Why do all of these bad things keep happening? *sigh*

[*~i GlOw 0F iNdIgO~*]

Hey guys,

If you haven't noticed, I haven't been on here for the past few days. I am going through a really hard time right now.
The other day my mom starting going completley insane and started hitting me and my dad and brother and starting telling us how worthless and evil we are (as usual), she was throwing things and trying to break our tv and my new guitar.. well things got so bad that my dad told me to call the police, and I did.. well, he calmed her down a little and then she went and packed and took my brothers to Louisiana (where all my family lives) and left me and my dad in Tennessee. My mom and dad are getting a divorce, and she is staying there with my brothers and I am left here, because she basically hates me now. My mom has always acted like this and is very selfish and has a very cold heart, I am sad to say. So I am stuck in the middle of all of this and it really hurts. I am so lucky to have the good friends that I have. I have been with them for the past few days and they are helping me. I haven't really felt like talking on here, so sorry.

Also, my best friend that is 17, just learned she is pregnant (in her 3rd month) and that is another issue, so we are both having a tough time, but we are both helping each other.
My other really close friend, just got kicked out (she's over 18) of her boyfriends house and she can't go to her parents or any family memebers house because they have already kicked her out in the past, so she may have to come and stay with me.

Why are all these bad things happening? The only good thing is i've been out everday and get to hang out with my friends as much as i want.

*sigh*

so if you could, please pray for me and my friends Lindsey and Morgan. A little positive energy would be nice, thank you so much for reading, and I'd be happy to help any of you that may be going through troubles right now.
It took a lot for me to be open like this, i usually keep these things to myself.

love and light,
Alanna

[EnemyAtLineSix]

my love goes out to you dear...

cheer up buttercup ho ho hoo ooh oouu

<3

[roseyaire]

Please be safe and well and know that I am sending you love and light.

[defuzz]

thanks for sharing, it goes to show that shit is going down rigth now.
I mean shift, not that this scenario couldn't have happened anytime, but tie this up with who you are and where we are, I would leap out of my comfort zone to tell you this is caused by the Shift of consciousness.
Just hang in there and hold on to your heart.
From one son of a cold hearted mama to a sis of one, i too had the bezerker matriarch and I pray for you, cause that hurts.

[weareone]

thank you so much for sharing something that is so incredibly real.

i feel your pain

and please, know this-all of the bad shit thats happening, is really for the benefit and growth of you and the people you love.

you are all in your my prayers and my thoughts

i send you my love

[just-me]

I GLOW OF INDIGO, ive been trough exactly the same thing with my mother. i know how you are feeling and trust me, everything will work out just fine i promise you. why do these things happen? well, think about it. if nothing bad ever happened to us how would we ever learn to deal with anything? keep your thoughts possitive, dismiss all negativity. this can make you stronger if you let it. believe in yourself

[ZZ23]

ther are enegies in the atmosphere that are well contributeing to everyones happiness rolls eyes* i seem to be the only one immuned from it but anyways ive benn posting this for weeks theres been over 50 fights at my school in the last two months i live in a pretty peaceful town there hasnt been 50 fights beofre this year in the last hundred years combined in my town- i honestly do know why theyres so many ill energies-- there once a long time ago was a protecting field set up that surrounded tara iin almost all aspects- it was a shield that protected earth from certain things- for instance the bad guys-lol- they were once stationed in atlantis- theyre still there but the hope was by the enxt root race we would be able to protect our selves for once-- but well were not at that point yet- some people call these energies world gates or portals but thats a load of bs to be honest the thing that was powering these shields have died out it was a last minute calibration beofre they were hit by the flood- these portals have been dying for years-- or for the last couple thousand years starting just after jesus-- the energies compleltey died out on 9/9/07 and well the human subconcious is panicking-- or higherself- but well this is being spread accross the human psychye the reason why well everyone on edge nobody knows why they are- but they are- well besides me- lol -- theyres really nothing you can do about it besiedes if u get in a situation try to defuse it before it gets too over done-- my dad for instance screamed at me bloody friekin murder because my shoes were in the wrong spot-- this is a very good ex. and well my moms on edge she should of died three weeks ago- she was four quarts of blood too short- they were wondering why she was still alive because they said she shouldnt be, and that it was a miracle because when she was two quarts short she should of had a stroke or heart attack- they didnt realize or know theyre was a healer that always is around her-lol- those are my two ex. plus the many fights

[ZZ23]

and its not jut a thing a normal thing its panick wide spread panick its affecting everyone besides the abonormally cheerful--now known justas cheerful everyone decreased in the "cheerfulness" that surrounds us-- ive been cussed out over 30 times today for saying hello-lol

[just-me]

maybe. when i was in school people stabed eachother. crazy. never come to south africa.

[Artist]

I'd say that is bad. A lot of problems are created by attitude, but stabbing people is something hard to view as positive in any half-sane mindset.

[*~i GlOw 0F iNdIgO~*]

thank you to those that actually tried to help and send love.
thank you so much.

[Artist]

err, sorry I hadn't read much of the thread just the last few posts...

you have my if somewhat belated positive energy *~i GlOw 0F iNdIgO~*

[ZZ23]

well people who are not normally this way are becoming this way-- which is one of the facts presented here

[ZZ23]

ill pray for you alnia- things always work themselves out in the end- so just keep it together and you should do fine-- peace love and light- C.J.

[*~i GlOw 0F iNdIgO~*]

thanks,
and my name is spelled a-l-a-n-n-a btw
=]

[FreeSpeak]

Hey guys,
Why are all these bad things happening? The only good thing is i've been out everday and get to hang out with my friends as much as i want.

*sigh*

so if you could, please pray for me and my friends Lindsey and Morgan. A little positive energy would be nice, thank you so much for reading, and I'd be happy to help any of you that may be going through troubles right now.
It took a lot for me to be open like this, i usually keep these things to myself.

love and light,
Alanna

Hi little lady ----- I know we hardly ever agree on anything - me being three generations away - and I know this will sound like BS but hang in there with me.........

These are actually THE CHANGES like a chemical reaction or an earthquake. It is a shaking out of DENIAL. It is a divesting of lies and pain. SEEMS like bad things.... like a stuffy nose breaking up...

It's kinda like rain when the storm comes. I really feel you are being FREED.

Yep, it hurts and is very uncomfortable and insecure feeling. I am sad you have to hurt right now. But you hava a lot of love coming from all of us -- heck even *I* have some you can have {smiles with remaining 12 teeth}.

It's changes. The blessings come soon.

Love to you and all you love as well

[*~i GlOw 0F iNdIgO~*]

thanks guys,
there is a lot more to the story but i spared you all, lol.
there was some pretty horrific and traumatizing things that happened..
but thanks again *hugs*

[weareone]

if you ever feel the need to share anything, you know well listen with open hearts and open minds

smile!!!

[Artist]

hmm, maybe you should try to defend yourself from bad luck? I've found that evil hurts people most where they are weakest. So be strong within yourself, and no one will even want to hurt you, and even if they want to they won't succeed

[*~i GlOw 0F iNdIgO~*]

hmm, maybe you should try to defend yourself from bad luck? I've found that evil hurts people most where they are weakest. So be strong within yourself, and no one will even want to hurt you, and even if they want to they won't succeed

wtf, i am sorry but that really offended me. My own mother just LEFT me and moved away with my little brothers that i love so much. Seeing how i have a heart, a soul, and a wide range of empathic emotion.. of course and i am going to be hurt, regardless if i am strong within myself or not.