Weird.

[Warrior]

Am I more ascended then other individuals?
Like I seriously read replies to topics on here and even topics themselves,
and I just can't believe how self-centered and stupid they are.

I just can't believe this world in general.
We have created vast monuments yet they do not know about intelligent life beyond Earth.
Or even a different, more dominating intelligent life is actually the real 'rulers' of this Earth.

I'll just watch how people act.
How they behave.
What's considered bad and what's considered good.
What's 'cool' and what's not.

Even what is considered 'right'.

I have laid across train tracks, gone 'down the street' not 'across the road' with my forearm artery, attempted to hold my own breath, I have even overdosed on my mothers stash of sleeping pills all because I cannot stand how this World is. How shallow and ignorant these people are.

Yet I am here typing this message.
None of it killed me. So i've actually given up.
I've realized I am here for a reason. I don't believe in coincidences.

Yet this World continues to plunder itself.
Continues to grow tired and weak to really what is alive.
How it is meant to be.

Money? Work? Cigarettes?
The slaughtering of animals for fashion and for consumption, the mutilating of persons for 'science investigation', Religion for fucks sake!

We don't need any of this.
None of it.
The human race is that of a spiritual agenda, not a physical.
Not one that contains chains and regressive laws or rules.
I really could go on in this thread.
Even the way we act has killed a part of me.
I do understand if any hostile Aliens were to eliminate our race.
Good on 'em.

I just want to know if anybody else understands how much this destroys me inside? How disgusting it is. I shudder at the mere thought of it.

And yet if you don't understand where I am coming from,
and actually enjoy this world. The things in it. The functions and festivities it holds, do me a favor and not reply to this.

I have met enough close-minded fools to last a lifetime.

[beautifulmind]

Yeah I get where you are coming from. The way the world is now will not sustain. The reason you feel so disgusted and want to leave is because you see that a shift is needed and you know that deep down you are a part of that shift. Here is some good news if you have not become aware... the shift IS occuring and consciousness is evolving. In order to help it along we need to see all the things that trouble and disgust us and shine light on them. Light is information. It is not enough to get bogged down by them because then we become a part of them.

You are a warrior of the light. Recognize the dark as a catalyst and transcend it. I know it is what everyone is saying lately, but BE the change you want to see. It begins within each of us. So shine the light on yourself and reveal and look at all the parts of yourself that you are disgusted by. When you heal and find love = understanding for yourself, you will be able to send that vibration out all over the planet. Blessings.

[heartcurves]

I understand your frustration.
But not everyone has the ability to remove themselves from situations like that.
Unfortunately, the "perfect" world doesn't exist yet.
Give it time, patience.
You'll see the world you long to see.

[adonis777]

You´re too emotional,

drop it fast.

[starseed]

You´re too emotional,

drop it fast.

Agreed. I understand being frustrated with those who don't see things like you do. But I could also be frustrated right now, looking at the negativity YOU are choosing to see.

Does that make me better than you, or you better than them?

You choose the world you want to live in. I live in a beautiful world filled with amazing people, unimaginable joy and love, the deepest truth, and the most wonderful opportunities. And yet you live in the same world and choose to see it as a a horrid place.

You are looking at the bad instead of the beauty. The bad has to be there, it's a part of the beauty as much as the good is. That's life, my friend. Yin and Yang, up and down, round and round. Until you take a step back and look at the big picture, you won't see it, but once you do, I guarantee the failings of the world won't haunt you in this way anymore.

Perspective my love, perspective.

<3

[Ian]

Unfortunately, the "perfect" world doesn't exist yet.

I think the perfect world exists right now.

Happy New Year all :-)

[ExZakToNe]

I know this filling all to well. I don't hunt or eat meat. And this world dose sicken me and fill me with rage (if I let it.) This world is in need of chang. Most the world's people are stuck in worldly ways. It is sad. But there is a change happing and has been slowly for some time now. But it is speeding up. Moor and moor people are becoming and are being born. With a higher ((( EI ))) (((( emoshionl intelligenc's)))
This is the light, the truth, the ability to read and understand all things at a higher level.
But if you let this world fill you with hate, discous, and sickness. from its negitivety you will soon become what you hate about the world. So please try to focous more on the good things. (( every thought shakes the cosmos )) this is your frequencie (brain waves) a lot like a radio wave but much much more complex and packed full of much m,ore informashion that vibrate's all things around you. Your owen personale power to create. So if you are thinking negitive you will only creat negitive, making this world worse. And you are (( EI )) so you vibrate at a higher frequencie. Witch is a much more powerful creater. So tread softly if you wish to change this world for the better. I have a filling you already know all what I have just said.



We are ((EI)) we are change, we are the light that burn's with the truth.

[starseed]

I think the perfect world exists right now.

Happy New Year all :-)

Happy New Year to you Ian, and I absolutely agree!

People will see it when they are ready.

[StuRBz]

i totally agreee with everything you stated.

i myself hate this world, even myself...

that is why i have chosen to to not exist after this ascension...

once my spiritual journey is over and the world is happy i am going to find a way to erase my Consciousness.

wanna hear irony?..

i am working my a** for $60 a week to save enough money to buy myself a bottle of jack and a gun so i can wonder in the desert until i am far enough where no one will find me.

and
you can pretty much get the picture from there...

sadly my life has reason in this world too...havnt figured it out but

for some reason i havnt been allowed to make this step yet.

i mean i have the money i just dont look the age to buy a gun.

[starseed]

^That is the saddest thing I've ever read.


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[StuRBz]

Shouldnt be.

makes me sad..

to know that people out there have it worse than i do.

[Impalpable]

You can find balance in having extremeties through both opposites. I don't think you should be less emotional having high emotions can be a strong point you just need to find something to balance it.

People are self centered and stupid most people will use a place like this to get attention and feel special. Humanity is weak. I am happy to spend the rest of my life trying to help trying not to be dumb and certainly not to be self centered.

However if you think carefully as to why you posted this thread, really why you did, what do you think the answer is?

Because this thread just re confirms in me that humanity is all the horrible things you just said.

[adonis777]

The world isn´t going to change,

so you have to start looking for the reasons you are here?

to begin with.

[StillSane]

Wake up, you're still in the nightmare... and of course everything is centred around self, how else would it work?

[Warrior]

i totally agreee with everything you stated.

i myself hate this world, even myself...

that is why i have chosen to to not exist after this ascension...

once my spiritual journey is over and the world is happy i am going to find a way to erase my Consciousness.

wanna hear irony?..

i am working my a** for $60 a week to save enough money to buy myself a bottle of jack and a gun so i can wonder in the desert until i am far enough where no one will find me.

and
you can pretty much get the picture from there...

sadly my life has reason in this world too...havnt figured it out but

for some reason i havnt been allowed to make this step yet.

i mean i have the money i just dont look the age to buy a gun.

Hahaha.
That's not irony.
It's the same kind of scheme that I'd like to pull.
If this 2012 ascension does not take place,
and the world is far more chaotic and full of distaste as it is now in 2013,
I plan to find a very high building. A very high one.
Fate can't intervene then, can it?
I hate this place. The Earth is never going to heal until the human race changes. Also, it doesn't help I'd rather go back home then stay here until I die of old age. I wouldn't be able to stand it.

To Adonis777.
Yes. You may call me too emotional.
The fact that I remember where I come from and see where I am now actually makes me cry. It's killing me. Emotionally and physically.
I am not used to this place. I am not used to this negative way of life.
We are not free here. We are not led with love. Our needs are held in the lowest of intentions by the government. I am too emotional because I know how fucking corrupt and vicious this World is! I am not old, yet I have more scars then an 80 year old man. The things I have witnessed and been through in my short years shows me how this World is. What it's intent really is. Earth is far from grace. Far, far from it. And it is destroying me inside.
So sure, call me too emotional. I really don't care. I know what is, and I know what isn't.

To Starseed,
I do not CHOOSE to see the negative. I merely LOOK AROUND and it is THERE!
I love this Earth. I treat her as if she were my own Mother.
I know of the beauties this place holds. The fantastic plantation life, the wondrous array of all the animals that inhabit it. It's breathtaking.
I especially love to watch the sun rise, and the sun fall. There Earth's sky shines like no other. The pinks, blues, purples, reds, yellows and oranges that I see painted in the sky at dusk. I do love this World.
Yet when I say that. I mean Earth herself, not the humans inhabiting it.

I see these beauties and look in awe at them, knowing that they soon will become extinct like the rest the great life that used to be here.
Before Man had started taking down entire rain forests. Hunting and destroying thousands of species that used to live here. That used to call this place home. So yes, I do see the treasures this planet holds. Yet the very species that thinks they have everything right, everything 'perfect', is the one doing all the damage. I really have no idea why I chose to come here.

And to Ian,
the perfect world does not exist.
It hasn't for thousands of years.

Thankyou beautifulmind. You really do have a beautiful mind.

And no Exzaktone, I didn't know.
I do thankyou kindly for telling me although.
I felt your energy whilst reading it. It's given me a smile on my face.


Hoping a Grateful New Years to all.

[Thyrin]

I agree with you in some ways. One part of me hates the world that humans have created for themselves here. Another part of me knows how things can be different, how the world can be more than what it is right now and this part of me wants to fight for it with everything I have. That's the part of me that keeps me going, I have no interest at all in playing along in the world in its current state. I am unsure what I would do it nothing happens in 2012, this is because I am not sure of something will happen in 2012. I 'know' that a change is coming, it's like an instinctive feeling, but I can't say for sure its 2012. I can hope, though. And I can prepare.

[StuRBz]

it is irony...

because i am slaving just like everyone else, to survive...

but my goal is to kill myself...that is irony.

i literally work 7 days out of the week!@
because it is under the table...it isnt that stable of a job.
and i have to work for a complete douchbag who claims "the world owes him"

and has no real birds eye view of how the money is even coming in...

what i mean is he sees me as an affordable tool that allows him to jump city to city without having to contribute to society...

so if it is the same 'shceme'... then try it, try really working hard to just be able to kill yourself at the end of it.

then i assumed you to understand that you and i arent the only ones who feel like this...
in fact there is probably an 8 year old little girl who carries our same burden, if not bigger on her shoulders.

and this deeeply pisses me off inside...

[cjmax02]

I found out today there are less than 100 Maui dolphins left. This makes me so incredibly sad with humans.

The World is a terrible place full of injustice, but we can see this. But if we continue to moan about it and do nothing, we are that man who can see but who walks around with his eyes closed.

Don't kill yourselves. It's too much of a waste of beautiful, intelligent, gifted and intensely compassionate people. We are so few, we need each other.

[starseed]

The world isn´t going to change

The world changes when we change our minds.

I do not CHOOSE to see the negative. I merely LOOK AROUND and it is THERE!
I love this Earth. I treat her as if she were my own Mother.
I know of the beauties this place holds. The fantastic plantation life, the wondrous array of all the animals that inhabit it. It's breathtaking.
I especially love to watch the sun rise, and the sun fall. There Earth's sky shines like no other. The pinks, blues, purples, reds, yellows and oranges that I see painted in the sky at dusk. I do love this World.
Yet when I say that. I mean Earth herself, not the humans inhabiting it.

I see these beauties and look in awe at them, knowing that they soon will become extinct like the rest the great life that used to be here.
Before Man had started taking down entire rain forests. Hunting and destroying thousands of species that used to live here. That used to call this place home. So yes, I do see the treasures this planet holds. Yet the very species that thinks they have everything right, everything 'perfect', is the one doing all the damage. I really have no idea why I chose to come here.

You choose to focus on the negative. I see the negative too and consider it a part of the beautiful picture. That is the difference. I live in the same world, don't you realize?

the perfect world does not exist.
It hasn't for thousands of years.

Your opinion. Your choice. I'm sorry but this is truth. Change your mind, you change the Universe. YOU CHOOSE how you want to see the Universe. This is truth.

[Ian]

Plus it's all about contrast. Positive has no meaning without something to compare it to.

The fact that everything isn't "perfect" is what adds richness and texture to life.