronic , I usually end up breaking in one way or another; I'm also very clumsy.
I hope you fix this, Amythyst!

[Dabbs]

When I've gotten upset lately, and only when I've been upset, I trip the main circuit breaker in the house.... I've broken 5 glasses this last month, the tv in the living room, it literally fell... because of me.

I've been very upset lately and today I'm not right... been dizzy all day, I'm afraid I'm going to spin and break something important! LOL


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Need to ground myself... been around too many people lately.
That really affects me. The parade on Saturday and the dinner party last night.... too many people.

[Amethyst]

Thanks for replies, I know I am not the only one. It seems when there is certain inner intensity (positive or negative) these things can happen. Like light bulbs flickering...

Grounding self is good advice, something I need to do (find it easier to do in nature, but at home or outside nature.....need to find/do grounding exercises) and also meditation (which I do in the bath, just have that lovely effect).

[Amethyst]

Its possible that the stress levels and depression you previously mentioned in another thread could play a role in the kinetic energy you have now.

That's possible.

Your friend should forgive you, it's not your fault.

She did, did not even get angry, was so graceful about it (surprised me, but I am going to pay...). I'm grateful she was so understanding (but did not really go into energies...).

[adonis777]

wear gloves.

[LightGirl]

Wow...for the first time I have found others that understand, I know just how you feel. I am so sorry that you are going through this too, but I hope that everyone will continue to be understanding.

I have been breaking things too...not by knocking things over, but by walking past. I have been breaking lights, computers, cell phones, PDA's, TV's and other stuff by passing by or touching the screen/mouse. It usually happens when I am bit stressed.

Anyway, my parents have caught on(unfortunately)...it's not like I could hide it much longer. They are everything but understanding. My mom caught on first and told my dad. He thought it was a joke until tonight he made me touch his computer and it turned instantly into a rainbow screen. Now everyone is really upset and I am walking on eggshells so I won’t be grounded.

My parents even gave me a lecture to “stop whatever I am doing or else” I have been praying/meditating because want to see if I can reverse this process so that I can use this for good. The closest that I have come is getting cell phone reception in “the middle of nowhere” and strengthening my internet connection a few times, but as of late I have been doing more harm than good.

Has anyone here dealt with this before and (turned it around) used it for good?

[AmentiHall]

All reality around you magnetizes according to your thoughts, will, and general level of "Self" that you choose to express. I can tell you are going through a hard time, perhaps a very low point where you are unsure of everything that is happening. This same feeling manifests in your physical life, but it does not mean you are in a downward spiral and permanently headed that way, in fact it is a chance to realize and actualize the power of intention. Because from here you can experiment with your mind, change your perception, change your feelings and watch how it affects the physical reality around you. The change will be obvious...and from this experience you can learn.

In indigos you will be surprised how much our emotions can affect things physically around us. My ex girlfriend and I had some issues, and when I would get really upset (because I could sense something was wrong), I bottled it up inside but in a strange way where it's almost like I bottled it up so I could project it fiercely. No joke, she once told me "As soon as I walked back in the room the air, everything changed...I feel really uncomfortable are you alright?" Then after we broke up (she cheated on me in the worst possible ways) and I hung out with her for the last time, I had the same feeling- only in EXTREME negativity, I can't explain to you the feeling I had. It was murderous, but I did not show it in any physical way, I wanted her to just feel it. And she did, she said she felt sick and her stomach hurt...by the end of her day her appendix ruptured.

I felt partially responsible, but it was really our connection, her own guilt and energies being overcome by my pressure to make her feel bad. And I realized right there and then that it wasn't right for me to project this sort of feeling onto other people, no mater how justified it might be.

Try relaxing, positive thinking (easier said than done this is hard for me), and most of all visualizing and projecting what you want or need whenever you are out in the real world. Let your actions reflect that, and the people around you feel it. You will be surprised at how quickly your whole reality can "shift."

[lillies1978]

All reality around you magnetizes according to your thoughts, will, and general level of "Self" that you choose to express. I can tell you are going through a hard time, perhaps a very low point where you are unsure of everything that is happening. This same feeling manifests in your physical life, but it does not mean you are in a downward spiral and permanently headed that way, in fact it is a chance to realize and actualize the power of intention. Because from here you can experiment with your mind, change your perception, change your feelings and watch how it affects the physical reality around you. The change will be obvious...and from this experience you can learn.

In indigos you will be surprised how much our emotions can affect things physically around us. My ex girlfriend and I had some issues, and when I would get really upset (because I could sense something was wrong), I bottled it up inside but in a strange way where it's almost like I bottled it up so I could project it fiercely. No joke, she once told me "As soon as I walked back in the room the air, everything changed...I feel really uncomfortable are you alright?" Then after we broke up (she cheated on me in the worst possible ways) and I hung out with her for the last time, I had the same feeling- only in EXTREME negativity, I can't explain to you the feeling I had. It was murderous, but I did not show it in any physical way, I wanted her to just feel it. And she did, she said she felt sick and her stomach hurt...by the end of her day her appendix ruptured.

I felt partially responsible, but it was really our connection, her own guilt and energies being overcome by my pressure to make her feel bad. And I realized right there and then that it wasn't right for me to project this sort of feeling onto other people, no mater how justified it might be.

Try relaxing, positive thinking (easier said than done this is hard for me), and most of all visualizing and projecting what you want or need whenever you are out in the real world. Let your actions reflect that, and the people around you feel it. You will be surprised at how quickly your whole reality can "shift."

wow...i can totally relate to that...went trough something similar with my parents! our emotions and thoughts definitely affect our surroundings...


thanks for sharing this, i believe this was a puzzle piece I needed right now

[Recky]

When I've gotten upset lately, and only when I've been upset, I trip the main circuit breaker in the house.... I've broken 5 glasses this last month, the tv in the living room, it literally fell... because of me.

I've been very upset lately and today I'm not right... been dizzy all day, I'm afraid I'm going to spin and break something important! LOL

Need to ground myself... been around too many people lately.
That really affects me. The parade on Saturday and the dinner party last night.... too many people.

Wicked Dabbs, thanks - you've saved me 3 paragraphs of typing. Am also a dizzy magoo from time to time. I love this forum. Just mentioned on another thread - a tale about glasses flying off things and smashing on my head. When distressed internally about something - tend to go around the house blowing out all the light bulbs one by one (which makes you kind of more distressed) then there's shop alarms, things falling down and breaking when Ifeel self conscious or overwhelmed. Once borrowed my dads camera and the thing fell apart when I took a picture - cartoon style (he was not impressed and shouted at me - why do you always do things like that!) Its not like I mashed it on a rock or ran over it with a tractor.
Grounding is really really important.
Don't worry Amethyst this is all part of the fun of being indigo.
(Wish I could do cool stuff like this on purpose).
Maybe you could start to observe the phenomena each time, how you feel and what happens, monitor what's going on in your life - I find different weirdnesses happen due to varying states.
At the moment am experiencing a lot of breakage - so happens I desperately need a bit of time and space away from other people's egos. Like to think of these things as the universe trying to get your attention so follow the white rabbit.... oh and the electrical thing - that's very indigo.

Alternatively you could get a shirt printed that says something like - Indigo happens.

[Recky]

wear gloves.

ha ha ha ha ha ha ha, like it.
But then again the gloves would probably unravel in some mysterious way.... or a moth would eat them. Perhaps just go around in a space suit.

[Amur]

perjaps some real techno could help

[adonis777]

A lot of people want siddhis,

that is until they get them.

[LightGirl]

Wicked Dabbs, thanks - you've saved me 3 paragraphs of typing. Am also a dizzy magoo from time to time. I love this forum. Just mentioned on another thread - a tale about glasses flying off things and smashing on my head. When distressed internally about something - tend to go around the house blowing out all the light bulbs one by one (which makes you kind of more distressed) then there's shop alarms, things falling down and breaking when Ifeel self conscious or overwhelmed. Once borrowed my dads camera and the thing fell apart when I took a picture - cartoon style (he was not impressed and shouted at me - why do you always do things like that!) Its not like I mashed it on a rock or ran over it with a tractor.
Grounding is really really important.
Don't worry Amethyst this is all part of the fun of being indigo.
(Wish I could do cool stuff like this on purpose).
Maybe you could start to observe the phenomena each time, how you feel and what happens, monitor what's going on in your life - I find different weirdnesses happen due to varying states.
At the moment am experiencing a lot of breakage - so happens I desperately need a bit of time and space away from other people's egos. Like to think of these things as the universe trying to get your attention so follow the white rabbit.... oh and the electrical thing - that's very indigo.

Alternatively you could get a shirt printed that says something like - Indigo happens.

Wow...thank you Dabbs and Recky...you have saved me so much writing too! I had to write and tell you. BTW, I absolutely love the shirt idea…Maybe I can get that same phrase printed on a pair of gloves!

Amsthyst...I know exactly how you feel now. My parents are both on biz trips so I am staying at their friend’s house now. Their friends are extremely materialistic and have huge ego's. They are like the scrooges of this world. My parents have known them a long time and so have I.

The first time I met them (around the age of 4) they told me that “Santa is a made up marketing ploy...and not to buy into it.” They haven't gotten any kinder since. Needless to say it has been quite a stressful environment...soooooo I have broken over 4 lights (one in a chandelier). 4+ lights sounds like no big deal...(and believe me I've done worse);

The problem is that they have vaulted ceilings (35 ft) so each time something broke it's was a big deal...their repairman/gardener had to get his ladder and fix it. No one has suspected me...yet, but I feel badly about it (even though they are mean). I almost feel like coming forward and saying..."it's all my fault" but they would probably think I was crazy...after all “how could anyone break a light bulb on a 35 ft high ceiling with out touching it”.

I have decided to leave enough money to cover the repairs on the counter because I just feel so guilty. I am still trying to turn this around for good. The best I have done is getting reception when no one else can…that is if I don’t break the phone (LOL).

[Recky]

LoL
The gloves would have to be alarmed.
Don't worry it gets better.
Funny I found the more materialistic or fussy the person the more disasterous the breakage. Just last week I went to my mother-in-laws place, she's a great lady and not particularly materialistic just particular about coasters and upholstery and table settings etc.... so I go and spill coffee everywhere And then in the room I was staying in a little mirror fell off a chest of drawers on its own and the frame broke which was pretty embarrassing, even though I was just standing there and didn't even touch it or even move suddenly to cause any kind of shockwave.
You've got to laugh, its all very mr Bean or Ben Stiller in Along Came Poly.

[Ham]

I have not got much time to post, and im a little shaken.

Im staying in my family friends house, and things keep breaking, all i do is touch near it, and it will fly on the floor and break. she is going to be so angry at me, and its not my fault (though i do understand and will pay for what i broke).

My abilities have got stronger last month or so.

I was staying in another flat and the xbox broke and the door lock broke (and the locksmith said its very rare it happens, the break, the way that it did), and i didint do anything. also computers crash.

When i was younger these sorts of things happenned a lot (and people would say i was really clumbsy).

Help!

I dont want to break other peoples things.

Anyone experience this and know how to deal with it?

We were born clumsy..

my dad used to bring home old radios and stuff.. I'd dismantle them, to the point they'd never go back together..

later I learned how to start putting stuff back together.. it's easy to dismantle, difficult to fix or build..