I've been having a lot of nightmares lately, that my family and I believe is connected to the earth. Normally, I can help process the energy. Usually, it comes naturally, one could even say easily.
Right now though, things are backing up. Negative energy is backing up in my systems as I am unable to ground and process the energies effectively, or at least not as quickly as required.
The result: I'm over-eating because it is one of the few things that keeps me grounded. I have trouble concentrating on homework because of anxiety. Worst of all, are the nightmares.
Stripped of rationality, nightmares are a tough thing to deal with. One of the most reoccurring dreams is that I'm at home: sometimes my home in real life, sometimes a made-up or altered setting I've identified as "home." All of the sudden, a burst of fire starts in a random place: the floor, on the wall, a piece of furniture. I get the fire extinguisher, and put out the flames. But like a trick candle, the moment I relax and turn my back, the flame starts back up again. I'm constantly running around, rushing to keep these flames from consuming my home. Of course, there may be others around, but they seem clueless as to what to do.
If I was awake and rational, things would be different. We all know that fire doesn't just reappear like a trick candle. Firemen are at my aide, and family members would be able to help me put out the flames, or at the very least: take care of themselves.
There are others. Dreams where I'm struggling to find my way back home. Dreams where precious things are lost or destroyed. All of which have no consequence in the waking world, all of which still trouble me stripped of my cognition.
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I know this is lengthy, but any help or advice offered would mean the world to me. Even if you lack ideas, I am still thankful to those who take their time to consider me and my predicament.
P.S. Since this overlaps topics, I'm also posting this under, "Personal Advice."