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    Hi, I am 17 from the Saint Louis Area, United States.
    Originally from Kharkov, Ukraine.

    My name is Kseniya, which means wanderer or stranger in Greek, and that has always been my defining characteristic. I set out to look for this kind of a community, because truly I felt lonely. Of course, there are many people out there, but I have not met many who know and can understand what I am experiencing. So, I am reaching out...

    Since my childhood I've felt a strong guiding force within me, and with time I've learned to trust it . I am sensitive to other people's energies, which can be a blessing and a curse, since I still can't enjoy the African Tribe section of the Art Museum (many of the objects were cursed, many were used by powerful shaman, many had innocent blood spilled upon them). I have gotten headache's in many churches, which is where people expel their negative energies. I feel people.
    It is also wonderful though. I can heal, I am not yet experienced, but one day... Right now, I can feel a person's problem areas; I have a natural knack for massage. It's nice, I've been able to help family and friends with their physical pain.
    Though, I am not quite sure how to grow as a healer. Maybe I should just wait and follow where my guidance leads me. I will be grateful for any advice or suggestion.


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    hey fox!

    Welcome! I am so glad you found IS and I hope you learn and teach a lot of things here =]
    Sorry though, I am not from St. Louis
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    Welcome to IS!

    I'd love to see where Chiron is in your birth chart.
    ~earthling~

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    Quote Originally Posted by cjmax02 View Post
    Welcome to IS!

    I'd love to see where Chiron is in your birth chart.
    So, who's Chiron and how do we get my birth chart

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    Quote Originally Posted by foxlostinneverhood View Post
    So, who's Chiron and how do we get my birth chart
    hokay! -rubs hands- Chiron is an Asteroid, the wounded healer. (if you google 'chiron' you can easily find the mythology) Chiron's influence shows us where our greatest trials are, and in accepting and getting over them we grow.

    to get a free copy of your birth chart just google 'natal chart' and something should pop up. fill in your birth details as accurately as you can and if you can, save the image and post it up here. you may have to save the image on your hard drive and upload it to a hosting website before you can post it here, but if you let me have a squiz at it I should be able to tell you something interesting!
    ~earthling~

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    Will it matter than my name is russian, and first written in a cyrillic alphabet?

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    Quote Originally Posted by cjmax02 View Post
    hokay! -rubs hands- Chiron is an Asteroid, the wounded healer. (if you google 'chiron' you can easily find the mythology) Chiron's influence shows us where our greatest trials are, and in accepting and getting over them we grow.

    to get a free copy of your birth chart just google 'natal chart' and something should pop up. fill in your birth details as accurately as you can and if you can, save the image and post it up here. you may have to save the image on your hard drive and upload it to a hosting website before you can post it here, but if you let me have a squiz at it I should be able to tell you something interesting!
    Here it is
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    um...that's a little too small!!!
    ~earthling~

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    That one didn't come up too big, so this is the link.

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    Chiron Cancer 23.21
    Ceres Libra 24.51 R
    Pallas Virgo 6.02
    Juno Aquarius 0.55
    Vesta Gemini 19.30
    Fortune Aries 0.00
    South node Aries 0.00

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    yeah that chart doesn't actually show me where chiron is. and the numbers don't mean squat to me - I need to see the wheel before I can figure anything out.


    HOWEVER, if your chiron is in cancer, deep emotions well hidden by a tough exterior, I would say that your wound is feeling unloved. You need to take a look at the real you underneath your crabby shell and love thyself! Your healer very obvious in that you ARE a true healer - combined with a Taurus sun (touchy-feely sensual) I feel perhaps you should learn how to heal via touch, I think Reiki might be a good system for you.

    your rising sign/ascendant is Pisces, which means that people think you are incredibly sensitive. And truly, that is the kind of vibe you give me!

    I'm a Taurus sun too. We're just awesome.

    (my chiron is in gemini, the communicator. in my experience, I'll say something in absolute sincerity and it'll get blown back in my face, laughed at or used to really hurt me. however I'm a fantastic writer and it's my passion in life, I find it incredibly easy to talk to people and to express myself by writing..! The danger is saying too much.)

    Your pluto (death and rebirth, it's a VERY severe planet) is in direct opposition to your sun, so I feel that perhaps you are so dead-set on a pure and spiritual path it conflicts horribly with your Taurean urges to indulge in good food, expensive clothes and other items considered 'luxuries'.

    as someone who's never met you before, I would say that next time you're feeling crappy, think of the one thing you feel is totally sinful (ok, not SINFUL sinful, but wickedly indulgent, time wasting and totally unnecessary to a saintly life) and DO it. go ahead. pour half a bottle of chocolate sauce over your ice-cream. spend an hour in the bath with as much scented oil and candles as you can take.
    or, very very likely...(please don't be offended!) have sex. with the person you WANT to have sex with. an afternoon in bed is one of the most healing experiences you can have.
    ~earthling~

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    Quote Originally Posted by cjmax02 View Post
    yeah that chart doesn't actually show me where chiron is. and the numbers don't mean squat to me - I need to see the wheel before I can figure anything out.


    HOWEVER, if your chiron is in cancer, deep emotions well hidden by a tough exterior, I would say that your wound is feeling unloved. You need to take a look at the real you underneath your crabby shell and love thyself! Your healer very obvious in that you ARE a true healer - combined with a Taurus sun (touchy-feely sensual) I feel perhaps you should learn how to heal via touch, I think Reiki might be a good system for you.

    your rising sign/ascendant is Pisces, which means that people think you are incredibly sensitive. And truly, that is the kind of vibe you give me!

    I'm a Taurus sun too. We're just awesome.

    (my chiron is in gemini, the communicator. in my experience, I'll say something in absolute sincerity and it'll get blown back in my face, laughed at or used to really hurt me. however I'm a fantastic writer and it's my passion in life, I find it incredibly easy to talk to people and to express myself by writing..! The danger is saying too much.)

    Your pluto (death and rebirth, it's a VERY severe planet) is in direct opposition to your sun, so I feel that perhaps you are so dead-set on a pure and spiritual path it conflicts horribly with your Taurean urges to indulge in good food, expensive clothes and other items considered 'luxuries'.

    as someone who's never met you before, I would say that next time you're feeling crappy, think of the one thing you feel is totally sinful (ok, not SINFUL sinful, but wickedly indulgent, time wasting and totally unnecessary to a saintly life) and DO it. go ahead. pour half a bottle of chocolate sauce over your ice-cream. spend an hour in the bath with as much scented oil and candles as you can take.
    or, very very likely...(please don't be offended!) have sex. with the person you WANT to have sex with. an afternoon in bed is one of the most healing experiences you can have.
    hehe, that sounds like a wonderful idea . Things are a little tough on the sex thing at the moment... too much thought in his mind... And when I calm him... he falls asleep. So just waiting for a little less stress on his plate.
    There is no use trying, said Alice; one can't believe impossible things. I dare say you haven't had much practice, said the Queen. When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day. Why, sometimes I've believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast.
    ~ Lewis Carroll

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    Quote Originally Posted by foxlostinneverhood View Post
    hehe, that sounds like a wonderful idea . Things are a little tough on the sex thing at the moment... too much thought in his mind... And when I calm him... he falls asleep. So just waiting for a little less stress on his plate.
    -grins- well...I'm crude and rude and most of the time people love me for it, so here goes....

    go fuck yourself!


    -rofl!-
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    Hehe, I am hungry for him though... but who knows maybe that's a good idea.
    There is no use trying, said Alice; one can't believe impossible things. I dare say you haven't had much practice, said the Queen. When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day. Why, sometimes I've believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast.
    ~ Lewis Carroll

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    Quote Originally Posted by foxlostinneverhood View Post
    Hehe, I am hungry for him though... but who knows maybe that's a good idea.

    make love not war!! and yeah, -shrewd eyes- love yourself, honey. as a lass to a lass, there is NO virtue in being sexually frustrated. whatsoever.
    ~earthling~

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    Then I am off
    There is no use trying, said Alice; one can't believe impossible things. I dare say you haven't had much practice, said the Queen. When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day. Why, sometimes I've believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast.
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    -chortles all the way to the adult shop-
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