StuRBz, this is a interesting discussion. I would love to see what you base these opinions on. My soul does seem split at times between ancient ideas and the new ones here. I do have a fear of screwing up.
Sometimes I wake up in the middle of night thinking about stuff on this site.

I do not want a quarrel here. I want things to be good between us. There has to be something we have in common.
But I would rather you open a new thread or PM me. The fact that you interrupted this thread upsets me more than your opinions. It feels like you don't care or had no idea what this thread is about. This thread is about dissecting text to learn things. I learn best visually; from reading.
Hearsekid, Adongala, thank you for being respectful. Hopefully we can take up discussion of this somewhere else.
Thank you for your support, Visioneer. I think we are on the same wavelength. God's been there for me when nobody else hasn't. It feels easier for me to talk to God than other people.
Clear Blue Sky, that nihlism that Soloman believes in is very familar to me. It reminds me of Lovecraft's desire for oblivion. "For in oblivion there is no wish left unfullfilled."
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