I've spent all day reading about soulmates/soul groups/trigger points and our relations with other souls in incarnations and the lessons we're supposed to learn from them.
It led me to thinking alot about a guy I was 'dating' last year; I always thought that that fling was supposed to be.. and it was, in a way.
He had travelled all the way from Czech Republic to study in my college, I had been to Prague on tour the summer before.. and 'Czech/Prague' was something that had resonated and stuck with me ever since a spelling test in school when I was 10 years old..
It was a bizarre and messy event - I had seen him round college and we'd both eyed each other up many times lol, one thing led to another as you can imagine.
In fact, this was around the time when I first discovered I could manifest my own reality - although I didn't 'truly' believe it at the time. It was a mutual infatuation fuelled by alcohol and wild parties :/ and somewhat tainted by the discovery that he was already taken.. I learnt alot from this experience - not to take what wasn't mine (with hindsight I realise I had more power/intention than I realised was possible, and misused it thinking it was 'meant to be') experience another type of relationship and not to stray from my true self.
Shallow parties are not for me and never have been - after a while they leave me feeling degraded, exhausted and miserable.
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It all ended when he left the country - I remember seeing him with other girls and felt like I had been deluded and used somehow.
That was until he nearly broke down one evening saying he didn't understand me, I wasn't like any other girl he had met and I knew more about him than he could ever know himself and he was totally confused - wtf lol!
It was a strange relationship and I reckon rooted in more spiritual things that either of us realised at the time.
I don't think he was a soulmate.. or even in my soulgroup, but we were destined to meet up and have that flamboyant and somewhat sordid affair for numerous reasons.. I've worked why, I wonder if he ever will..?
After thinking about this today, it came as no suprise or coincidence when I recieved a text from him 20 mins ago - for the first time since he left last summer