I am absolutely, without a doubt, a dreamer. By day, by night, I'm always somewhere in my imagination. Its a huge problem in school or at work, I can't stop dazing and its difficult to pay attention to the "task at hand". I dream so often, and so vividly, that its as relevant to me as my waking life. My dreams are their own life experiences, and often serve a greater purpose than what I can attain from the physical, conscious world. Surely, there are others here who understand this. Nonetheless, I need to make that clear before you read on...
Very rarely, and usually at an emotional/significant time in my life, I will have an incredibly symbolic dream. The last time this happened, I didn't know what it meant, but it shook me. It was the first dream I ever had where I saw someone I know, someone I care about, die right in front of me. And the way he died, it was bizarre and intense. The people involved in the dream, the roles that everyone played, all make sense now. I admit that by taking this dream so seriously that I could have possibly just found a way to apply it to my life, I know its a completely relevant point to make and I won't argue or deny that. However, my intuition about this is very strong, and I can't help but feel amazed at how my life has played out since that dream.
Recently, during this past week, I had a very vivid, intense dream. I guess there is nothing to do but see what happens from here, but I haven't been able to stop thinking about it since. I feel anxious when I leave the house, I don't want anything close to the scenario in my dream to occur, and I'm even worried that the simple fear of this thing happening while allow the situation to manifest. I could just be dreaming about my fears, that does happen, but I haven't been so rattled by a dream since the one I mentioned, which I had almost a year ago. Basically, I'm freaking out. I've thought about how this could play out many times over, and I don't see one instance that does not involve panic or danger.
This is too personal to post, and honestly, I only want to share this with people who will take it seriously and want to help. If you know anything about dream interpretation, or an idea of how to alleviate this panic I'm struggling with, please PM me. I don't expect anyone to have "the answer," I know I can only do it for myself, but like I said if you have knowledge about dreams or think you can help, it might offer me some insight or at least some peace of mind. I'll understand if I don't get anything.
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