
Originally Posted by
judds
Hi there all you lovely people, I have spent a few days here now reading the forums and getting to know alot about you all through the posts you have all written, i know i keep on saying it but i do really feel at home here i feel i dont have to comply to the "Normal" way of life in here and talk about things i have done and experienced in a caged way as not to offend anyone or hide my true feelings from anyone. i feel comfortable opening up here it is a relaxed and fantastic atmosphere amongst you all and i thankyou from the bottom of my heart for that,
With that off my chest i would like to put another of my experiences to the community with a hope of some confirmation or maybe advise as to what i actually experienced, anyways here goes.
Over the last say month or so i have began to feel more intouch and attuned to my spiritual side of myself and feelings that i once thought where odd or not "the norm" i have embraced and hopefully began to understand them a little more, i dont actually know what to label myself as really and as crazy as that may seem to others i would like to know what i am, i feel i have little bits of a few abilities such as i do experience a lot of Daja-vou (sorry for mis-spelt) also i can tap into peoples thought and know what they are about to say to me or to others if in company, i can also have premonitions and most of the time these are almost identical to what does actually happen, i know who is on the telephone before i pick up most of the time,(isn't caller i.d helpful. LMAO j/k) but seriously about 95% of the time i can say to the wife please answer the phone i dont feel like speaking to ????????? at this moment tell them to call back, and when she answers the phone it is who i said it was going to be and she always gets a bit freaked out with it but i laugh it off because i find it quite amusing hehehe, I have been told from 2 people who are lets say Psychic that i have an excellence for Precognition and ESP, but as you know you are what you are and not what others tell you, you are. (i hope that sound correct) anyways i had a weird thing happen to me the other night and it has been on my mind ever since. I went to bed early hours as i was feeling restless and on edge all evening i got myself into bed and as i was feeling very anxcious (like the feeling you get when you know something bad is gonna happen) i thought i would try some relaxing breathing excersices to calm me down and try to get some sleep. Well i began with controlling my breathing in for 5 secs and then slowly out for 10 secs, i found i was really relaxed after a few minutes and just enjoyed the At One feeling i had as i was so relaxed i then fell off to sleep. I am not sure exactly what time it was or how long i was asleep for but i woke up and went to the bathroom it was so, so peaceful not a sound from anywhere no birds singing no snoring from the wife lol (good job she doesnt read this) no noise from anywhere in the house, i carried on into the bathroom and approached the toilet but i never had the feeling of needing to go which was odd why was i up in the first place, i thought you fool what is up with you, i went back to the bedroom but i got the shock of my life, my wife was inbed asleep and so was i ??????? i couldnt get my head around it, my first thought was i think i have died i stood there absolutely dumb founded. what had happened what is going on i asked myself, i then heard the ambience of a gentle breeze and gentle swirly noises a then heard a gentle voice telling me "It is to be embraced not feared you are fine go back to sleep, go back to sleep" The next thing i know I am getting out of bed to visit the bathroom again but this time it was like an exact replay of what had just happened but this time i went to the toilet and used the loo then after washing my hands i went back to bed but this time just my wife was in bed and i got back in bed and fell asleep. I havent told anyone else about this because all i tend to get is unwanted consolement like oh you where sleepwalking or you dreamt it but it was real it felt real but at the same time unreal i dont know what to make of it.
Was this Astral projection? who was the voice and why was there no noise at all until i saw myself asleep ? i am really thrown by this as i cant understand it for what it was, but as i dont know what it was how can i not understand it?
i would be greatful if anyone could shed some light on this and advise me of what to do.
thankyou ever so much and god bless to you i love you all xxx all
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