I need an answer please.

[Sable Hilt]

Hello first of all, this is my first post on the forum, just found this forum about 10 minutes ago.
It all started when I decided to live with my grandparents when I was 8 years old. We weren't very religous at the time, and I am still not. I am 15 now. However back to the story, when I was 8 or 9 we were at church one sunday morning and after church, a man that we never talked to or anything came up to my grandma and told her that I was an "indigo child" now I found this story out a few years later. It seemed strange to me so I looked it up and found all of these interesting things related to the subject of "Indigo Children, and adults" I also look up many of the signs of being a so called "Indigo Child" and I notice I fit into quite a lot of them. I am very interested in astronomy, and dimensions such as the 4th dimension and I am quite knowledgable in the subjects. I do poorly in school because my mind isn't there. I feel like I am living sub-consciously through my day, every day. I am a very paranoid type of person, and I feel as if I am not normal compared to my peers. I also used to experience weird Tempur-Tantrums when I was about 10-12 years old about simple things like when my grandparents would ask me to take out the trash... I would go insane, cry non-stop turn all red and refuse I would litterally extract so much energy that sometimes it took both of them to hold me down, and they would need to put me in a cold shower to calm me down sometimes. However I outgrew the weird tantrums and I am very easy going about doing stuff like that now. I have one fear, spiders. Also recently I have had dreams that seemed like reality, like in my dream I would wake up in my bed and look out the window and there would be a UFO hovering outside. Then I would wake up from these weird dreams and feel as if I was living in another reality that I wasn't in the same place.
These thoughts and dreams have been showing up more often now. I am 15. I want to know If I am indigo, I try and ask the universe for assistance to guide me into what to believe, but the universe never responds. What do you guys think?
Am I indigo? What's my purpose? What about you?

P.S. my father has Aspergerz Syndrome.

[Sable Hilt]

Thanks for the fast responce and advice! I also would like to hear what other people think.

[crue_boo]

All that matters is the amazing qualities you have. Yes I would call you an indigo spot on, or you could be in between the "crystal" era and the "indigo" era. I thought I was an indigo for a couple years and I never thought to look into "crystal children", and I found out that I must be a indigo-crystal adult? Anyways enough about me, that sounds accurate coming from a man with so much devotion spirituality as to go to a church service...i hate to stereotype but it's true in my christian church; they speak when needed, wise beyond their years. Your natural connection with astronomy and the 4th dimension might say that you may be a "walk-in", but I am no expert. A lot of indigos struggle with authority, and I actually suggest homeschooling...I mean like it's really made a difference for me (you get that "your own boss" mind set). I can also relate to the tantrums, that started for me when I was like 13, and lasted 4 more years, and then I made the decision to put all the cons of my life to a death. I put holes in the walls =P .. An increase of these dreams is probably due to your growing interest in it...which doesn't make it any less awesome.

[Sable Hilt]

Haha thanks for your responce, this forum is very interesting. I am 15 and am trying to find out who I am, what my purpose is in life, I try and ask god for a sign that he exists but god never gives me a sign when i ask. I just want to know so badly. And I am questioning god's existence. anyways thanks. anymore thoughts?

[crue_boo]

Haha thanks for your responce, this forum is very interesting. I am 15 and am trying to find out who I am, what my purpose is in life, I try and ask god for a sign that he exists but god never gives me a sign when i ask. I just want to know so badly. And I am questioning god's existence. anyways thanks. anymore thoughts?

The problem here is that you are given free will to trust in "God", but you choose to have doubts when asking for His sign. You can't help it unless you try to meet Him halfway. Whatever you see Him as, be it spirit, be it form, be it the universe, your mind, or even Jesus Christ...talk to Him and settle a plan, and then, just rely on it. It's easier to say that a sign from God is a gift given when you've put your heart into it...gifts aren't for the ones who sit and wait.

I'm not criticizing...I have been in this situation (lol surprise..) and I had to be at an ultimate low to get the kick in the ass from God...but then when you are walking with Him through life, these signs come abundantly because you already believe in Him.

It's the law of the universe...if you believe it, you will live it

Sorry, this was confusing

[Hybred27]

Yep, I couldn't agree more with what cru just said. To me it's like this...god put the apple tree there for us, but if you want the apple, you have to shake the tree...or climb it, hit it, cut it down lol! Point is, you have to do something to get that apple :P Anyways good luck to you bud. Like many others have told me, I'm sure you're going to find all the help you can get here.