Hello first of all, this is my first post on the forum, just found this forum about 10 minutes ago.
It all started when I decided to live with my grandparents when I was 8 years old. We weren't very religous at the time, and I am still not. I am 15 now. However back to the story, when I was 8 or 9 we were at church one sunday morning and after church, a man that we never talked to or anything came up to my grandma and told her that I was an "indigo child" now I found this story out a few years later. It seemed strange to me so I looked it up and found all of these interesting things related to the subject of "Indigo Children, and adults" I also look up many of the signs of being a so called "Indigo Child" and I notice I fit into quite a lot of them. I am very interested in astronomy, and dimensions such as the 4th dimension and I am quite knowledgable in the subjects. I do poorly in school because my mind isn't there. I feel like I am living sub-consciously through my day, every day. I am a very paranoid type of person, and I feel as if I am not normal compared to my peers. I also used to experience weird Tempur-Tantrums when I was about 10-12 years old about simple things like when my grandparents would ask me to take out the trash... I would go insane, cry non-stop turn all red and refuse I would litterally extract so much energy that sometimes it took both of them to hold me down, and they would need to put me in a cold shower to calm me down sometimes. However I outgrew the weird tantrums and I am very easy going about doing stuff like that now. I have one fear, spiders. Also recently I have had dreams that seemed like reality, like in my dream I would wake up in my bed and look out the window and there would be a UFO hovering outside. Then I would wake up from these weird dreams and feel as if I was living in another reality that I wasn't in the same place.
These thoughts and dreams have been showing up more often now. I am 15. I want to know If I am indigo, I try and ask the universe for assistance to guide me into what to believe, but the universe never responds. What do you guys think?
Am I indigo? What's my purpose? What about you?
P.S. my father has Aspergerz Syndrome.