I just found this site a couple of hours ago. I've been reading and finally decided to jump in. I'm in the Fort Worth area and been looking for an Indigo forum where people actually talk to each other, looks like I found it
I'm 30 years old and just found out a few days ago what "Indigo child" means. I guess you could imagine the rush of realization. I was reading a site called Breathing Rainbows. The owner of this site (Lorraine) is an awesome lady. All this time wondering what the hell is wrong with me. I've known for as far back as I can remember that I was different. My parents went through hell with me or maybe I should say that I went through hell with them...lol. nevertheless, I've known all along, just didn't understand why. I started anti-depressants in 2001 with serifem and now I've tried everything there is including anxiety meds. Docs won't even give me xanax because I took a 30 day supply in a week and the funny thing is...I functioned as if I had taken nothing, felt great.
Now, I take paxil and buspar. I tried to get off the meds a month ago and got really sick. So now I'm back on them. I can't hold down a job...haven't worked in two years, but that's mainly due to katrina. My daughter and I lived in Mississippi from 2003-2005. I left to try and start a new life, thought that was what I needed. Well, maybe it was the hurricane I needed. It's what has brought me to where I am today. Here.
I experience Deja'Vu, phsycic attacks, seeing the unseen, knowing what someones going to say before they say it, knowing what's going to happen before it happens, what you call a feeler (I know there's another name for that, just don't know what it is) and lights going out.
My family doesn't understand me and I don't have any friends...so hopefully this will be the turn in my life.
Thanks for Listening