Proof!!

[chrythys]

Has anyone ever felt the need to prove yourself?
I have probably said this a million times, but my family is so skeptical it's crazy! Sometimes I feel like the only way to get to someone like that, is to show them things they feel is impossible.
I want to be able to move things with my mind & alter reality. Anything that can say "look at how amazing God has made everyone".I know that gift is not for convincing, but I want my family to have options, & knowledge about our future. I know it's their choice to grow, but it worries me that I can't get through to them. We are not supposed to be afraid or teach fear, but everytime they hear about 2012 on t.v., they freak out! I try to ease their worries and I have had to break down some serious knowledge, but I get looked at as a gullible, ignorant person who has lost it to some cult crap.
I have all these answers & knowledge, but I can't share info with anyone except you guys.
Iv'e heard that you can awaken someone by just being around them & spreading that conciousness, but I think I'm broke or something, cause ain't nothing happen in this family. (I'm kidding around, yet serious). Everything has a divine order to it, but here I ago again with my ADD impatience. I know I'm not the only one that feels this way. ...or am I ?


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[iti]

why do you need to prove it too them?

If you have those abilities then good on you. Keep on developing them.

[chrythys]

I don't know why, other than the fact that the earth is starting to evolve, and I want my family to come along for the ride. I usually don't care about understanding, but sometimes when weird things happen, I want to confide and share with people (especially family). I use to keep everything in, and that messed up my body & affected my health. We are here to teach & help others to evolve. No not by force, but by knowledge, experience, and love.
I know one of my task here on earth is to help people to see the truth, to recognize their purpose, & see who we & God really are. I have almost become a hermit, who can't be around my own family, due to the things that happen to me. They began thinking I'm nuts, and they push me away. If ain't in the Bible they don't want to hear it!
In all honesty, I really care more about my mother knowing, than anyone else.

[sshenry]

I don't know why, other than the fact that the earth is starting to evolve, and I want my family to come along for the ride. I usually don't care about understanding, but sometimes when weird things happen, I want to confide and share with people (especially family). I use to keep everything in, and that messed up my body & affected my health. We are here to teach & help others to evolve. No not by force, but by knowledge, experience, and love.
I know one of my task here on earth is to help people to see the truth, to recognize their purpose, & see who we & God really are. I have almost become a hermit, who can't be around my own family, due to the things that happen to me. They began thinking I'm nuts, and they push me away. If ain't in the Bible they don't want to hear it!
In all honesty, I really care more about my mother knowing, than anyone else.

Chrythys, I hear you, I do, and I understand what you're feeling. You care about your family, and you want them to know what you know, feel it as real - just as you do.

My family is much the same way...not only my mother, aunts and cousins who absolutely refuse to believe anything that goes against the bible, but my husband, who always wants logical and rational proof - something he can hold in his hands and say "ah, yes, that is what this is".

I know that you think you're not making a difference, but you are! Just by being yourself, by continuing to believe what you believe in spite of their pressure, by loving them, caring about them, and sending them positive words and energy.

I know that right now it seems hopeless, but one day they will remember something that you told them, something that you said, it's like right now you're sowing the seeds. Some will take root - some won't. Fact is, you don't know what you do or say (or don't do or say) that will one day make the most difference in someone's life

[builderofcastles]

You do so because you want to feel accepted, understood and loved.

Prove? You cannot prove anything.
Scientists have incorrectly stated, seeing is believing.
Unfortunately, it is not true.
Believing is seeing, is true.

One of the worst examples of showing a power.
Lets say you have the ability to affect the past.
So you tell someone this. And they dare you to do it.
And so you do.
And then?
The person in front of you doesn't remember the other past.

If they do not believe you can teleport. You could teleport
right in front of them, and they will:
Look away at the correct moment.
Blink.
Believe you were never there.
Get their eyes checked
Form a mental tumor that gives them hallucinations.

A real world example.
A man and wife were on the side of the road (for some reason, I believe car stalling)
The wife sees a UFO come down, land, and little gray aliens come out.
The husband sees a school bus and children.

We love and care and do our very best to understand.
Be well Chrythys

BuilderOfCastles

[Sephish]

I wish you the best of luck with that... I've done stuff right in front of my parents but they still don't really accept it... Just don't give up on them if you care about them... They'll come around eventually but you can't really force it upon them...

[chrythys]

Thanks !
This is all really good advice.
SShenry, I think what you said is a great reminder, I do tell them things anytime I see oppurtunity on the subject, that is brought up. One day they might remember and come to me. I will have to hold back in epressing the "I told you so".
Sometimes you want to share things with family. I don't really care about what others think, but when it comes to my family, everytime they freak out or believe something that harms them, I just want to remove that worry. I have had family fuss at me just for being sick, and they pushed me away as a child. I began to hold things in and remove myself from them, just so they wouldn't say hurtful things, that set off my sickle-cell pains, caused by emotions. This makes me sad to talk about it, but when I finally told them what they were doing, things started to change. I now would like to open up and say what is going on with me & the world. At least make my mother understand, since she is who I go to with problems. I show or tell her things, she then says "Maybe something is wrong with you, or maybe you should go to a psycholigist!" When I think about what she says, I feel myself going back to how I use to be, a hermit. (I get judged & teased about that as well).
What do you do when It's mandatory to have them understand what's happening with you? I threw all my gifts away as a child, because I was scared & nobody believed me. When you have an illness like mine, you have to be careful with what you hold inside. Some of these things that happen to me, is weird & scary. I do want to evolve, don't get me wrong, but I wonder if I am seeing something paranormal or spiritual, or is something I see & feel, the sign of another illness I have. I shouldn't doubt myself or question my own reality, but I must figure it out. Some of these things , are things that other Indigos don't experience or don't understand. My eye doctor says that what I see could be floaters caused by eye problems, but not all experiences I see are eye floaters. I mean auras,Lights flashing, orbs, beings, and Visions, that's not a freaking eye floater. Doctors and their scientific explanations is annoying!
It sucks to have everyone make fun of your experiences or calls you gullible if you read explanations from other Indigos or people who work with them.
In high-school, I looked at a friend and saw his death playout before me, but because I was afraid of being judged or didn't trust my intuition, I said nothing. This boy was killed just as I saw it. I have seen alot of deaths that wound up happening. I don't know maybe I'm being sensitive right-now, but I'm stuck, and I will never give up on family. God forbid I see something that really happens, but I don't tell them in fear of them ignoring or ridiculing me!
I honestly wish someone would tell me what I'm going through, but most people charge for you to get in-depth explanations.
Being an Indigo is amazing, but the things we go through is unreal & stressful.

[cjmax02]

I'm not feelin' so good with the putting the words together and making the sense today...

-hug!-

but you've got my love, butterfly!

[builderofcastles]

Okay, this is going to be painful. But I am going to tell you a lot of things
of your future. Usually I would like to approach this gently, and over time,
however you are on the edge of self destruction. You are trying to hold
onto an anchor headed for the bottom of the sea.


Your mother does not understand you. She is... leading you on.
She honestly cares about you. If you said these same things to a 'normal'
psychologist, he would act just like your mother, and be nice and smiling
right up to the point he forcefully puts you on medication. (or worse)
If your mother didn't care about you, that is what would happen talking
with her. And because your mother is concerned about you, you may soon
find yourself talking to one of those 'normal' psychologist.

Imagine yourself sitting in a comfortable chair. You are talking to a man
who seems like he is listening to you intently and being very friendly,
and your gut telling, no SCREAMING AT YOU, RUN.


You are going to need to let go of your family.
If you do not let go, you go down with them.
If you let go, you will be ok, and they will be ok.
And usually, they will become more aware.
My mother only took 40 years, but now I can kinda talk to her.


You shouldn't doubt yourself, however, you MUST doubt your reality.
Your reality is not real. You are looking at the dream, that you call
reality, through despair colored glasses. So, not only is your reality
not real, it is very very distorted.

You have been programmed by everything to accept boundaries and
constraints that are not real. Take a room in your high school.
In that room is 20 teenagers and a teacher? Not even close.
There are about 21 teenagers, 300 angels & guides, 42 spirits, 6 memories (kinda like ghosts)
2 nymphs, 400 some lesser demons. And that is at the current moment.
You have access to other moments.

That is real (or closer to real then the so call 'reality' you are being
force fed)


Now death. Death is just a doorway, do not concern yourself with
the thoughts that you NEEDED to stop it. It is just fine to do nothing
about what you see.

Often, the best thing to do in such situations is remind the person to
tell their loved ones what they haven't been telling them.

If you want to stop them from dieing at that junction,... it is an immense
amount of work. You see, death isn't a happening. It is not that that
boy is going to walk into an intersection at 4:30 and get struck by a car.
His futures actually look like
3:50 meeting with a sharp post and gravity
4:30 meeting with a car at intersection
4:31 meeting with bus going other way
5:15 choking on a hamburger
5:25 slip in bathroom stall

If you want to stop this dieing, you have to remove his calling for death.
It is an energetic attractor that is calling out to death encounters to meet up.
It can be as easy as readjusting their perspective. "Hey look, did you know
Julie really likes you?" They were depressed and look at nothing but gray,
now they have a different focus.

You will have to work with your skills and perceptions on this.
Do not despair. A true, but a bit morbid (from your current perspective)
fact is that these people are coming into your awareness to train you
with your perception. Not that they are dieing for you, they are just
including you in their death.


You will give up on your family, and in doing so, you will gain your family.

Now you are about to rocket upwards. Bringing your family with
you would break you and them. As in, you have been trying to get them
to move an inch. Just one little inch, and you are about to go from 0 to 60
in 3.5 seconds. You should be hitting the sound barrier this year.

Reality is about to blur and change around you. Trying to hold on to
what you were "programmed" to believe is reality will make a smear out
of you. (many have done so, IS has lots of stories)

You are on a sacred journey. We love to help. Ask lots of questions

Be at peace

BuilderOfCastles

[Shawnon]

The experience is the evidence. If they haven't experienced it yet, they probably can't understand what you are saying. I usually suggest The Celestine Prophecy in such situations. Also, maybe you're not the person that's supposed to trigger their awakening. Maybe you're just 'priming' them for when this happens.

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[chrythys]

Wow I never imagined so much depth & knowledge.
Builderofcastles
I every now and again go through this struggle, until I or someone else reminds me of this. I don't blame myself for peoples death, I was just looking at my reflection in highschool, where I lacked confidence in what I see & know. I know I can't stop someone's death from happening, and I'm not in fear of it. It's just I came so far from childhood, as a person who was scared & insecure about my gifts, and was afraid of being fussed at or judged because of my belief & talents. I am no longer worried about what others think of me, I'm going to do me either way & they know that.
But sometimes I start thinking about my path in life, and have I done what I set out to do. I can be a free spirit or a vunerable danty perfectionist, who is obsessed with growth & knowledge (hints the reason why I am drawn to butterflies) We are who we are, and I am known for starting things, but not finishing them. This feeling leads me to feel like a failure, even though I'm not, and I know I'm not. I am in love with helping others, and sometimes I want to be the one that makes a huge difference in other people's life. You can't save everyone, and it's their choice to listen or not. However when it comes to my family, I do not want to continue on being the hermit with a fear of people. I was always considered the screw up, gullible, weird, little sickling. I finally have that, "who cares what others think" feeling, and quick to stand up for what I believe in. And since I wasn't close to my family, I wanted to change that, and be completely open with all I am & can do. We are not supposed to deny ourselves, and I feel if I can't be the whole me, good or bad, in front of others,then I'm denying who I am. I've done that too long, and that could be the reason why I'm obsessed with presenting the whole me.
I understand what you are saying, but my spiritual/ personal growth is so important to me, that is why I feel sharing my experience is important, when it comes to my family. I will never let them take me away, or go down with them. I do feel like if they knew certain things, I won't have to hear the bitching & complaing i get with how I do things. I can't let them stress me out, because they think I'm doing nothing with my life & have a psychotic problem. I will not let anyone bring me down, I can only see up through out my journey, and will find out whats up with me if I feel I'm going down. This is why I wrote this post, because I need to figure out how to complete my life's journey into ascension, and hear everyone's oppinion. I'm am not to be programmed to believe anything, I have stayed firmly in my own belief, that I searched for within me & my life, regardless of anyone's oppinion.
Over the years I have prayed hard to find out what I can use my knowledge & talents for, and how to help others in this world. I always got feedback about certain life lessons, dealing with me standing up for what I believe in & the ability to stand up and teach the truth within us. I also get that in life , my challenge is to express & help family to be open minded, and aware, that not everything that happened or will happen, is in the Bible.

I appreciate your view builderofcastles, you always come with it in your replies!

Thanks guys I feel better about my situation, but you must admit, our journey is filled with discovery of our true self & helping peeople with their own. We all have a light in us, and we must shine everywhere we go. We are Individuals, but still one. What I do, say, & think will effect me & all of humanity. That Lemurian conciousness in me believes in evolution of mankind, lies oneness. We don't force our beliefs, and we live it & soon others follow. This is still hard to do, we as Indigos are the light & truth to the world & it's beautiful future. Yet some of us give up & keep to ourselves the knowledge in which we are to remember & share. God needed us to change the world, and It starts within us and spreads to all we meet.