(I just wanted to get this feeling off of my chest.)
I saw this sign on a friday at around 9:00 PM.
Well first I should say that my boyfriend broke up with me two days before this event. I felt that we were connected spiritually and we understood each other perfectly. We've been together for 5 months with no fights.
On the first night we were together (he asked me on the night of my best friend's quincenera, 15 birthday.) The last thing we did together was looking at the stars and smiling. I've always loved the stars.
When he broke up with me I was really sad, I did a lot of stupid things that I would never do between the 2-day time period. I was going to give up my faith and run away from home, (like every upset teen would do.) That night, I went into my bed and wanted to cry, but painfully, I couldn't. I share a room with my mom, and I didn't want her to worry about me.
It was so cold in my room, but I remember the feeling of warmth on my face where the tears have fell. I fought, and cursed in my mind, a never-ending battle that lasted an hour. I clutched my blanket hard in my hands and trying not to cry loudly. I looked up in the sky and saw a star. It wasn't glowing or sparkling. Over time it hid behind a tree and I never saw it again that night. (This possibly represented my 1st ex, who got with me 3 times and broke up with me every 2 weeks. He wasn't the one I was with for 5 months.)
Later when the night got darker, I saw another star (this one represented my boyfriend who recently broke up with me, the 5 month one). It was glowing, sparkling, and shimmering in the cold dark night. I stared blankly at it and I prayed to God, "Please," I cried. "Give me a sign, so that I know that I am loved by someone who cares about me." I prayed that sentence over and over again. I wiped away the tears and saw something unreal.
The star that was shining and sparkling...split into two. I wiped away the tears so I know it wasn't an illusion. I literally saw the star, the only one in the night sky, spilt into two separate stars. I saw the two stars dancing. They swirled around each other and spun in the sky. I, myself could not believe it. The two stars became one star again. The star then gave an illusion of two people hugging. The stars would then randomly dance with each other when they split in two.
I fell asleep peacefully that night. The next week, my 5 month boyfriend asks me to go to the movies with him, but just as friends. I say ok. We go and we were about to see Avatar. When we went inside the theatre, nobody was inside. We talked about some things concerning the break up. He asks me for a second chance, and of course I said yes. Since then everything has been going smoothly, and on Jan. 11th, will be our 6 month anniversary.
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The stars that pulled away from each other, but danced around each other, reminded me of the idea of twin flame. How one soul becomes two souls in different bodies. Any feedback?