Like how weird would you say things have gotten in a short time frame for you. When did you crack? Have you cracked? Have you noticed you're cracked at all?
Like how weird would you say things have gotten in a short time frame for you. When did you crack? Have you cracked? Have you noticed you're cracked at all?
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I started down the rabbit hole a long time ago. It accelerated dramatically dec. 21st of 2008 on the winter solistice. I have gone through some dramatic changes since then.
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~ By the Power of Truth, I, while living, have conquered the universe.
It is your life... Stand up and live it.
Two and a half years ago I enteres into a new phase of life, fractured, broken...I found reconciliation and the journey to wholeness started when I let the pieces fall instead of vainly trying to hold them together.
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~a whisper~
Nice date. lol do you still meditate?
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in a shorter time frame, things were very weird for about 10 days, felt a little lost, mostly other peoples stuff, then i popped out of it yesterday at the full moon.
i've been at IS for all of 7 months, and feel like an old-timer (in more ways than 1).
!soil first! every garden is an experiment no experiment is a failure
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i know the feeling, how often do you lot get called weird, or crazy? do you hide most of what you say coz of a gap in comprehension?
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right now...my life feels fractured and broken
i cant handle my peers any more, im growing to sensitive to there negativity. im having a real tough time. i don't no my next step but im realising it needs to be a big one. where shall i goi don't know....sigh** i no i can get through this where im at but its going to have its down sides.............a vacation perhaps.
later:.....after that day...it makes sense why i was feeling this way
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I know what you mean, but I realised that the moment I hold their energy is the moment I get stuck in their control. One thing is with shielding is that you should know how you feel.
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there have been lots of threads about those 2 points. i've learned to handle it all but it wasn't easy. i wish i had IS about 40 years earlier.Originally Posted by StillSane
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Cracked, you say?!
I thought they were just more wrinkles!
I've been cracked all my life..... But... if I were to die today, I'd be fine with it... I'm content being cracked...
That started to happen about a year and a half ago.....
"Excuse me. Have you seen a blowfish. Driving a sports car?"
blessed are the cracked, for they let in the light!
things just go from cosmically awesome to cosmically weird every week now. like people thanking me for telling them uranus is retrograde, what's up with that..?! ^-^;
~earthling~
far more than I am happy with
somedays I want to hold the whole world in my arms...
You don't have to feel safe to feel unafraid ~ Lights
Holy shit, so have I. Definitely time to GTFO for me.in a shorter time frame, things were very weird for about 10 days, felt a little lost, mostly other peoples stuff, then i popped out of it yesterday at the full moon.
i've been at IS for all of 7 months, and feel like an old-timer (in more ways than 1).
I cracked shortly after I came here.
you have yet to crack.
lol I've been here for 7 months also!
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year and a half
and I'm as crazy as the day I was born
... personally I think the world is cracked not me
'Trying hard to fit among you, floating off to wonderland...
when I grow up I'll be stable...
when I grow up I'll turn the tables..."
YouTube - Garbage - When I Grow Up music video (re-edit)
You don't have to feel safe to feel unafraid ~ Lights
I don't know.
It was only recently I had time to just...sit back, relax, and analyze how much has changed for me. It was an eye opener to really look back and see it, I was so caught up in everything I didn't have time to really reflect.
I'm literally a different person. It's incredible and slightly frightening all at once. As if in- this process is exponential! I am in a constant process of breaking myself down, everything I've known, everything I learned, and re-learning, re-molding, re-unifying.
I think, if this keeps going. I'll end up in a cave as an old hermit somewhere...I feel like I'm going to explode sometimes.
I agree hazze. The world is cracked...I find it odd how those with the most sense are labeled crazy at times. Human nature I guess.
Peace
i feel like a streotypical cracker in here. wheres MJ to alter my perception lol
Have we ever fitted in? Just constant reminders that we are all different, the ones that don't know, don't know any different. Sometimes they remind me so bad, that they make me remind them back.
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heh - I don't even have words for you. Does that answer your question?
yeyyy, me tooo, nice that you said that, i say it often
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