I don't feel the same as i was 2000 and when i was younger, i was hyper and more active, now im quiet and reserved, like i feel like im a robot, i have no emotions, but i do, i usaully smile on some ocassions, when something is funny or when i sense that, that person is a good person, with a good spirit, i uesed to smile all the time when i was younger, now its like i have no emotions what so ever, i feel so calm, and when all the negative people and all this excitement comes around, im weird is like im an outkast from the group that having all the fun, i don't laugh at stupid jokes, i care for the sick and the suffering, i don't talk about random stuff, except important things that are occuring on earth today, i only like talking about stuff that interest me, but am open to others opinion but give fierce criticism, i just feel like a aliennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, but what does a alien feel like, i just feel like i know everything, and it should be talked about, but then i feel that i don't know anything, it just comes at certain times. whats happening to me, like my mom complains about stupid ass people at her job and everyday life and talk about people, i listen but with no emotion what so ever, and i don't care to respond, is useless, i think that its human annoyance, i don't like human ignorance i tend to stray from it, but i do have my days when i am tempted, because im human, but feel that there is something trying to come out of me, take me over, and when it happens i feel like a outkast from society, and i like clothing, and food, and i would like to be in a relationship, and do all the things young people are doing, but i can't beacause im not like the normal people, i have to except that i am werid., i feel like lifting others up, but i can't lift myself up, i feel stuck, my purpose isn't being fullfilled, because of this fuxn society, im struggling. somebody help meeeeee
sorry for the long overhaul.., i hope you can understand what i mean, sometimes it doesn't come out right because ihave lots to say, and can't continue writing, thats why i write stories
and the weird fuxn thing is, that i can stand and star at you like forever like a snake, reminds me of reptilian, not saying anything by it, but i am observing the human conditions, every move or emotion that comes out, i just stare and when i listening ill talk but when i don't feel like it, i walk away. i feel im drawn to the important subjects, i need to know about the world, and whats going on with my planet....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, humans are destroying it, and if i have to kill a few i will!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im starting to get the feeling that there are monsters out there and they recognize me somehow, but how. they know me, what i can sense is that i have ran into some very dangerous beings, or people out there who know that i can sense them, bu the most dangerous thing is that we are all human and they we have to stay under cover so that no one finds us out, its like were at war with ghost, but we are the ghost i think im putting myself in danger. you know when i heard about the reptilians, im starting to get the feeling that there around us alot more, and they know who i am. i just don't want to end up dieing to soon, the thing is they don't look like reptilians, they resemble it, but they are humans and it scares the hell out of me, because they have bad intentions for earth and everybody on it........stop the red necks
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edvice if you run into any reptilian like humans, don't run, walk away, and act like you didn't see anything. if you want to stay alive. fux
and these reptilian bastards don't really have any interest in you, so they really don't care about destroying you, and if they ever get there hands on you, you best believe there gonna find away to harm you, and you just may disappear, beware these retilians are in disguises of poor people on the street, rich people, and murderers and rapists, ans so on, but i really have a problem because there in our government, what can we do.