Indigo Children: The Unveiling: Adult Transition from Indigo to Octarine/Crystal

[IndigoPhoenixWarrior2012]

It starts with a vague feeling of something not quite being 'right'. Sounds are harsher on the ears, you find yourself avoiding your once-beloved candle shop because the scents are so over powering. The mall, once a wonderful Temple of Temptations, has become the ninth circle of hell, as have many other public venues. Noise and crowds now drive you away, rather than excite and attract you. Your 'been-there, done-that' passport is completely filled, and nothing really thrills you any more. It's mindless kiddie stuff now.


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Anyone else felt like this yet?

Certain friendships
begin to drift, to dissolve, as your interests change and shift. Your home becomes your refuge and sanctuary, and your solitude becomes sacred. You might even end a relationship to achieve this solitude, but you never feel lonely. The TV and radio are off more than they are on, and popular music seems to be vapid and empty to your now extremely sensitive ears. Suddenly, you feel no anxiety in telling offensive and obnoxious people where to get off, and meaning it. Your moods become the stuff of legend. Sounds almost like menopause, but it isn't. You have bursts of creativity, and bursts of total laziness and disinterest.

Food becomes a challenge: what you once loved, you now hate, and processed food suddenly seems toxic to you- or at least your body believes so judging by its reactions. You might start getting odd rashes, having allergic reactions to formerly benign things, having nap attacks, and feeling swimmy in the head. You begin to believe that you are a walking collection of mysterious aches, pains, cramps, spasms and numbness. Sleep is erratic, with vivid dreams- especially if you've had an alcoholic beverage before bedtime. Your sex drive may flip-flop. Visits to your doctor reveal nothing.



Religion no longer satisfies- even if you are devout, you might cease getting anything out of the services or rituals you've practiced for years. If you had spiritual contacts, the connection may seem altered, or the mental 'handshake' you were accustomed to having confirming the connection may vanish. A little probing will reveal that you now have an 'always-on' broadband quality connection with Spirit, and spiritual things that you struggled to master before- including certain meditative exercises- become effortless. Best of all, the quality of your spiritual connection becomes almost pristine, without the usual 'noise' you had to struggle through to communicate.

You might find yourself changing light bulbs more often, or having to contend with the sudden failure of a favorite electronic gadget. Computers might suddenly either hate or love you, and very sensitive electronic instruments may go haywire in your presence. Small kids and animals may react violently to your presence, and you may have to carefully remake your acquaintance with pets.



What is happening? Are you turning into an eccentric curmudgeon? Or- god forbid- a 'Carrie'? No, you are transiting from your Indigo stage to your Octarine/Crystal stage. You've undergone the trials and tribulations of life, had your hard knocks and educational experiences, built your inner self-confidence and learned about your capabilities. Now it is time to get down to your real mission in life.

[Anasazi]

These are just names. It's all energy. It's all One. Let me know when you see a portal of energy and you can transform as the One. Then you will have to come up with another word. A word for Oneness. Power? Let's coin one now and be the first to come up with more tags we can put on people.

[itisall]

Hi IndigoPhoenoixWarrior2012,

I have experienced similar things to what you are experiencing. I am not completely sure what is happening either.

I am not an Indigo child turning Octarine, but an Alpha Indigo, born in 1960. I have recently discovered that I am an Alpha Indigo, although I always knew for a fact that I was different, and had a mission of sorts. I just never knew what "exactly" it was. I am still trying to figure that out. This site is helping a lot.

My life went on pretty normal, (if there is a "normal"), for years, until recently. Everything seems to have been in an upheaval.

Over the last year and a half, things have been, well, let's just say, miserable! People that used to like me, or at least pretended to, (you know how people are), suddenly hated me! It was oh too obvious. Their actions were hideous! These were people I worked with. I finally left and found another job. Thank goodness, so far, everything is going fine with my new coworkers.

And friends that I had made recently, turned on me too. Thank goodness my family has stuck by me. If anything, we have become closer.

I guess all we can do is take it one day at a time. Each day seems to reveal more answers. And, as Anasazi says, it's all "energy. It's all one." I agree with that.

I think we just need to focus on using our new found energy and skills in a productive way.

[sshenry]

Pheonix - itisall - I don't know if this will help, but here is my experience with the kinds of changes you are talking about...
http://indigosociety.com/indigo-tran...ctarine-t2389/

and Anasazi - you areright, it IS just labeles...because I feel that each person has the potential to become...more.

[Adalis]

I share some of the symptoms that are associated with becoming Crystal but this didn't start until after the Ascension kicked in. And I'm still Indigo, of that I'm sure. And what would be the point of changing anyway? Indigos already have some of their abilities, the way I figure, we can have them all without shifting.

[Chinmoku]

I have many of those symptoms. but I don't even know the colour of my aura...sigh.
I've been told it's blue, blue with red and green, totally white...wish I could see it for myself.

Anyway, I have problems with my computer, mp3 player and so on...when I'm at a friend's house, their internet slows down or computer starts acting like it's gone insane. It really hurts me since I love all kinds of electronic stuff...excluding cell phones. Also, I am currently HATING my cell because of the fact that someone disturbes my peace all the time! Ring ring this, ring ring that *pulls hair*. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaa just leave me alone, I don't care about your stupid problems!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My body seems to be breaking down. My stomach hurts daily, I can't eat any milk products nor drink cola/coffee. All food tastes just weird, nothing is like it's supposed to! I haven't had my period in two months and before that there was a total pause which lasted for over three months. I'm basically healthy, have been tested for everything many times but there's nothing wrong, it seems. Also, my wisdom teeth have started to crumble and there are pieces missing from the upper jaw ones...the latest one fell off yesterday, exactly three weeks after the other tooth on my upper jaw had the same problem. Tomorrow I'm having them pulled out anyway but...just weird. At least to me.

Last but not least, my beloved gift of lucid dreaming is fading away . I've had it since I was a child so it's painful. I've been given new, much powerful gifts instead, but I'm not used to them yet and they are not exactly "fun"...flying in the sky and casting magic was my idea of fun :P.

Ps. My eyes have changed their colour. I have a light brown spot on the other one (has been for years, also my father had it) and now there is a bit similar, more yellow one in the other eye...this started right after I experienced my third eye opening a little.

[MissBeehavin]

Ps. My eyes have changed their colour. I have a light brown spot on the other one (has been for years, also my father had it) and now there is a bit similar, more yellow one in the other eye...this started right after I experienced my third eye opening a little.

I noticed an eye colour change to a few weeks ago. If there is one trait that my mother's family is known for it is "Sh*t brown" Lynn eyes, as my auntie puts it. I noticed that my eye colour is changing to a amber/hazel colour, Like when I have been crying really hard.


Hummmmmmm
~B

[Chinmoku]

I noticed an eye colour change to a few weeks ago. If there is one trait that my mother's family is known for it is "Sh*t brown" Lynn eyes, as my auntie puts it. I noticed that my eye colour is changing to a amber/hazel colour, Like when I have been crying really hard.


Hummmmmmm
~B

MissBeehavin, great post!! I laughed so hard reading that "trait"-part..!
I noticed my son also seems to have yellow in his right eye, oh dear...
When I cry, my eyes turn into pretty, deep turquoise. That's the colour I'd like to have (or purple, either one will do) all the time in my eyes.

[Chinmoku]

Oh dear...I had some chocolate and a slice of pizza before going to bed and woke up exactly two hours later nearly throwing up. I had horrible nightmares about someone trying to kill me with injections and snakes. Everyone was out to get me and my "group" (the place in my dream was kinda like campus or so) wanted me out for opening the door to a black guinea-pig(!) who then ran away while the cages were being cleaned.

I've been struggling for nearly two hours with this horrible nausea. I get this sometimes if I eat too much candy or so, but hey, a 100g of chocolate covered fruits and a slice of pizza??

It's middle of winter and the air is freezing but the only thing helping a bit is the frozen night air. Wind is my companion indeed...my bedroom is filled with cold, cold air and I still feel so sick...my stomach is totally upset...yuck.

I'm starting to belive I should stay away from processed food and milk products especially. I'm not sure why I wrote this in here instead of my blog, but maybe...just maybe...I'm changing my colour.

[existencebeyondexperience]

i had such an experience beginning about a year ago. i embarked on a quest for transcendental awakening, and have succeeded beyond my expectations. i haven't stopped, since there has been no limit reached yet.

i hate leaving my house for the simple reason that only a small handfull of people locally understand me or at least don't mock me for being as 'eccentric' as i am.

i went to a therapist for a while but she started pulling seemingly fake diagnoses out of the woodwork just to be able to fill in a diagnosis on the bureaucratic documentation to get my therapy covered. i may go back, once i understand more of this phenomenon and can control my mouth when i'm there.

before last year, this was my life: operating under the assumption that i was the same person whose body i inhabit, i had always struggled with social interaction, anxiety and self-image.

in the last year, i have lost drastic weight from gallbladder surgery, found enlightenment, found out i was born that way anyway, and then began to feel out my potential and capabilities. this all led to a realization that i am not like anyone else i have ever met before.

my best friend, who i met last year, is a synaesthete and her insight has brought further illumination to my own mysteries.

about a month ago, i began to hone my connection to the lower and higher selves, and their origins within the universal consciousness. this process led to proof in my mind that this is a waking dream and i have more control over it than i was told i did. lately, transcending my body and receiving messages from the lower (subconscious) self have become frequent.

i've tried talking to people about this, but the brainwashing the rest of the world seems to be caught up in makes them try and refute me. i know what i know, i understand what i understand, and i feel like this world as it is holds very little for me, besides music.

i've been trying to use this ability to summon information beyond my own understanding to write a book or song or something to get these ideas out, but the zeitgeist is strong and most people seem to think their ignorant bliss in the messy world of today is better than the truer happiness of understanding exactly why none of those things people concern themselves with even matter.

in about a month i will be 29 in body, more like 21 in soul. i'm hoping my body's saturn return this year will shed some light on this for me, and finding this forum is definitely a part of that.

now, i am seen as tall and slender, instead of medium height and pudgy. i stopped attending to my self image when i realized the self is nothing but a point of reference on a space time graph in the mind. i stopped interacting with this society and culture except for what is required to survive. i devote almost all of my free time to music and expanding consciousness to understand how to use this to better the lives of everyone, and therefore my own by default.

problem is, as i said, nobody seems to want change, so i'm presently searching for a way to shift the world dream without anyone noticing, but i'm very unsure as to how to do that, and how to focus enough energy to accomplish it.

my question is, with this newfound level of awareness and the realization that i am far from being the only one, how do we take this world and reshape it to suit everyone and not just the super rich people and their lackeys with weapons and laws?

[Chinmoku]

Existencebeyondexperience , that was one beautiful post. Thank you...

[bella]

existencebeyondexperience I have also felt the world is brainwashed. I feel ya on the gallbladder. I had to have my gallbladder removed last year. I had never been more sick in my life. I lost about 10pounds afterward. I didn't even realize how crappy I felt, till I got that thing out of me. ehhh. I can relate to lot of what was said above. I have no friends now. I gave them all up and I feel better for it now. I outgrew them. They all seem to only care about drinking every weekend. I love to stay at home. I find a ton of stuff to do and it doesn't bother me. Now meditation has become important. I get cranky if I can't meditate. It's a process, I know it will get better.

[existencebeyondexperience]

bella, i'm glad i'm not alone in this. i only learned of indigo, etc. last night and already everything is changing around me. not physically, but i feel alignment occurring beyond that.

i'm a solitary creature right now, but i have felt this is a dormant metamorphosis that i'm waiting to emerge from. my original self will return soon, and then i should have the answers i need.

i have the most terrible time with technology in the last ten or so years. cell phones refuse to serve my purposes, and i almost couldn't register here because the internet machine i use gave nothing but errors and refused to acknowledge an email account i've had active for twelve years, so i had to reactivate another old one to access the forum. [edit]i forgot to mention that hotmail conveniently remembered that cheesegodbob has not, nor will ever delete that email box, only after i successfully made my first forum post.[/edit]

my experience has been that there are several ways to unlock this potential. i doubt any of them are kosher by the TOS on here, but suffice it to say, if it makes you see sparkles or the walls melt, knowing what to look for and how to look for it unveils much of the truth behind this existence.

as long as you love unconditionally (whether or not anybody else knows this is irrelevant), the process is not as painful, tedious or prolonged as it seems. overcome the first hurdle and you find yourself at the finish line waiting for your memories of the race to catch up with your consciousness.

i have about a year's worth of musings on this idea, without ever knowing what indigos and octarines and the other colors represented, but it all puts it into perspective now.

my suggestion is to find an appropriate work by myself or someone else to inspire fresh ideas within yourself and write them out. share them for free and continue the process. crystals have to grow into place, so to speak, so i think the seemingly viral nature of consciousness has a strong hand in the propagation of this new paradigm.

i'm antsy to see what the world can become when the old ways become a history rather than a way of life, as it should already be.

http://www.xanga.com/ithinkyoucanseeherkidneys is my blog, and all i've posted in the last year has been inner dialogue written out so i can see the words for the impressions i have received. also quite a bit of channeling interspersed. hope it sheds light for anyone who reads it. feel free to comment or message with your own insights. i welcome that.

[bella]

I tried to read your blog, but this work computer has it blocked. I'll read it later, this weekend, at home. Welcome to IS.

[Celticknot]

Lol...is that what we're called, Alpha Indigos..? Alpha bits of me....

The mall thing and the food thing resonated with me. The mall noises--the space in the mall seems to amplify all that energy. I get real pissy at a mall. I thought it was just my senstivity to noise in general. The food thing got me though, I swear if I dont' stick to just meat and certain veggies my body goes toxic. Its like food exhausts me instead of energizes me. When people ask why I don't eat bread I tell them it gives me a hangover. So does sugar.

Really weird though...about 2005 I started looking younger.... like when I was thirty five I looked thirty five. Now I'm 43 an I look 32...I always said I get more juvenile and immature the older i get but I didn'tknow it would be taken so seriously.

There's a lady in town, she's older maybe early sixties. Her blood is turning crystalline, freaks the doctors out. A homeopathic noticed it and the regualr mds claimed she must have uric poisoning. She's fine, she has crystal blood is all. I wonder what her DNA is looking like these days. She channels angels like crazy. Like you walk into a room where's she as and its wall to wall angels stretching off into the distance. Very strange, a 10 by 10 room inhabited by what seems millions of angels, it looks like an optical illusion.

[starseed]

I went through a lot of this stuff last summer/fall and a little bit this year too. I think I am through most of the "crystal transition" now, because all of my traits are aligned more with crystal traits than indigo ones now. Of course, to say my "transition" is over, would be crazy because we are all constantly growing and transitioning. But I do feel most of that major crazy shift has passed for me and I've settled comfortably into a new place.

Really weird though...about 2005 I started looking younger.... like when I was thirty five I looked thirty five. Now I'm 43 an I look 32...I always said I get more juvenile and immature the older i get but I didn'tknow it would be taken so seriously.

The same thing is happening to me kinda. Learning how to take good care of my body and healing from disease is helping too. I hope I look 32 at 43! I'm 26 but I think I look younger and better than I did at 22.

Another weird thing that's happened to me: my skin changed somehow. I used to get tan and it would last probably half a season if I stopped going in the sun. Now I get a tan, and if I don't go back in the sun for 2-3 days my skin turns back to white. WTF! I got all tan in asia and noticed that.. like Id have a day without going out and my skin would be fading. Now I've been back like a week and a half and my skin is as white as before I left, tan lines completely GONE. And I was baking in the sun most days over there so for awhile I was keeping up some pretty brown skin.

Ghostly white again. So weird.

[Rigel]

Yes, started the transition from Alpha Indigo to Octarine in early 2009. I had no idea what was happening to me. At one point thought I was losing my mind. My senses were heightened to a level I never imagined. I experienced a lot of what you described. Now I am comfortable at this level and searching for those who are at the same level. It can be lonely when no one can relate to what I am experiencing.

Namaste

[MysticalJazz]

So much of this resonates and it's been going on for quite awhile, though many of the shifts are in place or have simmered down. One lingering experience sometimes bothers me: When others continue to speak to the "old me." Or they complain that I've changed. What can you do?

Yes, it can be lonely at times.

[h0bby1]

Certain friendships
begin to drift, to dissolve, as your interests change and shift. Your home becomes your refuge and sanctuary, and your solitude becomes sacred. You might even end a relationship to achieve this solitude, but you never feel lonely. The TV and radio are off more than they are on, and popular music seems to be vapid and empty to your now extremely sensitive ears. Suddenly, you feel no anxiety in telling offensive and obnoxious people where to get off, and meaning it. Your moods become the stuff of legend. Sounds almost like menopause, but it isn't. You have bursts of creativity, and bursts of total laziness and disinterest.

Food becomes a challenge: what you once loved, you now hate, and processed food suddenly seems toxic to you- or at least your body believes so judging by its reactions. You might start getting odd rashes, having allergic reactions to formerly benign things, having nap attacks, and feeling swimmy in the head. You begin to believe that you are a walking collection of mysterious aches, pains, cramps, spasms and numbness. Sleep is erratic, with vivid dreams- especially if you've had an alcoholic beverage before bedtime. Your sex drive may flip-flop. Visits to your doctor reveal nothing.

i've been and am still exactly into this lol had everything in this not being too much religious and didn't notice anything with the electronics, but all those part feel 100% correct for me lol didn't evn thought to go a doctor cause i knew it would reveal nothing or probably lot of things that a doctor could find as an explanation and give me i dunno what traitement that will be useless lol

[Domas]

existencebeyondexperience I have also felt the world is brainwashed. I feel ya on the gallbladder. I had to have my gallbladder removed last year. I had never been more sick in my life. I lost about 10pounds afterward. I didn't even realize how crappy I felt, till I got that thing out of me. ehhh. I can relate to lot of what was said above. I have no friends now. I gave them all up and I feel better for it now. I outgrew them. They all seem to only care about drinking every weekend. I love to stay at home. I find a ton of stuff to do and it doesn't bother me. Now meditation has become important. I get cranky if I can't meditate. It's a process, I know it will get better.

Vomiting and nausea are the other common gall bladder surgery side effects that are found in many people. Liquid foods taken after surgery may cause nausea.